I was going to this party

I had been invited to this party I don't know if I should go as my ex boyfriend will be there with his new girlfriend,

I decided to go to the party and I was talking to other people that I knew,
I was OK until my ex boyfriend came into the room with his new girlfriend,
I was trying to look like it didn't bother me but it did,
We had been together for four years and he dumped me for her,
I was axtiif it didn't bother me,
Talking to these people I had known for years,
My ex boyfriend walking around showing his new girlfriend like she was a trophy,
On his arm,
She was blonde, big breasts, lovely figure, OK she was,
Compared to me I was small in height small tit's I was only a size 8, OK I can see why he dumped me for her,
I was just sitting there knocking back the drinks,
If anything I shouldn't have came here I was feeling depressed now,
I'm sitting there calling myself an idiot to myself hitting my head against the table
I must have looked like a right idiot,
I sat back up and had more drinks,
Looking around at everyone else with their partner,
And then there was me sitting there alone,
I had been drinking more and more I was probably drunk seven sheets into the wind now,
I was walking probably staggering around this hall, trying to look good but probably looking like something that the cat had just dragged through the bushes and back through again,
I was at the toilet sitting in this cubicle I could hear people walking in and talking about my exs new girlfriend saying how lovely she is compared to me,
Laughing saying what did he ever see in her anyway,
I was just sitting there listening to them slagging me off,
It wasn't very nice I was broken sitting there listening to them, as well as being drunk now,
I let them go out before me after I heard them leaving I went out of the cubicle and left the toilet and I was outside walking staggering around this hotel
I went behind this hedge and sat down on this bench,
I was sitting there crying to myself,
I don't know how long I had been there when my ex boyfriend came round he's saying that he was looking for me asking me if I was OK
I'm just looking at him saying oh great thanks,
He's sitting there apologising to me about everything that happened in the way that it happened,
Saying that he was so sorry for doing that to me, saying that he still loves me,
Not what I was wanting to hear when he was with her,
He's standing there in front of me bending over hugging me,
I'm hugging him around his waist I'm pulling him tightly against me as I'm holding him around his waist,
I don't know why I did what I did I was pulling down his zip on his suit trousers and I had my hand going inside and into his boxers I had my fingers going around on his cock and I was pulling it out.
I'm sitting there with his cock in my hand it was pulsating throbbing against my hand it felt so good holding it again,
I was actually giving him a blow job as I'm sitting there on the bench I was doing it in the way that he liked it done,
Oh yes it stills works I had him shooting his load into my mouth I'm swallowing it sucking the living daylights out of his cock trying to get every drop out of him,
I had swallowed it looking at him as he's putting it away pulling his zip up saying that was incredible thank you as he was walking away from me,
I went back inside after a while I'm sitting down having a drink
I left looking at him sitting there with her,
I have never seen heard from him again since that night,