First time getting fucked

I was bored scrolling on Twitter when I saw sissy porn. I started watching it then got addicted I started to wonder how it would be like to get fucked. I decided to create a grindr account (I was 16) and I received message from people who were interested in me. I was scared at first so I was just sending nudes hoping that someday I will be able to go to a hook up. A 25 year old texted me telling me that he lives close by and he wanted to fuck me. I agreed to hook up on Friday (it was Tuesday when he texted) night to reduce the possibility of someone I know seeing me.

He told me he can't host so we would have to do it in public I never thought I would lose my virginity in public but it was the only chance I had. I started watching public porn which made me like the idea more because every slut does it and I wanted to be a slut. I wanted to be the one who men call when they wanted some ass and I was free so that's better than paying a prostitute to do the same thing I would do. I fell in love with the idea of being used the idea that my ass can be used by anyone who wants to cum.

When Friday night came I knew it was time for me to make my first man cum. I told my parents that I'm going for a walk then I met up with him. We started to talk and he grabbed my ass it was the first time a male had grabbed it I told him to grab it again and it was the best feeling. We went to a private place where then he told me to take off his pants, he had no underwear on so it was my first time seeing another man's dick. He told me to touch it and I did then he pulled me closer to him so that he can grab my ass, I felt his cock get harder that's when I knew that this is real and not some porn.

He told me to turn around and I did that's when I felt his cock on my hole it felt so foreign at first but I told myself that I am not backing down I'm going through with it. I told him to apply more lube so that it can go in smoothly he did then he tried again. I never put a finger in my hole or a toy now I was about to get a dick in he pushed harder then It got all in I felt my dick pulse. He started fucking me and he told me to keep my moaning at a minimum it felt so good getting fucked that I knew I had to do it again. A homeless man walked by while I was still getting fucked In my head I wanted him to fuck me too but I never asked him to join. I started pushing back so that I could feel the entire cock then I felt his cock twitch I knew it was time for cum.he moved faster and asked me where he should cum I know sluts like it inside so I told him to cum in me after he came he got dressed and left me there naked. I stood there naked for 5 minutes hoping that someone passing by would use me too but it didn't happen I got dressed then walked home. Walking home with the secret that I just got fucked felt great. I wanted to keep his cum in me so when I got home I didn't showed