Freshman year fun, Losing my virginity

It was freshman year of high school I was 14 my boyfriend at the time was 17. I was a virgin, he fucked 6 girls including a threesome. I can’t lie that really turned me on. I’ve always played with my pussy since I was in 5th grade and fantasized about my all guy group fucking my brains out. Anyway, we had been dating for a week and he asked to go the the movies..typical. I was hesitant to do anything but I fold very easily under pressure so inevitably knew something would happen. We’re watching the movie and we start the makeout with Hime slowly rubbing my things/pussy area. He asked me if I was okay to do anything sexual and I said yes I just don’t want you to put “it” in. I started to move my hand aren’t his cock feeling his 7inch soft. He asked me if I wanted to pull it out I was unsure but said yes and he pushed my head down out the blanket over me and I started slurping hick cock. 14 I was sucking this man’s now rock hard 9inch cock and i absolutely loved it. He proceeded to choke me which tapped me out because he was so big down my throat. He turned me around rubbing my pussy as I made eye contact with these gorgeous middle age man. He was staring intensely and when i looked at his lap area seeing him jerk off. I wish I was just a dirty whore and had both them fuxk me right there. As I thought about it i got really turned on and my bf asked “can I please stick it in” to which i replied “just the tip” well the tip wouldn’t even fit into my virgin pussy. He was trying to shove it in but I got up and put it in my mouth right away so he would be upset, I was honestly scared of what it felt like. Later we ended up FaceTiming and I watch him stroke him cock while I praised him and told him how big he was. I just turned 18 and I’ve been with a girl for 2 years now. I’ve been craving real dick. I bought a dildo aside from the one my now girlfriend has and I ride it everyday imaging be texted me saying he needed to feel me again. This was just the first of many let me know if you want more. And let me know if you could sext me too:))