Just got taken advantage of by my dead dad’s dog while highly intoxicated

Hello,

This is a story that just happened Tuesday March 3rd 2026. And I don’t know how to feel about it and need to vent.

My Nickname is Nellie I’m 32 years old 5 foot 4 120 pounds. I’m from a European family and come with Olive coloured Skin and dark hair and brown eyes. I am a 32 D in bra size so just your average girl.

My dad was at home for home hospice care as he was diagnosed with terminal cancer and is in a coma for almost 2 weeks as end of life was approaching, with family being out of town I was tasked with monitoring him and taking care of his beautiful golden doodle for the week in between home nurse visits.

Not much happens just check on him make sure the vitals are still going and report back to the family group chat. My day pretty much is me hanging around in my Nightgown letting the dog in and out and eating my depression away.

Tuesday morning was a particularly bad day and I decided I would drink my depression and grief away. I made sure to do it all in the room my dad was staying in so I would be near by while drunk. Sitting in the chair I took my daily BPD meds and drank it down with my bottle of vodka, which was a huge mistake as I forgot alcohol and these meds make me extremely drowsy and enhances intoxication.

After downing half the bottle I felt tipsy I started to head for the bathroom but in my drunken stupor I stumbled and blacked out. With only bits and parts of memories coming too. At one point I gained consciousness and I was on the floor face down ads up with my nightgown above my head. The next time was waking to orgasming and enjoying what ever was going on between my legs. The third time I gained consciousness I was rocking back and forth with someone fucking me wildly. The fourth time I gained consciousness I was being dragged across the floor with this strong pain and feeling full in my pussy. The fifth time I had gained consciousness I was at my dads beside holding his hand. When i fully regained consciousness was on the floor beside the bed with my dad’s golden doodle mounting me again.

I tried fighting it but I had no control being drunk and at the mercy of this heavy dog I tried pulling my night gown down in an attempt to stop him but I was not wearing it as it must of come off while I was being dragged around earlier when knotted(something I recently found out about) I laid there and let it happen my body betrayed me as I had orgasm after orgasm as this dog ejaculates and filled me full of his seed. After what felt like forever I was finally free and the dog retreated from the bedroom. Only to find out my dad had passed sometime during my blackouts.

Now I’m here today at a lost had the best sex of my life but under the circumstances of which it happened I don’t know if I’d ever be able to do it again.