Confessing my love to my best friend

I was in love with my friend for 5 years before I finally confessed to him

When I was fourteen and in the 9th grade, I fell in love with my 13 year old 8th grade best friend. We did so many things together and we hung out all the time and told each other everything. The only thing I hadn’t told him was that I was bisexual. Also, as our friendship developed I realized that I was sexually attracted to him and in love with him. One day I just imagined him smiling at me and then kissing him and then getting him naked and then cuddling with his smooth and soft perfect body. I imagined slowly and passionately making out with him and then us falling asleep together. I masturbated thinking about him and then after I cummed all over my hand I leaned back thinking about what I was going to do about this. I was clearly in love with him and I had a feeling that he was too based on the way he acted with me. Unfortunately, we had an argument that led to us not being friends anymore for the next four years. He moved to a different school and university and we basically lost touch. I dated different girls and lost my virginity but I still had feelings for my beautiful boy and longed to be with him.

Eventually, I finally got the courage to reach out. I had broken up with my girlfriend and had basically hit rock bottom. It was winter break and we were both home from university. We met up and talked. I was really nervous because I wanted to confess my feelings for him even though it had been years.

We basically forgot all about our previous argument and I realized he was still the same amazing person I fell in love with in high school. He was still super cute and sexy and still had that beautiful smile. We stopped talking for a second and looked into each others eyes. It was a bit of an awkward moment so I looked away. And then he decided to break the ice. “I realized that I’m gay, by the way”. I looked at him but didn’t say anything because it was kind of shocking to me. “I didn’t know how else to tell you but I just felt that you should know”. “Oh okay wow, I had no idea”, I said, lying. “Does this change how you feel about me”, he asked. I looked into his eyes and put my hand on his hand and said “of course not”. “You’re still the amazing person that I knew back then”. He signed in relief and smiled. “I want to be friends again”, I said. “No one can replace you for me. You’re my other half”. He smiled and agreed. We left and then got into my car and decided to go to his house and hangout. His family wasn’t there thankfully until the next day. We sat in his room and had another awkward moment. He said “it’s kind of hot I’m gonna change really quick”. He took off his jacket and was wearing a t shirt underneath. He then took off his sweatpants and was wearing underwear underneath and put on shorts. I was getting horny looking at him. He was still small and twink-like. I asked him laughing “so have you been with any guys”. He said no sadly but I’ve had a lot of crushes. He asked about me and I told him about my girlfriends. I asked “have you ever had a crush on me”. He said “I did back then”, smiling. I burst out laughing. He laughed too. I then got up off his bed and then hugged him. “I missed you so much”, I said. We hugged for a good minute and I felt my dick growing. I enjoyed feeling him on me and I could feel both our hearts racing. He laid his head on me and said “I missed you too”. I broke the hug but kept my hands on his waist so we were still close together. I ran my right hand through his hair and looked into his eyes. Then I leaned in and kissed him. He was very much surprised for a second but then kissed me back. We kissed for five minutes straight. I could tell this was his first kiss so I went slowly and let him learn. I started moving his lips with mine and we started making out. I put my hands on his butt and massaged it. I then stuck my tongue down his throat and he learned to do the same. After a couple minutes I slowly broke the kiss. He was out of breath and a bit dizzy but looked so happy. He tried to talk but I put my finger on his lips and said “let’s talk about it after, right now all I want is you”. He nodded and then threw himself onto me and we kissed for another ten minutes. I broke the kiss and then picked him up and then tossed him onto his bed. I climbed on too and he laid on his back and spread his legs. We kissed again. I then pulled his shirt off and kissed his neck and then his chest and both his nipples and belly button. I then hooked my fingers onto his shorts and underwear and pulled them both off and he was completely naked. He was just absolutely beautiful and perfect. His body was completely hairless and soft and smooth and his penis was about four inches long. It wasn’t too big but just perfect for me. I kissed the tip and licked up the shaft and kissed his balls and then moved down to his legs. I kissed his perfect legs and spent a lot of time on his feet. I sucked each toe and licked the entire thing. I then got up and took my clothes off. He laid back and spread his legs and smiled at my body. I was more muscular than he was and had a larger 6 inch penis. It was also hard. I climbed onto the bed again and kissed him. I then went down and started sucking his dick. He moaned and I kept going. He spread his legs even wider and closed his eyes and put his hands on my head. It tasted amazing. Nice and salty. Since his penis was small, I was able to throat it completely. Once I felt him starting to climax, I stopped. I wanted to savor this completely. He got up and pushed me down and then climbed onto me and kissed me. He then started sucking my dick. It felt amazing, no girl could ever replicate this. He couldn’t throat mine completely but it was okay. He went as far as he could and choked on it. I pushed him down again and he was on his back and then kissed him hard. I held his legs and then spread them out completely to reveal his perfect butt. I bent got down and stuck my tongue in and licked all around it. Even if it was dirty I wouldn’t have cared but it wasn’t. It was completely clean. I licked and sucked and he moaned in pleasure. I then carefully put my finger in and he moaned loudly. “Uhhh that feels so good”, he said. I went back and forth and he was shaking in pleasure. After we both had enough I put my arms around his back and kissed him hard. I then slowly rested on top of him and we cuddled for a minute. “Are you okay if we fuck now”, I asked. “Yes, I’m so ready”, he said out of breath. “Okay, if it hurts just tell me”, I said. “Okay”, he said. I got up and then spread his legs open and positioned my dick in front of his butt and slowly went in. He moaned louder as I went in more. He put his legs on my shoulders and looked at me and smiled. I kept going and started thrusting. It felt amazing. His butt was warm and went and it felt so good without a condom and just fucking him raw. I was easily able to go in and out without any need for lube. I kissed him a few times in the middle. We both moaned loudly. I then cummed inside his butt 11 times. I kissed him before pulling it out. I pulled my dick out and the white cum dribbled out. I licked it all up and then kissed him and spit my cum into his mouth and he swallowed it. I then went down and sucked his dick until he came in my mouth. I swallowed it and then kissed him. His family wouldn’t be home for another four days so we just fucked all around his house. In the kitchen, in the pool, in his parents bedroom, in his sisters bedroom, and in the shower. We were naked the whole time and spent all four days just fucking and cuddling. I was in heaven. I then proposed to him and we decided to get married. We moved to a different city where it was safe for gay people and got an apartment together and just lived happily, having sex all the time. We decided to adopt a gay child and when the right time came when he turned 13, he started exploring his sexuality and had his boyfriend over who we allowed to have sex whenever they wanted.