Camping with my brother and dad after mom passed away.

Mom was my rock and when she passed away it was like my world was taken from me. It was my brother who said we should go camping like we always did before.

It just destroy me watching mom disappear from cancer in front of me. I was 16 almost 17, when mom died of cancer. For over a year with doctors pumping her fill of the crap they said would give her a fighting chance, and when she died she weighed 78 lbs. It was always my mom I went to when I needed just even a hug, but who now, dad? Him and me don't see eye to eye on a lot of things, and my brother is my closes person to me, but he's a year younger than I am.

It was almost 3 years later, and I still feel like I'm in a cloud with no one that I can even talk too. It was my brother Todd who said that maybe we should go camping and just leave the world behind. He said that he knew on a place we could hike to where there's fish in the lake, and a spring with very pure water, so we didn't need to pack in a lot of food with us. I was so sure I wanted to go on this hike with my brother, and dad couldn't go on a hike with a bummed up knee, so it would be just the two of us. I can't say being away from dad was going to be a bad thing.

I guess Todd asked me maybe a dozen times over the last week, before I gave in, maybe because him just out of school for the summer, and me losing my job, when the place closed it's doors without notice. Like I went to work Monday, and the next morning there was a lock on the door with a sign saying we are closed permanently. Well hell I had just took a order the day before with them putting 5 grand down payment to have the order filled, and now this. My coworker said she thinks they took the money and ran. I guess that could be true, I don't know.

Well when I said I would go, my brother had his pickup packed in a couple hours telling me to be ready by 7 in the fucking morning, fuck that's when I get up only on work days, which I don't have anymore. But I went to bed early after dad give me a book on what you can eat, and what you can't. Anyway I fell asleep reading it, and was shocked to have someone rocking me, telling me to get up and shower and get ready. I looked up seeing my brother's blue eyes looking at me, which shocked me because his eyes were just like mom's were.

Well 5 to 7 we were in his truck and now our way. After a 6 hour drive he turned off on a dirt road, that had me thinking my kidneys couldn't take the pounding they were getting, but his truck is a 4x4 which he has done a bunch of stuff too. At one point we drove, or should I say we crawled up a creek before turning off at a water fall. It was so wonderful, the trees were huge, and he told me that there was a woman who lived up here over a hundred years ago, and she found just enough gold to hike out once a year to get what she needed. We parked near what was left of her cabin, before he said that we had a 3 hour hike from there.

It seemed like we walked straight up the side of the fucking mountain, but when we got there it was out of this world. Todd pointed where to pitch our tents with a place for a fire pit kind of between the tents. He got his fishing rod out and threw a line in the green colored lake so clear you could see I bet 40 feet down, seeing fish swimming around. He pick some plants he said we could eat as well. I felt as if a ton had been lifted off my shoulders, and when he came back with what he called our salad, I give him a hug thanking him for getting me away from everything.

That night we sat on a log, as our small fire cooked our fish and streamed some wild onions. Everything tasted great, and I had never seen my brother like this, I mean a person who can live off the land. That night after we went to bed, I fell as sleep hearing whatever kind of bugs outside my tent, that was singing me to asleep. I think it was the first time I didn't have a dream about mom. But after we had the leftover fish for breakfast, we walked around the lake we were camped by, which was a lot longer than it looked.

Back at camp my brother was sitting next to me when he asked " So what was the last thing mom said to you before she passed?" I looked at him and said " She told me to be good to you. So what did she say to you?" He looked at the lake then back at me before he said " She told me to always love my sister, and I do love you so fucking much, and not just as a sister, but as a person." I wasn't really sure what he maybe getting at, but it sounded like he was in love with me, and not just loved me like a brother should. He give me a quick kiss on my cheek jumping up saying " Come on sister it's time to take a swim."

I didn't bring a swim suit so I said " Todd I don't have a swim suit with me." He laughed as he took his shirt off showing his 6 pack off as he said " Up here this is skinny dipping, there's no need for a dam suit." As i sat there with him no more then 5 feet from me, he undid the button on his jeans as he unzipped then he said " Come on it's just us, so get those clothes off sis." That's when he pulled his jeans and underwear off at the same time. I'm no virgin, but he had to be 6 inches soft, so how fucking big would that thing be hard?

He turned ran to the lake jumping in. He yelled " Come on sis, you don't have anything my girlfriends had, so strip and get on in here." I turned my back as I began stripping off my clothes as I felt his eyes on me, I yelled over my shoulder for him to turn around. With my clothes on the log I looked over my shoulder to see my brother facing the other way. So I turned and ran jumping in the lake landing 10 feet from him. Fuck it was so cold and it took my breathe away, but soon I felt a warm hard body pressed against me from behind.

I felt his lips touching the back of my neck, as his hands were just below my B cup breasts. He said very softly in my ear " I have dreamed of holding you like this for a long long time. I love you." He kissed me again and for some reason it didn't feel wrong. He kissed me a bunch of times which to me is a turn on being kissed on my neck, along with many other places as well. I broke free from his arms swimming away from him, but he soon caught me but this time we were face to face. I said " Todd we can't. We just." He ended my words by kissing my lips, which felt so good but wrong.

I broke away swimming to the shore before I remembered we only had two hand towels, so nothing to dry off with. Todd yelled " Just let the sun dry you." It was like he was reading my mind. I laid down in the grass letting the sun do it's job, as Todd walked up saying " There's nothing wrong with us loving each other sis, there's no one here telling us it's wrong if we show our love, unless you don't really love me that is." Well I never really thought about my brother that way, I mean he's my brother, and they say we weren't to be together but his kisses did something to me, and not just my body, I mean in my heart and my mind as well. Plus what was between his legs did have a affect on me as well. I haven't had a boyfriend in what? Well it was before mom was taken from us and seeing Todd naked with his, well I have to stop thinking about what he's has don't I"

That night right after we ate a cold wind blew in with clouds, so we called it a night when the first few drops of rain came down. We both only had light sleeping bags, and soon I began to freeze so I yelled at Todd " Are you freezing over there as well?" He didn't say a word just opened my tent climbing in with me, telling me to unzip my bag and we would put them together. Once we were in one large bag I felt so much better, but I was spooning with Todd, with him facing away from me. The heat from his body sure took the chill off in a hurry.

I wasn't asleep yet when Todd pushed my hand which was over his body lower. I stayed still knowing what he was doing, as I felt a forbidden thrill run through my body. I wasn't pass his belly button when my hand touched his very hard piece of manhood. He pushed my arm lower until I wrapped my fingers around his over size cock the best I could, but with his thickness my fingers couldn't make it to my thumb, not even close. He gave a groan as I said " Todd this is what we have been told is so wrong, but I have never touch one like this before." He rolled on his back with me not letting go he said " I'm going to tell you the truth sis. This is about as far as I have ever been. Anytime a girl would get to this point, the most I got was a hand job, so I guess I'm what is known as a virgin."

Fuck my brother a virgin with this huge rock hard cock, how could any girl run away from this? I said " Todd I'm sorry to hear that, but they say it's against the rules for us to do what you want us to do." He said " Well your hand hasn't let go of me, so does this mean your going to give me one more fucking hand job then?" I moved my hand feeling how his cock is just as hard as his chest is I said " Todd unless you have a condom we, well you will have to pull out, because I stopped using my birth control months ago. So if we do this you have to tell me that you will pull out, and not come in me. Say it, say you will pull out."

He pulled me to him kissing me, and not as a brother either as he said " If that's what you want sis, I will do anything you want me to do, but please let me make love to you." I moved my hand a bunch more times, as his tongue found mine before he got between my wide spread legs as I guided him to my opening. Oh fuck it felt like he was pushing his fist in me, as I had to keep telling him to go slow because of his size. When he hit what had to be my cervix, I told him I couldn't take anymore, as he began pumping his monster cock in me making me feel things that well I haven't felt never., and if this is what it feels like to have something this huge in me, well sign me up.

He kept a steady pace which was making my body climb on every stroke of his cock to what had to be maybe a orgasm. I have never had a orgasm just from having a cock in me, but I could feel not only his cock but his love for me as well. I started grasping for air, as my legs went wider for him, as fireworks went off in my whole body, as I knew I was screaming what I don't know, just I was going out of my mind, as he pushed even more in me which hurt some, but it pushed me right into my next orgasm, as his cock was jumping against my cervix making me orgasm for the third fucking time. As I came down I noticed first, he wasn't moving in me, and that I had my legs wrapped around his hips and my arms around his back, as I held on as tight as I could.

He was out of breathe, as he kissed every part of my face as he said " So that's making love, I love it and you." I felt him shrinking inside of me before it hit me what had happened. " Fuck Todd did you cum in me?" He looked into my eyes and said " You told me too. You yelled ' CUM IN ME ' so I did. I was going to pull out but you wrapped your legs around me telling me to cum, and then you had your nails dug in my back." I knew when I came to my senses that my legs and fingers were just as he said so I said " Todd I'm in my fertile time of the month, and we may've just made a baby, you know that right? You know you may have just became a father, because I will never have one of those abortions. Maybe if we leave in the morning we can get to a drug store, so I can get the after pill and stop it from happening."

He slowly began moving once again as he said " Well we may as well enjoy ourselves, because with the way it's raining the creek will be impassable for a couple days or more." What no this can't be happening, I mean me getting pregnant from my brother who, oh fuck is driving me wild with that cock of his, and it feels like he's fully hard once again. He made love to me for what had to be 3 hours, with me having so many powerful orgasms that I felt like a rag doll, when he pushed in with his over size balls rubbing against my ass, as he pump one more load of cum against my cervix, as if his first load wasn't enough to do the job.

We fell asleep still in each others arms, as the rain pounded down.