My first time with my Dad - it hurt a lot

The story of how I lost my virginity to my Dad, how much it hurt and how much I grew to love sex afterwards.

I was a certain age. I literally didn’t know what sex was, and of course at that age would I have wanted to have it if I hadn’t been introduced to It? No, that being said I’m incredibly lucky I was introduced to it, as most women my age (19) have awful sex lives, whereas I have the most incredible and fulfilling and very passionate sex with my Dad every night still to this day, all these years later. We also now have 2 little girls of our own, and I’m so grateful to him for making me a Mommy.

Now, there were actually 2 weeks worth of nightly attempts at having sex with me, but I was so young, and so small down there, that it just could not physically fit in, and with the excitement of my young naked body in front of him, and with even attempting to enter me, my Dad got over excited every single one of those nights and ended up coming all over my tiny body.

Then, the next night, I will never forget it, as it was a Saturday and we had just watched my favourite show before my bath and I had heard my Dad tell my Mom “oh I’ve taken the pills Darling, it’s definitely happening tonight” “oh good Dear” she replied. I’ve obviously since learned that those were viagra pills as he wanted to make sure he was hard for long enough to force his way into my hymen so that we would be able to have sex. Despite the advice from my Mum to lick me out first or to use some lube to help enter me, my Dad refused as he said he wanted me to feel as tight as was physically possible on the first time he ever had sex with me.

So, naturally, what I do remember about the first time, was how unbelievably painful it was for me, my Mum even had to leave the room as she said that my crying was too much for her to bear.

He was not a small man either, he has an 8.5 inch cock and it’s thick too, so him feeling like it had to get all the way in even from the first time, you can’t imagine how bad that felt for me.

He was very forceful and shoved it in as hard as he could, eventually piercing through my hymen, that part he made my Mom be in the room for as I know he wanted her to film it and to also feel a part of it, by pushing him deeper into it on the thrust through the hymen.

Then each deep intense thrust he pushed a bit more of his cock in, eventually somehow, he did get it all the way in, which hurt me so badly, but he said, “its ok my pretty little daughter it’s only going to hurt the first time” he thrust into me deep and very slowly, at least for the first hour, as he said he wanted me to get used to the feeling.

Then, eventually he started to speed himself up, because of the Viagra he lasted a very long time, it was about an hour and a half in total, he was pounding me so hard and fast in the end that the pain was just tearing me apart, even though he told me that sex was going to be such a pleasurable experience.

He took Viagra every night for the next month, so that the sex would last long enough to get me used to it, after the first week, he did start to try to get me wet and excited first. He really liked my young body and watching me develop into a woman, so he would love to touch and play with my tiny boobs, which worked out very well for me as they were so puffy and sensitive when they were developing and it meant when he played with them that when I started having orgasms they would be even more intense.

My Mom started to supervise us for the next few months just to make sure I was completely satisfying him and that I was also enjoying myself.

I had my first ever orgasm about a month in, funnily enough it was on the night of his last dose of Viagra, as I was really starting to warm up to sex at that point, and I really understood it was an act of love, and I was also able to relax into the love he was giving to my body with his body.

And after that I would say 8/10 times I have had an orgasm when we’ve had sex, which is a really good record. And doesn’t even include the fact that if I am honest enough to say I haven’t then he will finger me or lick me until I do.

His favourite positions are him on top, with me completely surrendered to him underneath him, as he says he loves seeing my young body like that, and he also loves me being on top of him whilst we’re sitting up as it means he gets to lick and suck my nipples.

I’m so lucky to have a man in my life who doesn’t just provide for me and my Mom so well financially but also fully satisfies both of us emotionally, mentally and, physically and of course sexually, even though we are both women who need sex at least once a day. He is also a wonderful father to me and our two daughters.