Finding out the truth

Mom raised me by herself with help from her brother but something wasn't right.

When I grew up with it just mom and me, and I have a bit of a memory of my grand parents, but I can't remember if we stayed there our what, other then my grand mother kissing my knee better when I was very small. My mom worked and I would go to my aunt and uncles after school where mom would pick me up from. My aunt didn't like me, and would give my cousins things like cookies, or ice cream, but she always said for me to ask my mom for treats like that.

As I grew up I knew something was wrong, maybe because every time I asked mom why I didn't have a dad, she would say had all the love I needed for him, and I didn't need a dad. If my uncle ever said we could do something, my aunt would come up with something that was more important, so he couldn't do what he said we could do. Like he was going to take me to a ball game with my one cousin, but at the last minute his daughter had to go, and he didn't have a ticket for me, so I couldn't go. My cousin later told me that his mom force Penny to go, so I couldn't go.

When I got into my mid teens I no longer went to my aunt and uncles place, unless mom made me go. Maybe it was because I got tried of the looks and being put down by my aunt the bitch, as I started calling her, even to mom I called my aunt a bitch. The first time mom got very upset, not for calling my aunt that, but because me using the word bitch. One day I started thinking about my mom being only 29, and me being 14, so I did the math and my mom was 15 and 3 months when she give birth to me, so she was pregnant when she was only 14 with me. I began to wonder if the reason I didn't have a dad, was it maybe due to her being raped or something. I heard in school that a girl only a year older then me was in the hospital because she had been raped by 7 guys. I have to say I did feel bad for her, maybe because she kind of looked like a young version of my mom. You know strawberry blond with green eyes, just like my mom who is very good looking for a mom I guess.

I started dating girls when I was 15 with mom giving a box of condoms saying she didn't need some teenage girl banging on our door with a baby in her arms. Mom always seemed to be upset when she told me that, which made me think even more that she was raped. By the time I turned 17 I was working weekends, and like two 12 hour shifts at times, but it sure helped out around the place, and on my 18th birthday mom asked me what I wanted and I said " Mom I want you to get a bottle of whatever, and you and me drink it so we can have a real good time just us too, like always mom." She thought I was being stupid but she started saying things like ' Ya right, like I'm going to get drunk with my son, just because he had a birthday or you have to be crazy if you think I'm going to let you drink at your age.'

Well She came home from work on the Friday night the day of my birthday with a bottle of white rum, and a couple big bottles of coke. The rum bottle was one of those that have a handle built in it. Mom said " Happy birthday son, as she went to kiss my cheek, but for some reason, don't ask me why, but I turned my face so her kiss was on my lips. Mom pulled back saying " What the hell was that?" I said " Sorry mom, I just wanted to know how it felt to kiss a woman, I guess. Sorry I shouldn't of do that."

Mom heated up some leftovers before she said " Ok, I don't have a cake for you, but you wanted us to get drunk, so let's get at it." We drank and mom taught me a few moves when it came to dancing, which I found I kind of liked having my arms around my mom, after all she isn't all that old, and still looked to be in her mid to early 20s. As we danced a slow song after having a bunch to drink I asked her " Mom why is it that you never go on dates? I mean you work and come home, but never date." She was drunker then I was when she said " Well maybe I just never found a man as good looking as you are, or as sexy either," She laughed at her joke, but I didn't take it as a joke, I took it that my mom thinks I'm sexy and good looking.

As we danced a slow one I let my hand slid down until it was just on top of her ass, with her only smiling at me, so I pulled her in close and kissed her neck a couple times, as she returned my kisses. She then seemed to be kissing one spot for some time, before she laughed saying " There I just claimed you as my own with a hickey." I couldn't believe my own mom would give me one where people could see. I started kissing and acting like I was going to give her one on her neck, as she laughed and kept pulling away. I said " Well maybe I should put one where no one will see it." She laughed and said " And where would that be young man? " I pulled her top up to where it was around her neck, before she could react before I pushed her bra up uncovering her breasts, as I started sucking right next to her nipple. She was still trying to get her top off from around her head, as I moved my lips to her nipple sucking it like I was a baby again, nursing on my mom's breast.

She just cleared herself of her top when I moved to her other nipple. She said " Oh god, you shouldn't be doing that to me." As she took hold of my hand moving to her breast, I wasn't sucking on. She place her hand behind my head saying " Yes baby boy, nurse on mommy." I felt her handful size breast with my hand as my other hand rubbed up and down her back, until I left her nipple to really kiss mom, with her not fighting me at all, and soon her tongue was in my mouth returning as good as she got. Mom broke free with me thinking she going to stop this back she said " I think my baby needs what I can give him."

She pulled me by the hand to her bedroom pushing the door closed, as if there was anyone else there to see us. She grabbed my t-shirt pulling it over my head, before she began locking lips with me again. I took it that it was my turn, so I undid the button on her jeans pulling her zipper down, before I took hold of the back pockets pushing down. I thought well I had gone this far, I may as well see how far mom would go. Mom did nothing to stop me, as I ran my hand down her front feeling how her hair down there felt like silk in my fingers, before I went for broke. Mom was wet, I mean real wet, as I slid my finger up and down her pussy before pushing inside her lips making contact with her clit, as she give a deep moan in my mouth as her whole body shivered.

I kept rubbing as my free hand found her nipple pinching it, as I stroked her clit with her hips now pumping her pussy on my hand. I could feel she was close, when she grabbed my shorts pushing them down, as she broke our kiss long enough to say " Inside me, I need you inside of me." Hell I didn't need to be asked twice, so I kicked my shorts off as I got my one foot between her legs, using it to get her pants and panties off one leg anyway, as I carried mom to her bed putting her on it, before getting on between her sexy legs as I missed twice, mom grabbed me placing me at her opening, as she moaned " Fuck me."

I don't think it took mom more then two minutes, before she was screaming in my ear she was coming. After she came again she wanted her pants all the way off, as she placed her legs on my shoulders telling me to fuck her as hard as I could, and one point she told me to hurt her, which I would never do. Mom came and I would slow down just a bit and as she just started coming down I would speed up making her cum all over again. If I hadn't jacked off only a few hours ago, there's no way I could be going this long, but when I knew I could hold back I said " I'm going to cum." With mom moaning '' In me, cum in me.'' I was sure something had to be wrong, because I had never felt pain before, or shot for that long ever before.

Mom lowered her legs as I kissed her before saying " That was the best birthday gift you could've give me, thank you so much." Somehow it didn't feel right to call her mom after doing what we did. Somehow we ended up under the covers, and when I woke up mom was spooned with her ass against my morning wood which was growing quickly. With her still asleep I slid back inside of her, as I began slowly fucking mom again, but somewhat sober this time. Mom said " Oh that feels nice." In a dreamy kind of voice, as I put my hand around her trying to find her clit once again. As soon as I found it her whole body seemed to come alive, as she fucked herself back on me, as her cum was coming on fast, as with a scream she was like a wild woman fucking back at me so hard, I had to use my hand under her head to grab the head broad, so she didn't push me all the way out of bed.

After she came I rolled her on her belly, as I drove myself hard and as deep as I could in my mom. She started chanting '' oh god, oh god, OH GOD." as she came again still fucking herself on me, it to much as I pushed hard into her shooting off in her for the second time in maybe 6 hours. After a couple minutes mom said " Let me up, I have to pee." I rolled off letting her out of bed, as I followed her to our only bathroom. She looked up at me saying " Oh fuck we really fucked up. Your my son, I should've have never fucked you, even if you do look like that, it was a huge mistake." I bent down giving her a hug before saying " Mom I just don't seem to have time for girls at school, so I want you to know, you are my first mom.'' She looked up at me with a smile saying " Well if that was your first time, then I guess I raised you the right way." She jumped up heading into the shower telling me not to come in with her, but I couldn't help myself as we fucked for a 3rd time this time in the shower.

After mom made me get dressed as she got dressed as well saying " Come with me, and I will show you what we have to get after having unprotected sex." We walked to the drug store with mom asking the guy for the morning after pill, as she winked at me and before we left the store we had a box of 50 condoms as well. On the way home she said " Listen, this is fun, but I get carried away, and that's how you came into being. Jerry your uncle, or I guess I could say your dad and me were playing doctor, and when I got excited well lets just say him and me were much like you and me last night, and this morning but back then they didn't have these pills. My parents made me have the baby, and as soon as they could they kicked me and you out, saying they never wanted to ever see or hear from us ever again. So your dad has helped when he could, and his bitch of a wife knows you are his son, and that's why she hates you and me as far as that goes. Now you know what this family has been hiding all these years."

Mom is going on birth control pills for the first time in her life, as we burned through the condoms we had in a short time, and mom has kind of shown me how to eat her to what she calls a orgasm, which if you ask me she has very easily made to have, and a lot of them as well, and this morning when she was having what she called her curse, so she sucked on me until I came in her mouth with her swallowing my cum. She told me that when I find someone to marry, that if she won't do that, then don't marry her, throw her back because she only worried about herself, instead of what's good for the two of us. I will say I'm in no hurry to find a girl when I have one right here that I fit with so good with.