My ex broke my heart and now I rage fuck

What did my ex take away from me? She took away my ability to make love. To make love to a woman with the comfort of total openness. She left me, she cheated on me she betrayed me and she cut off my ability to love, emotionally and physically.

Now, having sex is an expression of rage and raw emotions. I’ve become a hunter and my prey is broken women. Sometimes women that aren’t broken get snagged in my net and they quickly learn that I’m not a good guy. I use them, bring them down to the lower levels and keep them around until their inner voice, their inner moral compasses show them the direction back to sanity.

I’m a good guy, I have a house, I have a job, and I have a couple of daughters- unlike me my two kids are clean. They have never been molested, they have never been dragged through the dirt, they have never been pulled down into the real world. They live in the fantasy life sold on tv, the one preached about in church, the one shown in PG rated movies in which everyone, including the bad guys, always have clean clothes, perfect teeth, an eternal smile on their faces, and a home cooked meal every meal.

I have learned to recognize my people. The broken people trying to appear not to be broken. I call us the pretenders. We have big smiles on our faces, we elk and talk like everyone else, and we always fit in but, we are the ones that relish in the darker parts of reality. We aren’t suicidal we just hide the fact that we don’t give a fuck anymore. That’s what my ex left me- a clear mindedness that nothing fucken matters and that I was put into this reality to experience life… as a outsider looking in as an unattached man ready and willing to explore taboo.

It started right after she left me. I was numb and so I went to a local bar. I was drowning in a beer and when I looked up I was a thick blond woman swimming in a martini. She walked up to me and asked me if I wanted company. I said fuck no but pulled out a stool for her next to me. She sat there swirling her martini watching me drown in my beer. She placed her hand on my thigh and squeezed and I looked up and through her. I grabbed her hand and led her to the men’s bathroom. I told her that I was gonna fuck the shit out of her and all she did was turn away from me, pull down her panties, raise her skirt off her ass. I spit on my hand and stuck my fingers into her pussy. She moaned and so I played with her wet lips and clit for a while, while my dick got hard enough to fuck. I whispered into her ear. I’m gonna fuck you, you slut and all she whispered back was, yes daddy.

I stuck my dick into her wet hole and pushed myself until I felt her pelvic floor. Then I pulled out enough to ram her cervix with as much force as I could muster. I felt her legs go a little weak and I kept going. I wanted to bite her, I wanted to spit in her face, I wanted to pull her head back by pulling her hair. I wish I could tell you that I couldn’t do any of those things but the truth is I did them all. I pumped her fast and furiously. I thrusted my dick deep into her while her legs lifted up off the floor with every thrust of my dick and then her ass stood taller with every pull of my dick from her snatch.

Eventually, her ass was up in the air and her face was down on the seat of the toilet. I reached down and grabbed her tits. I grabbed them hard and pulled on them like I was trying to pull them off. I kept thrusting into her pussy but I grabbed one tit with each of my hands and pulled them under her arm pits and forward me on each side of her rib cage. I pinched the nipples with full force and made them rock hard. After which, I really tried to pull of her nipples.

I grabbed her blond hair and pulled her head up off the throne. I pulled on her hair while black mascara ran down her cheeks. You little bitch I said, your pussy is a dump and im all the trash to fill you up. I pulled her hair back further and she cried, yesss daddddy! I came deep into her pussy and then I tucked my rock hard dick into my pants opened the stall and saw a group of guys standing around smiling. One tried to high five me. I just walked past and said, she’s all yours boys. Show that slut a good time. I saw a guy walk into the stall and say, sit down and suck my dick.

I dated a nice para legal. Thick white blond with green eyes. She had an hour class body, think with tiny wits and a thick ass. She sure did like to suck dick. I don’t know if she liked to suck my dick or if she had a thing for sperm. She wanted my sperm at any chance. In the car, at a park, on a hike, in front of her roommate, on the elevator up to her work, on a boat, in a tent… literally every where. It got to the point in which I told her that we had to wait a day or two so that my nuts could reload.

Her roommate was a thick Mexican woman with her same body type. The first day I met her roommate I told both of them that I could wait to fuck the roommate. Both women smiled and I saw her roommate looking down at my crotch. I made my dick twitch and I was her eyes get bigger.

Eventually one day my Hoover left me alone with her room mate and I attacked her roommate mate. Excuse me?! She said as I popped her big ass tits out of her top. Shut the fuck up and kiss me I said and she did you at that. Oh, you’re one of those bitches that like to do what they are told to do. Ok honey, I said, stand up bend over and pull down your pants and panties. I had this great big brown ass directly in front of my face and so I whiped down her ass with a cloth coaster on the coffee table in front of me and I licked her brown ass hole. It was so soft and it seemed to be pulsing like a Lost Star in the sky. I stuck my tongue into her ass and tongue fucked her little ass hole. I stood up pulled out my dick and stick it into her hole. She squirmed and called me an ass hole for not slowly working it in. But I didn’t give a fuck by the time she shut up I had been fucking her ass hole for a while and asked if she wanted me to contact or slow. Slow she said and so I did go slow for a little while and then I pounded her ass hole. My friend walked back into her apartment and watched as I pounded the brown ass in front of me. She stood there and got wet. I saw her liquid get her pants wet and roll down her inner leg. I looked at her and asked if she wanted some chocolate aperm. She said yes and so I made her get in front of me and I pulled out of the ass hole and runner one out in her mouth and then let her lick me clean. I told both of them that the next time we are on the queen marry then we would all share a cabin and a bed. They agreed.

I’ve fucked more than ten women with online in my heart just lust. I’ve practiced torture play, BDLGbplay, BDSm, and taboo shit and I am never satisfied. My dick feels great and I see the smiles of satisfaction. But I can’t imagine myself spooning with any of them or sleeping next to anyone. They are beautiful and accommodating and old me would have jumped over a few rings in order to have kept anyone of them but this new me, the me that feels like my exwife’s trash just found a way to numb the pain.

My dick a zombie sick- just fucking any and all the pussyvthat geta thrown my way. As I write this I realize that my zombie dick needs to fuck my ex hard and with fury.

Does anyone have any ideas of how I can owne her ass?