Married straight to craving gay

My first time going straight to gay. It wasn't what I expected but I loved it!

I'm in a sexless marriage so I've been looking at these hot bops here that really stir up my pants. i've checked several sites and I just can't get enough!
Lately though, I started connecting with fellow straight buds who felt the same way. That's led to some cam jerking together, then cam and mic jerking, and several times just jerking w another guy together while looking at these hot girls and "fantasizing" about helping each other get the job done. It's been satisfying.
We'd often eventually start talk about aggressively giving head to each other like only men can do, but if it went further, I always talked as the one that would end dominating and plowing my bud in his prostate to get us both off.

But after a few months of this, I really wanted to do it in person with another married guy also in a sexless marriage situation.

About myself. I'm a 42 yo guy, in good shape, exercise , 6 foot and pretty strong. I've got a good looking 7 1/2 cut cock that all my buds wanted to touch first after they saw it on cam.

Im a real "dude," and never really thought about being this way with other guys, except when I was young with my neighbor in school. But a jerk off is a jerk off and us guys can understand that, right?

So I looked here, a few other apps & sites and finally started exchanging messages and a few jerk sessions with a guy 3.1 miles away from me.

He's in his 30's and clean cut, and about 5'8. I knew I was the bigger more "alpha" guy and if anything went far, I'd be the one in charge to try fucking a guy for the first time.

A couple of weekends ago, both my wife and his girlfriend were out town and we agreed to meet at his apartment.

I drove over that Saturday late afternoon excited and nervous to try jerking with a bud in person and living out the fantasies I've been doing over the past several months.

I walked up the steps to knock on his door, and he answered. His face was a little different than I imagined. Maybe a little feminine in his features, but a handsome guy in good shape.

We shook hands and he offered me a beer. Then we started putting on videos of the hot TikTok bops dancing in skimpy bikinis and whatnot.
Surprisingly, neither one of us felt awkward just stripping down and stroking.

And of course, we kept looking at each other's shafts while we started to work them.
But WOW! I couldn't tell from the camera the times we had done it before, but his cock was huge! 1/2 an inch bigger and wider at the base than mine!
I kind of felt a bit intimidated but then he offered to take mine in his mouth. So naturally, I said "hell yeah bud, come on over!"

And boy, he went to town and started giving me the best head I've ever had. Plus it had been about 5 years since I'd had it. He was so attentive, aggressive in the right way, and the things he did w his hands and fingers at the same time....well it didn't take long until I shot a 3 day buildup and made a direct deposit in his throat. The tickle of my anal ring while getting blown was the tipping point and he took my load like a champ! Amazing!!

But right after, I was satisfied and spent. I kind of felt like I wanted to get out of there. However, I didn't want to leave my new bud hanging. 
He felt it too so he left me alone and got up to get us a couple of beers. That beer kept me there and we made some small talk and he kept fondling his sac and shaft while we talked. He went soft but quickly, that man-meat got hard again and he kept waving it while his precum beaded up in the tip.
I gave him a look like "OK, let's get it over with." and he walked over and started putting it in my face. Damn I was nervous. I've never been up that close to the head of a cock before. He had a nice trimmed bush and I think he shaved his sac, so I just opened my mouth and rested it on my tongue and started trying to figure out how to blow a guy. It actually wasn't that hard. I learned from some of his techniques and started doing it back to him.

I kept going for what felt like an hour but probably was about five minutes. His cock was just so big and I had to be careful to keep my teeth out, but I'd kinda lightly tickle his head accross them once in a while. I just wanted him to cum and get it over with, and also challenge myself to see if I could swallow. The precum taste wasnt bad and actually started to like it. But after a while my jaw was starting to get fatigued. I didn't know if I was doing a good enough job or what. So I asked him if he was gonna cum?

He said "yeah," but he had jerked off right before I got there in anticipation so it might take a little longer.
Crap. So I told him my jaw was getting tired and wondered if I could jerk him off for a while. He said "sure" And I started working that thick sausage as best I could. Lightly stroking, gripping, pulling, fondling his sac at the same time. Dammit! I wanted his load out so I could go home!

After a few minutes, he suggested that maybe he was a little nervous and wondered if he could just sort of hump my leg. Which I thought was weird. But if it gave me a break then I was fine with it.
So I chugged the rest of my beer and we went back in his bedroom and he said just lay down. I did and layed off to my side and he climbed on and started to press his cock into the side at my right thigh and hip. I reached down to keep his cock pointed up and he started humping my hairy thigh.

He closed his eyes and I could tell he was getting into it, but I still thought it was a bit weird and not what I'd expected when I got over. But whatever. I owed him a good cumming.

But with his weight, the bouncing of the bed, and the weird angle I kept twisting in my back uncomfortably. He sensed it too and his cock kept sliding off on my leg & hip wouldn't massage his underside tip. He then asked if maybe I'd just lay face down and he could slide it through my cheeks and he'd finish on my back. At this point with my back being twisted, not wanting my jaw to get tired because it was already gonna be sore tomorrow, I just said "sure," again to just get it over with.
So I rolled over and he climbed on top. And he said, "Geez you got a nice ass bro" and lowered down and went to work. I gotta admit, besides my wife saying I have "a cute tush" It was odd and flattering when another guy said it too with lust & sincerity.
He stopped for a second and reached over on his bedside table and started slicking up his cock with KY to make it go slide smoother across my cheeks and low back.

I then started thinking to myself, "yeah, I'm a little vulnerable here, but ok, and he should be getting off soon from the sound of his moans, breaths, and noises he was making above me in my ear."

And he started moving faster and more aggressively. So much that when he went back, his cock would slide down and poke my taint and sac. Then he'd have to stop to move it back into "humping position."

This went on for a while and then through his heavy breathing he said, "hey you ever wanted to try anal?"
Fuck. I said, "No man. not my style. this is about as far as I get. I don't mind a tickle, but NO PENATRATION, Bro! Thats just too gay for me."

He kept humping and said, "Come on, I'm so horny now, bro." ....Now I know how my wife used to feel...
But I kept my resolve and as I got "No thanks bud" out, mid sentence he grabbed his cock and punched it at my hole. It didn't go in, but the hard pressure on my tight hole immediately made me freeze up and took my breath away. I couldn't move. My brain just froze and I, a masculine control freak asshole, suddenly felt more vulnerable and paralyzed with his cock pressing on my ring.

He said, "come on, you KNOW you want it." But I couldn't even move my mouth to protest.
And he pressed further. I was able to squeeze my ass to try and block him, but the lube and pressure was too much. It started to press & hurt a bit.
He said, "let go of it bro, relax." At that point with everything I was feeling and trying to process, I had to do something. Maybe buck him off of me? ...I am a bigger guy and I could do it. So I maneuvered to position my knees under me, but when I did, I relaxed my ass and he immediately shoved harder.
With it being lubed up, he rammed that meat right inside me and I collapsed in pain, panic, and whatever. I had NEVER been so stripped of control so quick in my life. Paralyzed.

The stretching and unique pain was beyond me and I couldn't even scream.

I just immediately collapsed and melted into full submission. "How the fuck did i get here?" I thought. "I was supposed to be fucking him."
As I was trying to process, I could feel his weight shifting and slight movement around my hole in the background of my thoughts. I was aware and not aware at the same time.
But then he pushed further in and I "woke up" and suddenly heard my own gutteral moan/scream come out.

He then grabbed the back of my neck w a good grip and said, "Seee, you know you like it. You like this bitch, don't you?"

All I could do was moan, and in my mind was saying "no," but I think it came out to him as a "yessss." .. "Yeah, I knew you did. As soon as I saw your round sweet ass laying there for me, I had to have it."
I just layed there. My senses were starting to come back. "How the fuck did this happen? fuck. this is my fault. I shouldve never come here."
I felt him push again. And I finally got out some first words through the pain and fullness in my ass. "Fuuuck it so fucking big!"

And I felt his hips pressed hard on my ass. He couldn't go any further. For some reason that gave me some comfort.

He just stayed there and said "There you go. Good boy. I own your ass now."

And I thought "Shit. I'm not a virgin. I have another cock inside me now. Wtf? I'm a fag now?"

All I could do was just give in and relax. And then I was back to just wanting it all over with again. So I just melted and relaxed my ass and every muscle in my body. And as I did the searing burning pain gave way to numbness and actually felt better.

He was saying some other things, I can't remember, but he was talking like I do when I fucked girls in college.
He started to pull up and the sensation was intense again. But it wasn't as painful. And he started to slowly rock in me. I just kept sayin "fuck fuck fuck"
He said, "that's right little bitch, your so tight, you feel so good, you have the perfect ass!"

WTF!?! I AM supposed to be the dominant one here!!
But it I started feeling my taint burn and something was stirring. A new feeling. Was it .....good? ... kinda. But I feel so "stuffed" too.

He started to slowly pull out to his tip. It felt good then. But then he slammed back down taking my breath away again. ... But it wasn't painful like I expected it to be. I just felt "stuffed" is the only was to describe it. Then he drew out again which definitely felt good. Then back in which felt full. And he kept up with that while my taint kept building and burning with... pleasure ? "Oh shit!" I actually like this! Fuck.

He could tell, and he said "yeah. You love it bro. You're gonna love being my cumdump!"

Fuck. He still has to cum. Forgot about that.
He started getting more aggressive at fucking my just virgin hole, and at one point he popped out.
weirdly.. I immediately felt "empty?" and I heard myself moan. I actually wanted him back in. I consented and said, "put it back."

He grabbed his cock and replaced it in its rightfull place. I felt complete again and seethed out a "Yeeesssss."
He said, "thats my good little boy, take it!" And I instinctively replied, " Yes Daddy, I want it."
He kept up his pace. And I could feel it building up in me too. and I really wanted him, since he was already there, to hit my prostate and feel it like we talked about I was going to do to him when we cammed.
So I started arching my back and twisting to get in rhythm with him and pushed back. Fuck it actually felt really good. I even tried tightening my hole when he pulled back between pumps to milk my new visitor.
I told him to let me get up on my knees so I could get better leverage.

And he pulled back and popped out. Fuck I really needed it back in where it was. My hole was lonely and I wanted the stuffing to continue.
I got on my knees and arched my back to him and looked back at him with confidence and said, "Take your claim bro. It's yours now. You broke it you bought it. Fuck me and make it good."

The lust in his eyes was was unforgettable.
But instead of ramming it in, he put his tip in and decided to start teasing my hole. I backed up to get back in me but he leaned back too. Fuck! He frustating me! He kept teasing me for a bit and then said, "You want it?" ... I moaned "yessss." He said, "Beg for it bitch."
Fuck. What is this guy doing to me? So I said "Please. Please put it in. I need it!"

He said, "I don't believe you. Say it like you mean it."
fuck. I really didn't want that empty feeling now.
So I raised my voice and said , "Please Tim, I need it! I need that hot beautiful cock of yours inside me!!"
He said, "tell me I own your ass now. Tell me its mine."
I moaned " Its yours. Its so yours .You can have it and use it anytime you want!"

And he started caressing my ass cheeks and said, "Thats a good boy. That's right. I'm gonna be fucking this ass a lot." And he drove it home. Hard like the first time and it hurt a bit but felt so good and whole in me at the same time. My ass was his. And I wanted him to have it.

He kept fucking me and my cock was just drooling precum constantly on his bed. I heard the slapping and felt his sac slapping up to mine. I heard his breath and grunts and then at one point, he thrust all the way in and stopped. I felt my tight ring twitching as his cock was swelling and it pulsed. He was cumming in me! And I felt so good about it and a sense of proud accomplishment.

He then collapsed on top of my back and I fell forward flat with his cock in me and his head resting on the back of my neck & back. Heavy breathing in my ear. His cock twitched and I tried to squeezed my ring and send him a signal to keep it in. He did, and it started to go soft after a while. We just layed there in silence and heavy breathing.

Finally his soft cock just slid out on its own and I noticed how wet & my ass was through the numbness and rawness where I welcomed him abusing my hole.
And I felt good.

He started to snore after a bit so I slid out and went to the bathroom to wipe what I could and get my clothes on and get out of there.
I can't believe I'm a sub to a guy. He broke me in and I can't wait to see him again.

Next time, I'm taking control and gonna ride him cowboy. I want him in me again!