Just a rant

Ranting about painful sex and not enough guys licking out us girls

I was totally fed up with getting used with guy's for one thing and one thing only,
I don't know how many different guys have been so nice to me when they have just met me, And after they have got what they want they seem to change,
It's like someone's switched a switch,
I don't understand why,
It's the same thing if they are shagging you and let's say it's sore and asking them to stop they seem to fuck you harder than they were and they seem to come quicker as well I just don't get it,
Do guys actually enjoy fucking you knowing that's it's actually hurting you while there doing it,
It seems like they do, speaking off past experience, and I dare say it won't be the last time that it hapoens to me,
Why do guys enjoy blow jobs so much especially when your balls deep in your mouth,
Gagging with their dick down your throat or is that just me,
Or gagging when they are holding your head tight against there dick with their hands as they are shagging you in your mouth like they are shagging your fanny,
I don't understand why,
It's unpleasant uncomfortable having a dick rammed down your throat,
Especially when they are doing it and coming,
Expecting you to swallow it,
It's disgusting, it tastes horrible,
I prefer not to swallow but sometimes I have no option choice but to swallow it,
I wish guys would take their time if they go down on us girls and take time to actually find our clit and explore it with your mouth
I've only had a couple of guy's doing it to me
And only one of them seems to have known where my clit was,
Guys don't do it enough to us girls,
Yet we are always balls deep in our mouth
I'm going to stop giving blow jobs I'm going to say once you have locked me out I'll give you a blow job,
Could you imagine there face if you actually said that,. I don't think many of them would actually do it first,
Compared to us girls if we have our period most of us would give a guy a blow job but what can they do to us while we were on our period,
Me personally I don't do it while I'm having my period I never have,
I'll just give a blow job,
Sometimes I've just given them a quick wank, but not often mostly it's a blow job,
I don't like guys that want to put it in your anal it's bloody sore,
I've done it twice and it was agony my bum was really sore,
I had cum coming out of my bun for days after,
Or you go to the toilet and it's on your pants
No I don't like,
Well I've probably bored you enough but just think about it,
Next time you are shagging a girl and she's saying it's sore we are only wanting to fix it down there and go again,