How I want to loose my virginity

Hello, horny people. I am your author, your dream slut, and I am here to tell you how I dreamed to lose my virginity

. Ever since I was a kid, I had been a pretty special little girl. Special in the sense that I was always attracted, always curious about things which seemed wrong. I always wanted to know what happens when the villain would kidnap the girl and bind her to the chairs in a room dark and cold. It excited me. It warmed me. It made me feel giddy. So it was only natural I grew up to be just like that.

I am a virgin, but only in the sense of physicality. Mentally, I've lost myself and given myself away to so many men. I would never be able to count them. At nighttime, as the moonlight streams into my window and lights up and glows on my naked form, all I can imagine is walking alone in a dark, cold, grim alleyway, scared and excited. I picture a bunch of men. Way, way older than me. Some in their 50s, some in their 60s. Grabbing me, pulling me away, taking me to the part of the world where even the sun won't shine. Forcing me into such multiple ways and positions, I can't even imagine. I think about it quite often. I think how I would be scared and how I would scream and how I would actually like it.

How I imagine them tearing my shirt open, how I imagine them removing my bra, snapping my panties. How I imagine one of them, a crude, rude guy, to push it into my ass as I scream for bloody mercy, dry, no lube, of course. How I imagine one of them would spit on me, cover me in his spit. And maybe another one, his best mate, would come cover me in his piss.

I imagine crying. I'd like it, of course, but I would have to cry. I'd like that too. I imagine them forcing their cocks down my throat, fucking my face as I tap their thighs for them to stop. My pleas, always heard, never responded. I imagine them laughing at me, slapping me around, throwing me around. I imagine them spanking me too, spanking me bloody red, spanking my ass and slapping my face and calling me slurs. I've only ever read on this page.

I imagine being sold into slavery. Naked, on a leash, caged, kept like a dog on a harness. My food? My owner's cum. I imagine sleeping on the floor in my cage when my owner would come and just put it in my ass, raw dogging it. I imagine him calling his friends over.

Sometimes I imagine, sometimes I imagine two dicks in my ass and maybe two in my pussy too. I don't know how that will be managed, but how I would love for them to tear me open, make me bleed. As I lose my virginity to them, something so, so pure taken in a way that is so, so vile. The irony turns me on

. I imagine them making fun of me, about how I say no and how I scream, please don't, but at the same time, I only get wetter and wetter. And how, when they don't give it to me, I long for it. I beg for it, I scream for it, and I cry for it.

That is how I dream to be fucked. I imagine it being rough. I imagine it being raw. And I imagine it being more than one person. I imagine being caged. I imagine being enslaved, and I imagine being led around by a dog collar and a leash. How I imagine and imagine and imagine things even worse than this. But for now, this is all I'm going to tell you.

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