Men's bible study

I tried to straighten out my life. Went to church. Signed up for a men's study group. It didn't tske long to fall into sin.

After a few weeks of church they announced that they would have a men's froup on Wednesday evenings from 7 to 9 each week. That would be perfect. I could confess my sins snd they wouldn't judge me.
I showed up and mostly listened the first week. There were only 7 other men in my group. Two other groups met in different tables. I introduced myself as Judd.
The leader, Dan explained thst everything we talked about in group was confidential and thst it was important to be completely honest.
Tom talked. He was tall, athletic and handsome. He is married with two young kids. He explained how he struggled with pornography for years. He eould stop, but then go back to it again.
A couple other guys told similar stories.
At my turn I admitted that I had been watching potn for years. Started with mild stuff, but took more and more to get off. From straight to groups, trans porn, bi, and gay.

Bill: "So do you mostly watch gay porn now? Would you say you are gay?"

Me: " No. I don't see myself as gay... i love the gay porn... I've even sucked cock. Once had sex with a guy and really liked it. But, I am not romantically interested in men. I don't see a guy and think, ' oooh he's so cute. ' I've never thought about dating a guy. It's just sex. I watched a bunch of sissy and gay hypno videos and they drone into you, that you should suck cock, be gay. So, one day, i visit an adult video arcade. There's holes in the booths. As I'm watching gay porn, a cock comes through the hole. I sucked it. Honestly? I loved it. Anyway, eventually I came here to straighten up my life. "

The group continued sharing. We talked for an hour, then took a break. I went to the restroom. Another guy, Alex came in after me. Standing side by side at separate urinals he talked to me. Said he appreciated my openness and honesty. He admitted that he watched gay porn too. He hadn't acted out on it, but always wanted to.
I looked over and his arm was jiggling. I thought he was jerking off. I peered over the partition and he definitely was. His 6 inch cut cut was hard as he stroked away at it.
"Looks like the conversation got you pretty excited", i said.
He replied, "dude, i was trying to sit there with a hard on without anyone else noticing"
"You have a nice cock. Makes me wish i wasn't in church"
He looked at me and said, "you really want to suck me don't you gay boy?"
I nodded. He turned and walked into the handicap stall. I followed. He turned to me and dropped his shorts. "Go ahead. Hurry!"
I dropped to my knees and took him in my mouth. He started fucking my face as I sucked him. It only took a few minutes for him to flood my mouth with his hot cum. I swallowed every drop, licked my lips and said we should get back. He said, wait. He pulled me into a kiss.
"I always wanted to kiss a man", He confessed. "Thanks"
Then he pulled up his pants and we went back to group. We sat there listening to everyone talking after just having gay sex in the restroom.

We finished the night in prayer and all headed towards our cars. In the parking lot, Dan stopped me.
"Hey, good job sharing tonight. I'm glad you're here " he said as he gripped my arm. " don't worry about those gay feelings. It's not that unusual. " he ran his hand up and fown my upper arm.
I looked at his eyes as I replied, "Thanks Dan, I appreciate that. You're really nice."
The next thing i know we're in my truck with our pants down playing with each other's dicks. I sucked his 7 inches and he sucked my little 5" dick. We made out for awhile. Then he got out. Got in his car and drove home to his beautiful wife and daughters.
I left anxious to return next week