My crossdressing journey

This is my journey of crossdressing until now

Hi guys, hope you are all good.
My name is Vishal. I am from Himachal Pradesh, India. I am a boy, but I love to wear girls' clothes. Especially traditional clothes like salwar suit, sharara, grara and sarees. I call myself shivali as a crossdresser.
I am bisexual. I like both girls and boys. From childhood, I started wearing bra and panty of my sister and mother.
I am a little fat, so I have little boobs. When I was in 10th class, one boy from school used to suck my cock. He also sucks my boobs. He used to bring his mother bra panty for me to wear and suck my dick and boobs while I wore that bra panty.
I was very fond of salwar suits and always wear a salwar suit whenever possible. I also got caught by my grandmother, but she didn't tell anyone about that.
In college, I met a girl, and we fell in love. She was the love of my life. She didn't know about my cross-dressing. We used to have sex from time to time. She also sucks my boobs during sex sometimes.
After some years, we got separated. That was the turning point of my life. I was depressed for a long period of time due to that. I shifted to Chandigarh in search of a job. After getting a job, I started buying female clothes. I installed grinder and met with a boy who was near my pg. I asked him to come to my room so I can suck him. I want to try sucking. After requesting so much time, he came to my room and directly put his dick in my mouth. His dick was small. He, face fucked me for 40 seconds and ejaculated in my mouth. I like the feeling when his dick was pulsing in my mouth while he was uploading his cum in my mouth. But we never met again.
I met with another boy through grinder. He came to my room. Removed his lower and asked me to get nude. His dick was not hard, so he asked me to get it hard and started squeezing my boobs while I started to suck him. His dick was not that big but was very thick. I was sucking him, and he was squeezing my boobs and pressing my ass. He asked me to let him fuck me in the ass, but I refused, saying I only agreed to sucking. After 15 minutes, he cummed in my mouth and asked me to swallow his cum by showing it to him. I did that. He was desperate to fuck me. So I blocked him and changed my room.
After shifting, I used to stitch my clothes from a nearby tailor. I told her that the clothes were for my girlfriend but made confess that they were for me. After finding out, she helped me a lot. She also wanted to see me dressed in the clothes after stitching them for the fitting purpose.
From this incident, I started enjoying showing myself off in girls' clothes to the girls. That's how I met a girl on Instagram. Whom I used to start showing myself on video call. She even made me finger myself in the ass. She gifted me clothes in which she wanted to see me. She even gifted me a butt plug so I can use that on myself in video calls.
So this was my story. I hope you like it. Will love to know your thoughts on that. DM me on telegram @
Ranaji975.