After the hospital & needed help. My 1st experience

My shocking 1st experience... Learning the ropes.

When I was younger I never thought my first sexual experience would be with my Mom. She was a bigger woman and I never thought of my mom in any sexual way. I was still a virgin and was shy. Just going through puberty. Starting to grow a little hair. But that all changed. It started after I came home from the hospital from being hit by a car. I had a broken collar bone and I had to wear a brace that I couldn't get wet. So of course my mom gave me some sponge baths.. After laying in bed for a couple of days. My mom said I needed to get in the shower to get a good and clean. I said I can't wash myself mom. With her help, I made it to the shower. Still with little movement my mom took off my shorts & underwear. I covered my "boyhood" as much as I could. But my mom said it was okay. I shouldn't be embarrassed. I said but mom...as she turned on the shower...
She lathered up the wash cloth and started to wash me from head to toe. She carefully washed my hair not getting the brace wet. She moved to my chest and belly and then to my crotch. With the touch of her hand my cock had a reaction. I wasn't thinking about my mom that way But I couldn't stop it from getting stiff. My mom joked when it sprang up.. She said you're just like your father.. She finished washing me. She took the towel and carefully started to dry me. My cock was still standing straight up at attention. She grabbed it and said it's a lot easier drying you when it's stiff. Thinking nothing of it. We finished and she got me in my shorts. She left my underwear off this time. Saying its easier to wash you next time without them on. Next time? I was hoping I would feel better and I could take a shower by myself in a few days.
After a few days past. I tried to get a shower alone. We took off the brace. My mom said if it hurts too much she will help. She stayed in the bathroom with me. Well, I still couldn't raise my arm enough to get clean. Of course mom was there to help. Just like before. She washed me. Again my cock spang up .. This time she washed it slower. I watched her as she stared at my cock for a minute. She gripped it this time. Telling me she needed to get it really clean. After a minute or so. I felt a urge to pee.. I said mommy, it feels weird.. She said it's getting really clean... Then I shot my cum all over her hand. Not sure what was happening. She kept washing me... She explained what just happened. Asked if it felt good. I wasn't sure how to feel but I know it was an incredible feeling that I enjoyed..She told me it was completely normal for boys to do that. For the next couple of days I showered everyday. Mom right there to help if needed. Of course she made sure I was clean... I never thought much of it but I didn't stop her from washing my cock again. She washed it until I squirted every time. We never said anything about it afterwards.
One evening weeks after, I was healed and feel better. I was laying on the couch next to her watching TV. She had a night gown on. I had a blanket covering me. I was using her leg as my pillow. She was softly rubbing my hair and shoulders. As I layed there, my eyes fixed on the TV. But my mind was imagining the showers from weeks before. I was getting excited thinking about it. I started rubbing my mom's leg under the blanket. I know she felt my fingers moving under her night gown. She shifted her hips and her thighs parted a little. I was getting more brave. Going further up her legs. I eased my way up until I felt her warm spot. Wow, it was wet and warm. She had a lot of hair there. But, she never stopped me. No one knew what was going on under that blanket. I was able to move her panties over and touched her bare skin for the first time. Her pussy had fat lips. She shifted and my finger slipped between her wet lips. In shock, I stopped for a second or two. But she pushed against my finger. Her pussy started to open. I tried 2 fingers, then three. She now was pushing against my hand harder and harder. As I moved my fingers to get more inside her. She pushed down with more force. For the first time, my small hand went all the way inside her. I felt her grip my hand from within. Then I heard her moan. She enjoyed my hand inside her big pussy. She kept grinding into my hand... I thought she was peeing but it didn't smell like pee.... My hand was soaked . I didn't know what to do now. She moved slightly as my hand slipped out of her gapping pussy. The smell of her juices filled the air. We laid there quietly for a few minutes. She got up saying her leg was asleep and walked into our laundry room... Later on that night nothing was said.. She came in my bedroom to talk and make sure I didn't talk about what happened earlier. I said Mommy you peed on me. She said no those were mommies juices. That you made me feel that way and it comes out on its own. Just like when you squirted in the shower. It's natural and okay for us to do that in private. But you can't tell anyone what we did. We kept that secret. I cuddled next to my mother many evenings We had many encounters when we were alone. Sometimes in the living room with everyone around. But, no one knew any different. This started an ongoing thing with my mom. I look back at it all and just smile with those thoughts of when I was young.