Raped while I was home alone

I was 14 when a man broke in to my house while I was in the shower and when I came out he pounced and raped me. I can still fell him inside me.

When I was 14 a man entered my house, held me at knife point, and raped me.

It was a late Friday morning, and I had a free day off school and me and my friends were going to head in to town that afternoon so after my parents left for work I put my music on and got a shower.

When I finished my shower I wrapped a towel around me and came out of the bathroom happily singing along to my music and I went in to my bedroom, I felt a cold draft and looked around and noticed my bedroom window was open, I paused at first because I was sure that it wasn’t open before, but then just went over and closed it.

As I turned back around away from the window someone grabbed me from behind, placing a hand over my mouth and a kitchen knife under my chin, a man’s voice spoke, “Don’t move and be perfectly quiet – nod if you understand.” He said.

I was scared and had no idea what was happening, I nodded.

“Is there anyone else in the house?” he asked.

I wanted to nod, I wanted him to believe that someone was in the house, like my parents, maybe that would make him stop and leave, but when I took too long to answer him he pushed the knife blade harder against my skin and I could feel it almost cut me, so I shook my head telling him no.

“Good…” he said, then he let go of me and rushed towards my bedroom door and closed it, then he turned around, he was a man in his 40’s at least, bit scruffy looking and big, much bigger than me, he held the knife out in front of him, “…if you scream I’ll kill you.” He said, and I believed he would have.

He ordered me to move to the middle of the room away from the window, then he shut my curtains, then he pulled a bag out from under my bed, it was his bag I’d never seen it before, that’s where he must have been hiding when I came in but didn’t see him.

He took a roll of thick tape out of the bag and he tore off a piece and stuck it over my mouth as tears began to fall from my eyes, then he took a stuffed teddy out of the bag and placed it on my chest of drawers, I thought that was weird and he saw me looking at it.

“Now, you don’t need to worry that.” He said, then he stood in front of me but about 4-feet away, he wiped his mouth with his hand and was staring at me, looking me up and down, then he took his jacket off while continuing to hold the knife out towards me, “Right….. Lose the towel.” He said.

I started to cry, I knew that I would be naked if I dropped the towel, and I didn’t want him to see me naked, and him wanting me to drop my towel I knew what he was going to do to me, I shook my head in refusal.

“Come on! – Lose the towel. Take it off!” he demanded, angrily.

He took a few hurried steps towards me holding the knife pointed out at me, I held out my arms to stop him before he got close and then I slowly loosened my towel and let it drop to the floor, and I closed my eyes, disgusted in the knowledge that he was seeing my naked body, my private parts.

I heard him chuckle happily, “Yes – That’s what I wanted to see. You’re a beautiful girl.” He said.

Then I felt his warm breath against the side of my neck, he’d walked behind me and was standing behind me, I slowly opened my eyes as he started kissing my neck, and I flinched when his hand grabbed my butt, “Mm – I like how you little girls taste…” he said, now licking my neck, “…Like strawberries.” He added.

Then he whispered something in my ear like it was meant to make me feel better, “Don’t worry your pretty little self, you’re not my first you know. I’ve done this before, I know what I’m doing. I’ll make it fun for you.” He said.

He then grabbed my arms and pulled them behind me and taped them together at my wrists, then he lifted me up and threw me down on to my bed.

I watched as he put the knife down on my drawers and he undressed himself, he had a very hairy body and he was a bit fat, then when he took his shorts off I saw his fat chubby cock and hairy balls, it wasn’t erect yet and just swinging between his legs, it looked disgusting.

He heard a Taylor Swift song start to play on my radio and he smiled and got excited, “Oh, I love this one…” he said, dancing his way over to the radio and turning up the volume, “…a little music to set the mood, eh.” He said.

Then he did another little dance towards my bed before climbing up on to it on his knees, I had my knees up locked together and he tried to pull my legs open, so I struggled and kicked at him, but he managed to stop my attack and he grabbed my legs, “Wooooh – got me a feisty one. Maybe you like it rough, eh.” He laughed.

He pulled my legs apart and then pushed my knees down flat on to the bed level with my hips, I couldn’t move he was so strong, then he stared down at my bald pussy and licked his lips, “That does look good.” He said, “Don’t mind if I have a little taste, do you?”

Then he leaned down and started to lick my pussy, I could feel his gross wet tongue pressing against it and swirling around and inside my crack and clitoris, it was confusing because it felt both disgusting and kind of nice at the same time, I wanted him to stop and I didn’t want him to stop, it was a total mind-fuck!

He had been eating my pussy and tormenting my clitoris for nearly 10-minutes and I was wiggling around on the bed it was as if my pelvis was no longer under my control as I was wiggling and thrusting up against his mouth.

Something was happening to me, something new, something intense, I didn’t know what it was but my entire body was tingling pleasurably, and then it happened, he made me orgasm and I uncontrollably moaned loudly under the tape gagging my mouth, “Uh-Uuuuuuuu!” as I felt warm fluid leak from my pussy and he licked it all up while humming to himself, “Mmm – Mmm.” And pushing his hands underneath my butt and squeezing my buttocks.

I was crying because I didn’t understand it, I’d never felt anything like it before… it felt good.

He lifted his head up from between my legs and smiled at me with a wet mouth, “Now you’re ready girl. Lets get to it.” he said, then he sat up straight and I could see his cock and it was now fully erect about 6-inches long, and pretty thick.

His fat hairy body wobbled as he crawled over me, then he lowered his waist down until his cock was resting across my belly, I could already feel that his cock was hard and warm, his hairy balls tickled my belly as he rubbed himself against me.

Then he reached down and pushed his cock between my legs, I felt his tip slide down the crack of my pussy and then get slightly wedged inside it.

Then he looked down at me with a grin on his face and I knew what he was about to do but didn’t want him to do it, I shook my head, “Oh yes.” He said, and then instantly thrust it inside me hard, and it hurt so bad, “UUUUUUUUUAAARRRGGHUUUUUUUGGH!” I cried out.

His cock split my hymen and forced its way inside, I could feel the hardness of his cock as it rubbed against my inner walls, forcing them to part and stretch around his thick girth, it was a tight fit and I could honestly feel the exact shape of his cock in me.

“Ooooooooggh!” he grunted in to my face, with stinking breath.

Then he started to fuck me, his first few thrusts were slow and gentle, just sliding it gently back and forth, but as soon as he was comfortable he began to thrust faster and harder, and maintain the pace.

“Ugh – Ooooh – Ooooh – Ugh – Oooh.” He moaned and I moaned, I couldn’t help but moan from the dirty pleasure I was feeling of having his raping cock inside me, “Uh – Ooooooh – Uh – Uh.”

He was holding on to me pretty close, his hairy skin was rubbing against my skin and my nipples, and he was sweating profusely all over me, he stank and it was horrible, but the fucking was nice, painful but nice, once again I had felt no pleasure like it, I shouldn’t have been feeling it but I did.

After a few minutes he tore the tape off my wrists and then pinned my arms down on the bed, stretched out above my head, my legs were also stretched open, I felt like a flat pancake with him on top of me, squashing me, rubbing and bouncing on me as he fucked me.

“Uh – Uh – Mm – Uh!”

He rocked on top of me for maybe 15-minutes or so and then I felt his cock swell against my inner walls and he groaned loudly, “Ug-Oooooooaaagggh” and I felt him ejaculating, and I’ll never forget the feeling over my pussy being seeded for the very first time, it was warm, wet and tingly, and I could feel it shooting in to me, “Oooaagh – Oooaagh!”

Finally he stopped moving, he kind of just collapsed on top of me, completely still but breathing heavily with his head on my pillow beside my head, and I thought it was over, but he wasn’t done, less than a minute later he started thrusting again and fucking me again.

He cock never went soft, in fact it felt harder, and this time he fucked me probably half hour or so until I felt his cock swell and shoot his sperm in to me once more, and my pussy felt a bit numb and sore.

In total he’d fucked my pussy for about an hour before getting off me, without saying a word to me he went in to the bathroom and I think he had a drink from the tap before coming back in.

He got dressed, put on his jacket, put his knife in to his bag, picked up my phone and the teddy he’d placed down earlier and came back over to the bed and sat down beside me, I was still laid there as I daren’t move.

He unlocked my phone and did something with it for a few minutes, then he put it down and he then sat the teddy on my chest, “Do you know what this is?” he asked.

I nodded, it was a teddy bear, but not a normal one as I was about to find out.

“This is a nanny-cam…” he said, pointing to its belly, “..you see this lens here, that’s a camera, I recorded everything that happened here. Do you understand?” he said.

I nodded.

“You won’t tell anyone about what happened here today – because I have video of you – I have video of you naked…” he said, which made me nervous, “…I’ve just copied all of your contacts from your phone, and if you tell anyone about what I did today, I will send the video to all of your contacts. That means all your friends, and all your family will see you naked, and you don’t want that do you?.” Eh asked.

I teared up again, and shook my head slowly, there was no way I wanted everyone I knew to see me naked, the bastard had me under his control.

“No you don’t. I’m going to leave now. You just pretend like this never happened, go about the rest of your day as normal, this never happened. You will wait ten minutes after I’ve gone, then you can take that tape off your mouth, but you’re not going to scream, and you’re not going to tell anyone about this… are you?” he said.

I shook my head again in compliance.

“Good. I’ll be seeing you then.” He said as he stood up and put the teddy in to his bag, “If it makes you feel any better you were definitely one of the best girls I’ve ever fucked.” He said, then he climbed out of my window and left.

I waited like he said, then I took the tape off my mouth, it hurt peeling it off, I rushed out of bed and closed the window then ran in to the bathroom and I got in the shower to wash him off of me and I sat crying for an hour or more.

Then I heard my phone ringing so I go up and answered it, it was my friend wondering when I was meeting her, I wiped away my tears and put on a front, “I’ll be there soon.” I said.

I got dressed and went out and met up with my friends, and I went about my day acting like everything was perfectly normal and that nothing had happened, but it had happened, I knew it had, I could still feel him on me, touching me, he had left an imprint of his cock inside my pussy and I could still feel it as if it was still inside me.