In way to deep cruising for the first time

This is a story on how I entered the cruising world

I was 17 when this happened. Bit of back ground I was curious about going down on another man, the idea was so exciting. I had been watching sissy caption porn and it was really effecting me. All i though about was another guys cock pulsing in my mouth. This is my story hope you enjoy.

I was sat in my room watching porn. A video telling me I was a cum slut , and I must go find older men and suck their superior cock. I was so hard my mind was dizzy months of watching this had really got to me. So gathering my nerves I looked up places to find men. I soon found that 6 miles away. There was a a secluded layby popular with gay men. I grabbed my push bike and set off. I was so nervous, my tummy was all over the place. It didn't take me to long as i am pretty fit. I stopped near the layby to try and scope it out, I hid my bike in the bush in the field before it, and snuck around to try and watch to see what was happening. I had decided to wear black shorts and a dark t-shirt. I could easily hide. I spotted a man leaning up his car it was the only car near where I hid. He looked old maybe 60. I waked around and just stared at him, he looked me up and down and smiled and beckoned me over. I hadn't even walked to him and he had his cock out, it was soft. I simply said knees boy. I've never felt so numb and excited at the same time. I got to my knees and he closed the distance between us. He pushed his cock towards my mouth, I opened and I tasted cock for the first time. He was soon sliding it in and out faster and faster. His cock was rock hard now. He asked if wanted his cum. I got to nervous and shock my head. He then asked again and I shock my head again. I then felt his cock explode in my mouth. I instantly chocked and cough it all up. By the time I had opened my eyes he was already walking away. I hadn't noticed two guys behind me watching. I stood up and a tall fat guy asked if I would suck him. His cock was already in his hand. I nodded and leaned over and took him in my mouth. After a short time I pulled off. I said I'm sorry but I need to go now. My head was all over the place. I also felt kind of weird about everything. He said ok but could he see my naked ass before I left. I said I'm not sure. He said it would only need to be a quick flash. So I agreed. I put my thumb in my waste band ready, he said not here behind that bush. He smiled said it just for us two. I agreed and they showed me the way ,one in front one behind. As we walked the second guy asked if I had been before. I told him that was the first time I had given a blowjob. We was now out of site of the laayby. Ok he said let's see. I pulled down my shorts to show them. Bend over a bit said the large guy. Let's see your boy pussy. This was first time I felt scared. I bent over and straight away I felt a hand push between my cheeks. I remember him saying to his friend a smooth virgin and laughter. Them out of no where I was grabbed by both of them. And pushed to the floor. I fell in to a sort sitting position. A guy said knees. I did what he said. Then I felt him pinch my nose and when I took a breath he rammed his cock in to my mouth. He simply fucked my face so hard. All I could think about was trying to catch breath. I felt a foot on the back of my head do I could move back as he face fucked me. Then I threw up but he didn't care or stop. I was pretty sure what would happen next. The guy pulled out and moved behind me I have no idea if he put lube or spit, my mind was everywhere. I felt him pushing in to me as my mouth was filled again from the front. I remember thinking that isn't this what I wanted, wasn't this what the videos showed would happen. My ass hurt so much I felt him cum I me then then other guy took his turn on my ass. I tasted a dirty cock as it was shaved down my throat. Clean it birch is all i heard.then the other guy came fillingme up from behind, i was spent. The bigger guy lowered his face to me and said stay still you don't want to lose any of our lovely cum. They told me to lie down on my back and don't let any cum out. I did this they then pulled my legs over my shoulders. While one held me there the other walked away only to return with stones and leaves and rubbish off the floor. I watched as they pushed a stone in to my ass then. I felt it push deep. I horrified when I saw a used condom I struggled but they forced it in my. It felt disgusting. They keep putting things in me and pushing them deep with there fingers. A beer bottle was then put on the entrance of my sore asshole and emptied on to me I'm pretty sure it was piss. Then they left me there complete broken.

It put me off for some time now I mastubate to it daily.