I sucked my first cock

I messaged an older man and invited him to suck his dick

I was scrolling on Reddit and got horny one day, I had the house to myself
I was really really horny , so I posted on Reddit wanting to suck a dick in my area , one of the responses was a 37 year old man, the oldest I’ve ever been with before(at the time I was 18)
We exchanged information and some pics, he had a dad bod but not fat, a nice dick only a slight smaller and less thick than mine
I wanted to give him car head in his car but he didn’t like how risky it was since he would be coming in a company car
I was nervous as hell but I decided he could come into my house
I had to make sure I didn’t leave any evidence someone was here so I grabbed a towel and placed it on the couch where we could get to business
We texted a little more before he came and wondered if I had anything cute to wear
I knew my sister had cute underwear so I said yeah, I stripped naked and put on this pink thong she had and I waited in the kitchen near the living room , I decided to leave the door unlocked
I told him it was unlocked and he could wait in the living room
My god my heart was pounding so bad from fear and nervousness
An actual stranger in my house, my folks would kill me if they found out
In my bare feet I walked out the kitchen with only a pink thong on, I waved and he nodded
I told to take of his pants
I grabbed his dick and slowly jerked it
It started getting harder to I licked it a bit till it was fully erect
I started sucking it a bit taking as much as i could
I was getting hard from it
He offered of bowing me too in chat but he said this whole thing was new to him apparently
He stopped me so he could suck my dick a little
He pulled down the lace thong and sucked me a little, a little disappointed it was for only a few seconds till he wanted more on himself
I kept jerking him and without warning he leaked out his cum, was kinda hoping for it to be stronger, I tried licking it but as I’m new to it I gagged a little and laughed, I was still jerking myself off and he said sorry and got dressed and I just waved him bye and he looked like he had a lot of regret on his face. As soon as the door shut and I locked the door I gagged horrible and coughed a lot. Maybe it wasn’t the best dick and I need someone more my age with a nice big one and can last long, but from that experience I do not like sucking as far as I know from only that. When I get the house free again and I find someone with a nice good dick, I make sure I’m super shaved clean for anyone who wants to fuck a smooth thick femboy in the ass.
That was a recent experience recently that shook me a bit, any experiences similar with you guys?
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