M18 sitting with another mans sperm in my butt

Never in my life before did I even think of having sex with another guy, much less an older man. I am 18, thin, long natural blonde hair, even blonde on my cock. I am 5ft. 8in tall and weigh 130lbs. I'm not strong, not a macho type and have always been shy around girls. I never really had a date in high school. Now in college it's the same. The difference is that several gay guys would hit on me. I told them I wasn't interested and most left it at that. I met the 50 year old professor from the college at a coffee shop, near where I lived. He isn't one of my professors, but I passed by him several times before. He recognized me and we sat together and talked. One thing led to another and we were at his very nice, big house getting stoned. I was feeling woozie for some reason, he took me into the bedroom and laid me down for a rest.

I came too for a while, I was naked, and he was naked sucking my cock. Now I'm not very big down there, probably 5 inches not too thick. I shot off and he had it in his mouth, and moved up my body, sucking on my nipples (which I didn't realize I really liked) then kissed me against my will pushing some of my cum into my mouth. He pulled away, swallowed and told me to do it too. I just looked at him as I swallowed my own cum. "Why did you do that?" I asked him. "Do what? Suck you swallow it?" he said. He said he sucked because I looked so damn good lying there. He swallowed because I had good tasting cum. I asked if he took off my clothes, he said I did and he followed my lead. He said I was awake, though I don't remember it, and was rubbing his chest under his tee shirt and started taking my clothes off in the bedroom then laid down. Again, I am not sure I did that at all. Soon I was tired again, but his cock was hard and I kinda passed out. I came too pretty quickly and he had me on my stomach, he was on top of me fucking me in my ass. I couldn't really move too much, couldn't get him off me. I could barely speak. I remember the feeling of him pushing his cock into me, then pulling out and to tell the truth it didn't feel bad. I kinda liked it, I was hard too I think. I moved my hand under me to my own cock. In and out, he was fucking me, reaching under my chest to pinch my nipples, kissing my neck, telling me how hot I was and how good I was doing.

I eventually came too totally, he and I were in bed, under the covers naked. "Ahh, you're awake, you were so good, how many guys have you been with?". I was a bit weirded out by that, I told him none, I'd not been with anyone, and I wasn't gay. "You don't have to be gay, not even bi to enjoy sex. It makes no difference male or female, sex just feels good. I know you were feeling good, the way you were moaning while I fucked you." then he moved me on my side and showed me the wet sperm from my cock under me. I came while he fucked me. He grabbed me, pulled me to him my cock up against his long cock. It was 9 inches long he said but it wasn't too thick at least. He pushed me down and I opened my mouth to his cock.

I sucked him off, he fucked me again that afternoon. I stayed the night, got fucked twice more, he sucked me off. In the morning I rubbed myself off in between his butt cheeks, and shot off all over him and me. He had me scoop it up off his back and put it in my mouth, and he scooped up off my belly and cock and put it in his mouth. Then I sucked him. After we went to breakfast, back at his place he was holding my hand, leading me again to the bedroom. He just pulled down my pants and underwear, bent me over the edge of the bed, and stood behind me while his magic 9 inches disappeared into my butthole again. In and out it went for about 45 minutes, and once again he came inside. me. He had to leave and get to class. He drove me the three blocks to my apartment.

I was a virgin to sex, and never considered gay sex. I've now sucked cock, been buttfucked, and had my cock sucked by a man. I'm sitting here now, writing and confessing this with another mans sperm up my butt. I still want to have sex with a woman, but seeing his cock, I know I couldn't compete with my little 5 incher. He said to meet him tonight at his place, then we'll go to dinner. I know I'm going to get fucked again, probably suck cock too.