Cheerleader turned submissive (true story)

True story about my uncle's friend "pimping" me out.

As the title says, I wasn't overweight, wasn't fugly, or any other outward reason, but my self-esteem was pure shit. Right out of high school, my uncle's friend started to be my "pimp" (it's a long story). What that meant was, no money involved, he just told me what to do and who to do it with, or more accurately "Just do what they say".

I don't know the reason I did it to this day, but I guess for the attention. That, and it meant I could put my brain on cruise control and not think for myself. Somebody with healthy self-esteem will not understand that statement but believe me, it's nice. Just mindlessly wander around mentally and do whatever somebody tells you. Not just submissive, but really submissive. It has an attraction, no doubt about that.

The women were the worst, by far. I think most women harbor ill feelings toward young, cute girls. They think of all the times they got snubbed in school and weren't allowed into the "popular" club and any other "slight" that may or may not have actually happened. Which is a pure fantasy world anyway, truth be told.

It's all-consuming and all-important in school, but later you realize it was pure bullshit. To wit, think of the top 3 most popular girls from your high school. Where are they now? Nursing school at a community college? The manager of a grocery store? Ah, but those golden "hottest girl in school" years, though. Which doesn't count for shit outside that school.

Anyway, it was spanking ("Cry for me, baby doll." Amazing, the number of women that said that exact thing.), domination ("Suck my toes then thank me for letting you do it." My former teacher was one of those.), and an obsession with my butthole. Licking it, fingering it, dildoing it, you name it. Of course, sometimes just the standard "Get on your knees and eat my pussy."

If I was with a lady I'd never met, I knew with what I would guess was 90% certainty I was about to hear a "Get those shorts and panties down and bend over for me." Yep, straight for the butthole, I knew it. This one female cop, she surprised me. She was being dominating and giving me strangely detailed instructions on exactly, precisely how I was to kiss her. "Start slowly. Light kisses. Then really get into it, use your tongue like you mean it." but as you may have guessed, I was wrong to think she meant her lips.

She was saying all this with her nose almost touching mine, so certainly she meant her lips. No. After she got done talking, she pulled her jeans down (no panties) and bent over the arm of her couch and told me to spread her ass cheeks and get started. She told me to pull my panties down before I started. She masturbated to an orgasm while I ate her ass.

This one chick, I think she wanted to try being a lesbian, but not actually do it...or fuck, I wasn't sure what the deal was. What she always wanted was to sit on her couch and spread her legs, me take my shoes and socks off, (I had to be barefooted), pants and panties down to my knees, then put my mouth on her pussy and nothing else. Just my mouth on her pussy, no licking, nothing.

She'd be leaned back with her eyes closed. Stay like that for about 10 solid minutes, then she'd say "That's enough." She was always sure to say something about how "not a lesbian" she was. I'm pretty sure she always masturbated after I left.

This one lady, it kind of wasn't sexual, it was just pure domination, in a way. Her thing was "Stop shaving. At all." and insist that I still wear shorts and tank tops (this was in the summer) so people would be damn well aware I didn't shave. Maybe it was to humiliate me, but if so, that part didn't work because I didn't give a fuck. The only people in my family that said anything were my mom and brother. My mom one day said "We're not shaving I see." and I said "Nope." That was the end of that. My older brother just laughed and said "Shit, I like it." but I never paid attention to that goofball one way or the other.

With the guys it was pretty predictable. Not every single time but mostly. Blowjob or fuck. And about that "Pull your pants down before you do it" like most women did, that seemed to be very common. I guess it was to let you know what a submissive position you were in or something. I bet I didn't suck many dicks at all that didn't say "Pull your panties down" beforehand.

The only variations (mostly) in the fucking were all the different positions. For example, this one guy that used to work for my dad, he always wanted me to lay face down on the bed, not look at him, he'd lay on top of me, pump like crazy, cum in my pussy then say "You can go now." Same thing every time.

One younger guy had a thing for "thigh jobs." I had never heard of that and had no idea what it even was. Something to do with thighs, obviously. Turned out, he wanted me to stand on this small step stool (he was a tall fucker), butt naked, and he stood behind me and lubed his dick up and fucked me between my thighs, near my pussy. His dick stuck out in the front about 3 inches and when he came and I was looking down, it kind of looked like I was the one shooting cum from my 3-inch dick, when it was actually his long ass . Kind of fun, actually.

It wasn't always me standing upright like that, sometimes he wanted to lie on my back on his bed with my legs up straight (pussy and butthole is right there for the taking, buddy) and he'd fuck between my legs like that and squirt cum on my tummy, which he also kind of had a thing for.

This one older guy (married) always wanted me to bend forward over his bed, my feet on the floor, and he'd say "Daddy's going to get you pregnant in your butt. [pause] Ok?", (to which I was required to reply "Ok" to every time), which was a long-winded way to say fuck me in my butt and cum in it, I guess. Anyway, that's what he did and no, I didn't get pregnant in it, in case you're wondering. But that's what he called it.

I just realized I'd be here for a week writing all the shit I ran into, but you get the idea. Point is, women just want to me mean to you and men just want to bust a nut in you, generally speaking.

No, my uncle's friend never once tried to fuck me, oddly. His thing seemed to be "controlling." Just "sending the cute girl places to have various shit done to her" was his gig, apparently.