My secret

Never in s million years would I believe i would be the woman I am today or do anything like i did. It all started by accident and I am so very happy it did.

This is the true story of how my life changed forever. I am Midwest small town wife i was in my thirties married to a mommas boy and well she never really liked me much. I have to admit before I got married I had a few sexual partners and yes I was not so innocent but I was not a bad girl either. I did find a few things in enjoyed doing and well yes i had my fantasies but nothing like what ended up happening latter in my life. I have to admit I was a little Mrs innocent housewife and well me and my husband had a pretty good sex life behind closed doors till about five years ago that is when things started to change. We started having some problems and well we stopped having anything to do in the bedroom. He lost all interest in me . His mother turned him against me but she tried anything and everything to split us up . Well I have to admit I was really getting lonely and I started to try to spice things up but it just made it worse. That is when I met my friend we were having a family cookout and he introduced me to one of his step cousins and well we ended up becoming friends. It all started that day we both smoked and well we were kinda bad for that so we had to smoke away from everyone else because his mom hated smoking. We were talking and joking about it and well I found out that she got divorced a few years ago and she had a lot of the same problems i was having now . She was kinda the black sheep with my mother in law as well but her uncle loved her . She used to stay with him when she was younger. She was from the city and she spent the summer with her uncle and his first wife. Yes my mother in law was divorced and married again and well I figured it was just a matter of time for me . Well as time went on we started hanging out together most of the time and she started to notice the arguments with my husband and me and she started telling me I needed to get away from him . His own family was telling me that. She was always telling me how good looking I was and how beautiful I was and how I could do better. My husband was always putting me down and well I started to believe that. Then she asked me if I go shopping with her one day and I said yes . We did and she started trying to get me to buy some stuff i usually wouldn't it was way too sexy for me . She just kept saying live a little. Well after that we were really spending time together and she was really teasing me about being a housewife and I needed to live a little bit . I really enjoyed doing things with her and talking to her I told her everything about how lonely I was and I started telling her how I was starting to feel a little you know horny. I was so nieve and well to be honest I never thought about it because we were both ladies and well. At first she started telling me if you need to pleasure yourself. I had never done that before but she kinda told me how to and even gave me a couple of websites to get stuff from . Well after that I ended up getting so freaking horny one day I ended up relieving myself and it kinda felt wonderful. I ended up telling her about it and how awkward i was at first but I ended up getting better at it and I felt like I was going crazy I couldn't control myself. She smiled and said you are going to be fine now go buy something for yourself. Well a few days later I ended up going on a site and wow they had some very sexy stuff. It took me a while but I ended up getting something and when it came i told her and we kinda opened it together. She said it's fine now try it don't let yourself go to long. After she left I went to my bedroom and I started using it and well I started going crazy it was so freaking amazing I had a few orgasoms and well I ended up getting the bed wet. Well after that our relationship kinda took a different path. She started telling me how good it sounded when I told her about it and she started telling me I needed to get a real person now to give me the pleasure I deserve. I just couldn't i told her i don't want anyone else I don't want another man right now I can't stand the one I have. She just looked at me and smiled. Well after that she asked me if I wanted to go to the local fair with her it had been so long since I was there and I really wanted to go . I said yes and she said she would pick me up the next night. I told my husband and he just said sure I asked him if he wanted to come but he just said go ahead. I started to get dressed and I noticed I forgot to wash any bras all I had was some of the lacy bra I bought when I was trying to spice things up with my husband. Well I went ahead and put one on and I put on a the matching panties and a pair of shorts and a top that I thought would cover much of it . When I got in the car she looked at me and said you ready to go . I said sure. She smiled and said let's go on a new adventure together. I didn't know what she meant then but by the end of that night I would know. I lite up a cigarette and she started telling me how good looking I was and well she started giving me compliments telling me how beautiful I was. She said you look feminine with makeup on and you fixed your hair i like it like that. At first I didn't think anything about it . We got to the fair and well we started walking around and we were walking close together it was so crowded. He hand kinda kept touching mine and then I felt her hand on my back. We started talking and we decided to smoke a cigarette and she started telling me how sexy I looked with my hair fixed that way . I starting thinking I think she was coming on to me . We finished or cigarettes and we started walking around again and again I felt her hand on my back this time though it slipped down and brushed my butt. I kinda jumped a little i was a little shocked at first but I didn't say anything. She started to apologize i just told her it was fine and she smiled and said you sure it ok . We ended up getting something to eat and she asked me if I wanted to go somewhere else to talk. I said sure it was to crowded there anyway. We got in her car and we had a cigarette and left. She was driving back to my house and my phone rang it was my husband and he wanted to know if i was with Jill i said yes . I put her on the phone to prove it to him because I think he thought i was with a guy or something. I heard her say she is with me okay . Well after that we were on one of the back country roads and she pulled over to an old abandoned farms it was off the road and I was so upset I didn't even notice where we were at first. Then I realized and I asked her what she was doing. She said do you really want to go home right now. I have to admit I didn't and to be honest I was still kinda nieve about everything and yet I saw all of the signs of what was going to happen but I didn't do anything to stop it I just kinda gave in to her . She started telling me I needed to get attention from another person and I needed to feel the touch of another person. I felt her hand down on my knee and I asked her what she was doing. What do you mean by the touch of another person. She started telling me about herself after my divorce i met a woman that showed me the love of woman and there is no other love better believe me let me show you the pleasure of being with another woman if you don't want me i will never bother you again. I just kinda looked at her she had moved her hand up to my inner thigh and she leaned closer and kissed me. I felt her soft lips on mine and it sent shivers deep inside me and yes i like it . She looked into my eyes and smiled and said are you okay. I couldn't say anything i just kinda gave into her she started kissing me again deeper and more passionately this time time I felt her hand between my legs and i moved to open my legs wider to give her more access to me i felt he toung flustered around my mouth I opened it and I started sucking it into my mouth. He other hand was on my boobs and before long she had my top of and I pulled off my bra and she was sucking my acing nipples as I felt her hand going down my shorts she found my womanhood and I started trusting agents her hand almost begging her to go inside me then I felt her fingers going inside my womanhood. By this time I was having my first orgasom and she started telling me yes enjoy it. Then I started getting into it and I had her top off and well I started sucking on her boobs and she took me by the hand to the back door of the car and before I got in I pulled off my shorts and panties with her even saying anything. She pushed me in the backseat and said that's a good girl and she started liking me and I started going crazy I started cumming again and again I was cumming all over her face and car it was all over her she put her fingers in my mouth and said taste your sweet sweet self baby. I starting sucking them and wow I loved it. I finally got my chance and got to taste her sweat cum and it was so freaking amazing. We ended up doing it for a while that night and well that was just the beginning. A few nights later she came over for dinner and after my husband went to watch TV we ended up in pantry going crazy on each other we all most got caught. I guess it the trill of it and well I started meeting her a lot. She has released a sexual beast hidden inside me now and I have a desires I never had before my sex drive is through the roof . By day I am like Mrs innocent housewife but when I am out with her I am a completely different woman. I dress different I became a sex addict for ladies she fixes me up with she watches and joins in and yes I love every single minute of it. I found i love being watched lol.