My cousin got me into big cocks

I was fairly young and innocent when this all happened. My cousin was 17 and I was 15. I knew my cousins were into porn but not me, of course that all changed.

I was this innocent dude who knew what porn was and had a few experiences with touching myself to it. Never knew what was the idea of having to show the guy’s dick in porn. All I ever wanted to see was the girl getting fucked. My perspective changed when my cousin put some porn up in the tv from the dvds that he found from his father’s stash. He would just stare into the screen while I could visibly see him get hard. There was no possible way for him to cover all that up. My uncle was into some taboo stuff like anal sex, ass sniffing, Bi sex. And so on. Now my cousin is taller than me, more lean and he would always hang out shirtless, loose shorts and would always wear boxers.
Every now and then when I would sleepover I would noticed that his dick would be really hard in the mornings when we would wake up. The first time I saw the bulge I was shocked with how big it was. The more and more it happened, the more I would get curious. I would think to myself, what would happen if I just get to see it? Will I like it? Will I be brave enough to try it? But all I knew was that I loved girls, but could it be possible to love both sexes? Well one afternoon during summer both his parents left to work and we stayed back. We had nothing to do so he told me to come with him to his parents room, that’s where he shows me where the stash is, he told me to pick what I wanted to see. I picked something that looked like lesbian school girls. We put it on the tv and we sit down to see it, again I see him get hard. That’s when I build up enough courage to ask him what do we do now? He asks me if I ever jacked off and I tell him that I have. Without hesitation, he starts to pull his shorts down, and his huge cock just swings out, and hits him in his stomach. This thing is long and thick with huge balls and lots of pubes. I’ve never seen a cock that huge. I was shocked to have finally seen it. And he starts to stroke himself, he’s going all the way up and all the way down, his balls are hanging low and I can see some of his precum just ooze out his cock. Then he tells me to do the same and I can’t help but to do the same. He’s impressed at my size as well. But then I ask him if he’s ever had sex with someone and he says he has but safely. I didn’t know what that meant at the time. Then I asked if it was possible for me to touch him and that seemed to have gotten him excited. He lets go of his cock and let’s me touch it. I hold it and I can barely close my hand around it with how thick he was. I start to stroke on his thick and uncut cock. He’s staring at the tv watching two lesbians eat each others ass and he’s just enjoying getting stroked on. He’s cock is huge so I have to use two hands and I can just feel his cock throb so much. Then without thinking I start to lick on his tip of his cock and he was not expecting that. Of course I cannot go all the way down to his balls because he has to be at least 8 inches long and really thick. But then I challenge myself and try to go further into his cock while I stroke on him. His cock tastes sweet with his precum and he just tastes so good. A mix between morning musk and cock sweat but still really good. The more I suck on him and stroke him the more excited he’s getting. Then he pushes me away but tells me to just jerk him off. Then I can feel his entire cock getting ready to cum. Then he finally cums and he’s just making a huge mess all over himself. His cum is super thick and sticky, it’s everywhere on his chest and some is dripping down his balls. My right hand is completely covered in his cum and the room starts to smell like his cum. His cock stays hard after coming and I get curious to see how cum tastes. I start to lick on his shaft and realize that his cum tastes really good and I lick off a good portion of it off his chest. Then I go down to his sweaty balls to lick off the rest.
That experience wasn’t the only one, that was just the start, and I knew then on, that I was Bi.