Daughter blows me away

A father dreads (the talk), then loves it!

Two years ago my girl came to live with me, cause her and her mother were gonna wind up killing each other... she'll be 18 in three months.
It was a weird dynamic, but if she's gonna exist in this world as an adult now?
I had to do what NO parent looks forward to! You guessed it. (The talk)
Nuff said....

Fortunately for me she's very mature for her age. And wasn't scared to talk about this at ALL. That took a LOAD of embarrassment off me.
Then I came with all the questions. She admitted she was sexually active.
(or at least has been), ect... I asked her when this started and she said 7th grade. I asked her if her mother knew. She told me they never had this talk, but she believes so. Every bone in my body wanted her to drop names. But that was overstepping a boundary, cause this is a young lady now...
Instead I asked her how many partners. Not even really expecting her to answear. (34), she blurts. I thought I was hearing things!
THIRTY FOUR!!!! I shrieked. She kinda of giggled at my reaction.
I told her this wasn't a laughing matter, cause she's not even 18 yet.
I knew you weren't gonna stay a little girl forever, but you're still sapossed to have more respect for yourself than that! I insisted. When? Where? How? I asked. And she answered....

Behind the bowling alley, in the park, in a junk yard, the guy at the fairgrounds, I cant even remember his face but one guy was your age.
Which she thought was funny (and i didn't). She continued...
Under bleachers, public restrooms. I barely remember him but one was a garbage man, when I lived with mom. I couldn't believe my girl was giving up her cat, to all these nobody's! Who else has trimmed my girls bush?
Are you using protection? This is not a game sweetheart. It's dangerous out there... and she told me she (doesn't). Followed by, im not a big fan of that.
Right when I was fixing to correct her, she cut me off.
(I mean, it's just head.) Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARE YOU TELLING ME WHAT I THINK YOUR TELLING ME????????????????
She chuckles, oh come on! You're gonna pretend you never got your dick sucked? Lol... i couldn't believe my ears! Just to be clear. I questioned all those guys she mentioned. So she can give me a short answer...

The bowling alley?
(Got his dick sucked)

The park?
(Got his dick sucked)

The junk yard?
(Got his dick sucked)

The bleachers?
(Got his dick sucked)

The restroom?
(Got his dick sucked)

The one my age?
(Oh! The one with money. got his dick sucked REAL good!!!) Lol...

Now im staring right inside my girls mouth, with a dick so hard it could of
Killed the dinosaurs.while she spills the beans on all the pickles she's tickled.
She glances at my croch, and says the one that broke me.
Ya,know this isnt a big deal to me.
(I'll grill ANYBODYS hotdog!)
And that was it!!! I was undoing my pants so fast, I thought I'd broke both my wrist... she's smiling away, as I pulled my dick out defeated...
For the rest of my life I'd be the worst father on earth.
And there's another problem... IM NOT GONNA TURN DOWN GETTING MY KNOB SLOBBED IN A MILLION YEARS! WTF
And I did it. I pulled out my dick, and she gladly stroked away.
I fought with every bone in my body to not feel like scum.
(She's right. It's just a blowjob) (surly we're not the only ones)
(It's not sex! It's like arm wrestling, or playing video games with someone)
(You know how much you love blowjobs, would it kill you to get just one?)
Wtf? And a million other things, to not feel like a super creep.
Then I just kept it real with myself. My girl wants to suck her daddy's dick.
And hes a sick, sad, pervert that (knows) im finna let her.... wtf?

My girl flashed a smile at me, and bobbed for apples while I closed my eyes, watching a movie of everyone putting their genitals in my girls mouth.
My friend's, my boss, everyone i fucking hate, our pastor, pizza delivery boys, and the list goes on... with my head thrown back, I felt her soft fingers brush and tease my balls. I didn't even tell her too. She had one of my legs trembling. When she noticed she couldn't help but laugh on my dick.
I believe she knew how uncomfortable I was, and thought it was hilarious...
I hit her teeth, she was smacking my ass, I pushed my daughter's head down till my daughter's chin was in my balls. This is all pretty much the long way of saying IM SO FUCKING GLAD I MOVED HER IN! all the other parents are making theirs leave the nest. Are you serious?
(SHE AIN'T GOIN NO FUCKING WHERE) wtf?
I got my dick sucked this morning. I'm getting my dick sucked tonight.
And ill be getting my dick sucked tomorrow...