I can't believe this happened final

I am writing this due to being asked by more then a few. How it all came to a end.

Having my son living at home with his sister, and the baby my son give me by having unprotected sex with me, as I slept with strong pain killers and very strong sleeping pills in my system. Yes I know, it's call rape but he's my first born, and he just couldn't hold back his love for me I guess, or maybe he was just horny, but he got me pregnant. Well after my husband who stopped even sleeping with me after we found out I was pregnant and by whom, died by driving his car head on into a garbage truck. I some ways it was fitting I guess with the way he was treating not only me, but own kids. It was a shock for sure, but it was my daughter to was the one who started us on getting over his sudden death first.

We now live blocks from the collage where my son goes on a football scholarship with his sister hoping to go as well someday. I am a stay at home mother to my son who's father is my son. Now we have become lovers when we can, because my daughter doesn't know that my son and me are fucking every chance we get, but she does know that my baby boy wasn't my dead husbands. I don't think she really knows who the father is, because she has said many times that my oldest son will be a great dad someday when he starts his family, little does she know he already has started with me.

Things seemed to be going ok, but it doesn't look like my son is going to be picked up by any professional teams after having his right knee blown out twice, and now walks with a small limp. But he took electrical engineering, and a company here in town wants him to work for them seeing how his grades are at the top of his class. I'm so proud of him in so many ways, and yes he still makes me cum like no one has ever done. That over size cock of his just hits places that makes me go wild. But his sister who is starting to notice little things, like her brother has never had a girlfriend, or any real friends as far as that goes, and if he's not at school he's here with me and the baby, well I shouldn't say baby with my youngest turning 5 already.

It got harder all the time to find time for my son to fuck my brains out, so I have taken to getting myself off with this huge black dildo I ordered on line. It's not like having a real live man fucking me, but it does find to same spots that drive me crazy. My daughter came to my door when she came home early from school one day. My young son was in preschool, and I was making myself have a wonderful orgasm when I opened my eyes seeing my teenage daughter standing in my doorway, with a look of horror on her face. Here I was naked with one hand twisting my one nipple, as my other was pumping that huge black dildo in and out of my pussy. I yelled " Oh god, close my fucking door and stop looking at me."

Well she did half right by closing the door, but she was now in my bedroom looking at my shaved bare pussy, cause my oldest likes it that way as she looked at this 16 inch long maybe 6 inch round dildo, still half way in my pussy. I said " Do you mind? Get the fuck out of my bedroom, please." " Mom how does that fit in you? It's so fucking huge, was dad like that size?" I closed my eyes hoping it was a fucking bad dream, but when I open them there was my daughter looking it me, and now from the foot of the bed now so I tried to sop yelling as I said " Well when you push a huge bowling ball out of you, other things fit very nicely, now get the fuck out of my bedroom please." She finally looked at my face and said " Mom you need a man in your life, like my brother needs a girlfriend in his. He needs to stop playing daddy don't you think?" I pointed at the door with her finally going out leaving the door wide open. That little bitch.

I did notice after that that my dildo had been moved in my drawer a few times, but I guess she just wanted to look at it. We got caught, yes my daughter caught her brother fucking me, her mom. She said she was going to be at her girlfriends place for the night, and her little brother was having a sleep over at his friends place, so we didn't even think about anyone coming home. But I was just coming down from one of the huge orgasms my son gives me, when we both heard " Oh my god, what the fuck is this, he's your son for fuck sakes, my brother and he's your lover? I can't fucking believe it." My daughter ran to her room slamming the door so hard, I can't believe it didn't go through the door jam.

My son looked at me, as I felt his hard cock going soft in double time. We got dressed, as I went to her door as I asked if I could come in. She only said " Fuck off mom." My son went about a hour later with him going in closing the door. He came out maybe two hours later, sitting down next to me on the couch, as he put his arm over my shoulder " She knows everything. I told her I was the one who got you pregnant, and that her little brother is mine, and how I love her just as much as my son, and you as well. She cried for sometime, but she told me about her catching you, and she asked if I was that size which I told her that somethings are best not known. I think she well be ok, but I hope she will keep her mouth shut as I asked her to do." My son kissed me tenderly, before saying he was going to have a shower and to bed.

I sat on the couch for half the night until my daughter came out seeing me, she came sitting across from me before saying " Well now I understand why he doesn't have a girlfriend, and why your not dating, but did he rape you in your sleep mom?" I nodded my head not trusting my voice to work. " Why didn't you turn him in mom, and why did you have his baby? You know what this is right? I mean this is totally incest, and they say, they say, but he's maybe big for his age, ' my young son' but he's normal and smart so maybe. I, they said a baby couldn't be a normal baby, they said it could have like a tail or something, they lied didn't they mom?" I held my arms out to my little girl, well not that little she's turning 18 in just 3 weeks. But she came into my arms, as I held her tight falling asleep in my arms.

My son woke us up to the smell of bacon cooking, as I said to my daughter " You do know no one can know about this right? I mean about your brother and me, they could put us in jail, and your brother in foster care. So please tell me no one will know ever." " Mom I will not tell a living soul, but don't you think he should maybe find a wife, before he gets to, you know to old to start a family like normal people do mom? I mean Jeff's dad keeps on asking me if your maybe ready to date, and he's about your age mom." I guess maybe my little girl is right, I have been keeping my son in the nest, and maybe he should maybe start seeing other women. Yes I will break my heart to see him with some other woman, but I know he will be her best lover and mate, she would ever find.

I son wasn't so happy when I told him that we had to start seeing other people, and it was way pass time for him to find a wife, and have his family with her. He knew it was my daughter who started me thinking what was better for him, but for him other then hiding what we were doing, it was just the easy route for him. I told my daughter that she could say that maybe I was ready to date again. The pain in my son's eyes as he seen me all dressed up for my date with Ron almost stopped me, but this had to be done. My son tried a few times to come to my bedroom, but I turned him away every dam time, even as I felt myself gush between my legs, for what I was missing with him. I mean Ron is one hell of a nice guy, but he doesn't have what my son has between his legs so to speak.

Then came the day when my daughter who had been dating for a few years told us she was engaged, and was getting married. I had got to know the young man over the last couple years, and I think she has made a good choice, but what I was really happy to see was at her wedding, in which my son was a usher the girl, well woman he was paired with hit it off really well. Well for my daughters 1st anniversary my son paid for a week cruise for His sister and her husband, Ron and me, and the woman he was paired with when he was a usher at her wedding.

It was on a day at sea my son asked us to put on our very best we had, and to meet him and his girlfriend by the grand stair case. He asked us to follow them, as he lead us the a chapel on the ship so we could witness his getting married by the captain of the ship. I guess my daughter was right, because when we got home with my son and his bride flying off to Mexico for 2 weeks more for their honeymoon, Ron and me went to Vegas going to a wedding chapel getting married ourselves. Ron couldn't he a better dad to my youngest son, but he has no idea who his father is, and that will go to my grave with me.