28M just had first m2m getting fucked

When I was 15 I fucked my male cousin who was 15. We did it at night in a double bed, the next day I fucked him bent over in his basement. Later that same night I fucked him again. It was about 3 months later when he was staying over at my house. I fucked him that night and again the next day when parents were gone. I only fucked him one more time a few months after that. Then I got a girlfriend, and never looked back. I was always the one fucking, and to tell the truth since it was the first type of sex I got, I am still very partial to butt fucking. My wife takes it in her mouth, her pussy and though she was experienced, she'd not had it in her ass before. I made it clear when she wanted to move in together before getting married that I had to have anal sex. I'd never taken anal, my cousin tried once, but we couldn't get it in, and he was really the one wanting to have a cock inside him.

Just this afternoon, due to a long run of circumstances I got butt fucked by another man. He took it nice and slow, and his very thick cock took a while to get in me without me ripping open. But he took his time, used a lot of lubrication and after holding it in me about 5 minutes I let him start moving gently inside me. It took about 5 minutes of that, and the burning sensations were gone but not the good feeling of having a nice, long, thick cock fucking me. We were in missionary position, he was looking into my eyes and he could see my breathing, my lips puckering with his movements in and out of me. He started pinching and twisting my nipples and I started jacking off. I came first and just for a moment was done, I kind of wanted it to stop but I knew he hadn't cum yet. "Can you cum?" I asked it "is it ok, what can I do?" asking him like some novice bitch. He was holding out, telling me how warm and tight I felt, how his cock was loving every moved in and out of me. After about 20 minutes total he was about to cum. I was his cockslut, I wanted his cum, I wanted his cock, I wanted that cock to push far into me and cum inside. He did just that, involuntarily my lips were puckering and he kissed me. I guess a person being fucked should get kissed huh? He took his time, leaving it inside me until it went soft and slipped out. I let out a groan, not of pleasure but of regret. I still wanted that cock inside. I could feel only a bit of his cum on the outside of my now gaping hole. It came out with his cock and the rest being shot so high up in me that it took a couple days to come out.

He kissed me again, rubbing my cock, I got hard and he sucked me till I came in his mouth. In another kiss he fed me my own sperm while pinching my nipples again. "How was it, it didn't hurt too much?" he asked me. "No, not after the first, I liked it". To tell the truth I was experiencing nothing like I thought I would. No regrets, no feelings of cheating on my wife since it wasn't another woman, and I was the one getting cock not giving it. I could feel my ass gaping open, he took a picture on his phone and showed it to me. I couldn't believe that was my hole looking like that. Around it was all red and a bit swollen, it was open more that a quarter in diameter. I pulled him up closer to me and took his cock in my mouth and cleaned it off totally. That and keeping sucking him, playing with his balls he was hard again. During it he told me to watch out, that I might take him to the point of no return, and I'd end up getting fucked again.

I did get fucked again, this time it lasted 40 glorious minutes. I didn't want to jack off until he was ready, but at about 30 minutes in, I came anyway, never touching myself and him not touching me except to suck and pinch on my now, very sensitive nipples. He was fucking me faster now, reaching down and taking one finger of my cum and putting it into my mouth, then the next finger he put into my mouth. He did that till my cum was all gone. "Do you want me to pull out when I'm ready and stick it in your mouth and cum there?" he asked me. "No, no, I want it deep inside me like you did last time. Do I still feel good to you? Do you want me to do anything for you?" I was offering myself to him in any form he wanted. "No babe, just lay there for me, bouncing your ass back and forth on my cock like we're doing, it's great, you feel great" he told me. He came in me again. Again, I felt the strangeness when he was out of me. I was gaping but more relaxed this time, I could feel his cum inside me and knew it was going to leak out of me, at least some would. Another picture and it was opened up even more. I tried to clench closed but it only went back to being open quarter sized again. "ooo babe I think I may have ruined you back there, baby. Such a nice hole for me to fuck" he said. I just smiled the content smile like my wife has when she's been well fucked.

The thing is, after I went home, I was still leaking. I had to throw away my bikini underpants because I didn't want my wife seeing cum stains in them. I was kind of lost, I felt the emptiness in my butt that I've never felt before. I guess if you've never had anything up there, you don't know you're empty. Now I do and I felt it so much. The feeling overcame me, I wanted more cock. I wanted his cock and anyone elses. I want to get fucked a LOT, by anyone, I don't care as long as they like putting their cock inside my ass and pumping me full of cum, I would let them. I called him and I'm going back tomorrow. But he said to make him last longer the first time we fuck tomorrow he wants me to give him a blowjob. I don't care. I want cock and I want fucked.