Free use mom

My husband died a couple of years ago from a sudden heart attack, I have two teen boys and there very handsome and athletic. One day inthe early summer I came home from some shopping and my boys were sitting on the couch talking I was wearing a nice black dress that went to the top of my thighs with thigh highs on, I m still very shapely. I went over and sat down between my sons and started chatting with them about there day and stuff, then the oldest smiled and said mom we know how lonely you have been since dad died and we re going to help you from now on . At first I wasn t sure how and then the oldest started to caress my thigh and he kissed my neck and whispered in my ear that it was going to be ok, at first I was shocked then his brother started also and soon I was feeling like I horny I knew it was wrong but it felt good,my oldest son whispered in my ear that from now on I was to be free use for my sons ,family and some of there friends to use as they wished I saidd ok weakly as we undressed. My sons were both hung at 9" and I started sucking there dicks, there balls were full and I knew they would drain them inside of me. Soon they were hard and I laid back on the carpet and spread, they took turns eating my pussy and sucking my titties. Then the younger one positioned himself above me and started sliding his cock into me it hurt some from being tight but I was okand soon he was deep inside of me and he started fucking me it felt wonderful as he pumped harder and soon he pushed deep and I felt his hot sperm filling me up and then my other son had me lay on my stomach as he pushed his lubed dick into my ass and fucked me until he unloaded. We laid there after I enjoyed it and and told them to fuck me anytime any wherei would be ready and I d let there frinds and cousins do the same , I decided to be naked at home for east access and wear sort skirts with no panties when I was out with them, I loved the life style and the attention, I was fucked in a bathroom once it was differant but nice