Rape to normal life

Ok so im 19 now and my life was hell in the beginning. But I am so used to it. But it's not normal. Since I was about 14 my dad used to feel me up and molest me at nights. He used to rape my mum. I'm an only child we are Fiji-indian.
We live in Mexico.

He started to touch me when he noticed my boobs were getting big. I am short 158cm. Curvy 38dd boobs. Brown skin almost like Rhianna. But I look nothing like her. But I do get compliments and men hitting on me.

Dad first raped me after he and mum had a big argument. I was 15. If I remember right it may have been a week before my 15th birthday.
Anyway they had a fight and dad said he will sleep on the couch. But he came straight to my room locked the door. He got I to bed and started to feel me up. Licking and sucking my boobs and rubbing my pussy. I got wet really bad. He then climbed ontop of me I could smell the alcohol in his breath. He pushed his cock inside my pussy. He missed a few times he got it in my ass. That hurt really bad. But he pulled out and yeah he got it in my pussy deep and fucked me. He took my virginity that night. He didn't care that I was bleeding. I was in pain. He was a big man too so his body weight didn't help me at all. I could hardly breathe but when I did catch air I could smell sweat and odor and alcohol. I heard the door mum was trying to open it. But he locked it. He was cracking the shits. Swearing at mum telling her to fuck off back to bed. Mum was returning the insults. He then pulled out with out finishing. He went to the door and opened it and pulled her in and be t her over and fucked her too infront of me. He lasted like 2 or 3 minutes. And he came on her back and went to bed. Mum slept in my bed that night after we changed the sheets. Was covered in blood.

After that night if mum was tired he was ontop of me fucking. But mum tried to please him as much as he could so he didn't fuck me.

But I got used to it so I just waited in bed naked every night just incase he did want to fuck me. Mum was also used to it. He was happier. He stopped drinking so much too. He was calmer. They didn't fight after that. A year went by and mum ended up leaving him. She told me she didn't love him for along time. But that she found love with someone else. I told her it's ok. Go mum. You have done what you can for me but it still went down the wrong track.

Dad was angry for a while after that. He was fucking me harder and harder. He treated me like a prostitute but without pay. Called me a slut. Little bitch. A cunt.

He would just bend me over furniture and just fuck me doggy style. He didn't even want to look into my face. I ended up leaving too. I found as much jewellery and valuables and money as I could and took minimal clothes and left. I had messaged a few ads online where people had a room for rent. Most were sleazy older men. But then I ran into a woman on the street and well she was a hooker. She offered me a place to stay. And she introduced me to her pimp. And he asked if I'd be willing to work on the street. I kind of had no choice. I wanted to only do it until I found a place of my own.

I said yes. Next day I got a few rubbish bags and put all my valuables into it and I hid it somewhere I know of. I then went and met up with the pimp. And he said before I get you started I want to have a taste. So we had sex. He fucked me hard in my pussy and my ass. He also wanted me to suck his dick. I have to admit I enjoyed it very much. Was a nice big dick.
That night I was introduced to a man well a client of his. He took me to his house. He looked like he was wealthy.
We went to his bedroom. 'He said dance for me'
So I did alittle lap dance for him. He kept touching my ass and my boobs. I turned around a few times and when my ass was facing his groin I brushed up against him. Pushed my ass I to his crotch. He kept saying things like oh baby yes . Oh yeah baby. More baby.
I teased him alittle more then he pulled his dick out. Was quite thick and had fat veins around it. He then laid back. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck it. He was moaning and enjoying it. He then put on a condom once he was hard. He bent me over the bed and fucked me he was rough. He slammed his cock in and out and every time he slammed in his balls slapped my inner thighs. I could feel his belly above my ass. He had a firm grip on my hips. He fuxked me for about 10 minutes. And came while he was still deep inside. He held his cock inside me for another minute till he could catch his breath. He then pulled out. And he said he paid my pimp but here's a bonus. I dont know how much he paid my pimp but he gave me good money. He then dropped me off. And my pimp gave me my share. But I realised the money the man gave me was 3 times more.
So I was thriving for tips. I was doing my best to please the men that was organised for me. Because I was new he was organising me clients. The other girls they worked off the street. And also tbey were on drugs too.

I wanted to stay away from drugs.
So for about 3 weeks of this arrangement I had met so many wealthy men. Mostly older. I had built up regular clients and they had my phone number. They paid me directly and i gave my pimp his share.

I in the 3 weeks I met some nice men and some rude and nasty rough men. Only one of them wanted roleplay where he wanted to feel like raping me. To be honest I liked it.

When I turned 18 a few weeks later my pump died. Someone shot him. But I dont want to get I to that detail.

Because I had regular clients I didn't have a pimp and didn't really need one. So I worked for my self. I became an escort pretty much. I did that for 4 months and an older man who was a client offered me allowance weekly. Offered me a car and the condition was. I have to please him when ever he wanted. And he wanted me to live with him. The allowance was generous. It was almost equal to what I made in a good week. But I said no. I enjoyed the sex from most of my clients and they rewarded me and showed me a good time
Brought me dinner. Took me on vacations I loved it. I ended up moving to a nicer area from where I was living.

I was getting invites to parties with rich people. That was once in every 6 months. They really tipped us girls. Alot of drinks. Smoking. Drugs. Alot of fucked up shit. But yeah I tried to stick with the responsible rich men.

And this is my life now an escort. Thanks dad