Confused and frustrated teenager

My date and I are about to have sex but when she sees my cock she freaks out Calvin me a freak and a monster!

Hi guys, today I have a date with my girlfriend Sue. I’m Bob and I’m sixteen. I’m hoping that tonight is the night I become a man, Sue and have been dating a few months now and we’ve fooled around some. Our last date we ended going farther than before with me getting my hand not only under her shirt but she let me rub her pussy over her panties and she sure seemed to like it and she rubbed me over my pants until I made a mess in my underwear.
After the movie we made out in the car before we headed to he local lake which is kind of our local lovers lane. Everything was going great. We made out some more, she let me pull her top up above her boobs so I could suck on them and play with her nipples. Again she let me play with her pussy and I pull her panties to the side while I played with her bald pussy. She started undoing my belt and of course I couldn’t get my pants down fast enough.
And that’s when the fun ended. As soon as she saw my cock she looked scared and started yelling at me calling me a freak, a monster, she even said it was deformed! She made me take her home right away and she sat right up against the door as far away from me as possible while looking at me like I’m some monster from a movie or something!
After I dropped her off at home where she opened the car door before I even was completely stopped and ran like hell into her house. I was so upset and confused and trying not to cry when I got home I came in the house and ran to my room. My mom must have saw how upset I was and followed me asking me what was wrong? At first I told her I can’t tell her because it’s to embarrassing. I got to tell you my dad just went to work one day and never came home. I was 8 when that happened and it’s only been the two of us ever since. She has never dated anyone since then, she says I’m the only man she needs jokingly. My mom and I have talked about everything and I mean everything. She great, it doesn’t hurt that she’s the hottest mom and all my friends talk about her and call her a milf. I think sometimes when my friends come over it’s more to check out my mom than to hang out with me. She won’t stop trying to get me to talk and finally she asked it can’t be more embarrassing than the time we talked about me finding a pair of my panties under your pillow all sticky can it? Or how about the time I caught you peeking on me taking a shower? Finally I just told her, I didn’t hold back after all she the only person I can tell about it, I couldn’t tell my friends they will make fun of me forever! I told her about making out, about playing with her boobs and even about rubbing her pussy and then I told her all the horrible things she said when I pulled down my pants and she made me take her home. She could tell how hard it was to tell her all that and she put her arms around me and pulled me in for a hug squeezing me, my head half on her head and half on her boob. She held me for a couple minutes and kept telling me it can’t be that bad son. Finally she said let me see it. And she started to undo my pants. I jumped and told her I can’t, that would be weird and then my mom would think I’m a freak to! She insisted and told me Robert you drop your pants right now young man! I slowly undid my pants and let them fall then I stepped out of them. I couldn’t bring myself to drop my boxers and my mom just said oh for heavens sake and pulled them down herself. By the look on her face, her big eyes and her open mouth with her Hand covering it said it all to me, I started saying see now my mom thinks I’m some kind of deformed monster, I’ll never have sex, no one going to want me because I’m a freak! I was more upset than ever I started to run but my mom grabbed my hand and stopped me. She said she’s sorry for giving you that impression but I was a little shocked to see it. Her voice was breaking up and her eyes were still huge, I knew it was horrible but she told me to lay on the bed and let her have a better look at it. She just stared at it for a minute and then she slowly reached for it, I noticed her hand was trembling. She ran her fingernails along it’s shaft causing me to jump a little, then she surprised me by lightly squeezing my balls, are the freekish too? It’s worse than I thought!! She moved her hand back to my cock which despite my being so upset is starting to grow in her hand. I’m looking at my mom and she has a weird look on her face and still hasn’t said a word. She wraps her hand around the shaft and squeezes it then starts to jack me slowly at first and then squeezing harder and faster, I’m saying what are doing mom stop, please stop and then I explode all over the place, it shoots in the air like fountain getting all over the bed, me and even my mom. Finally she looks at me and says Robert (she only calls me that when she really serious) you have nothing to worry about. There is nothing wrong with you. You just hung like your father was. That was why I married him. You are going to make a lot of girls happy in your life. Then she says let’s clean you up and takes me to the bathroom and starts running a bath. While it’s running she leaves the room and when the waters ready I get in. I’m trying to wrap my head around the day I just had and the bathroom door opens and my mom walks in with a bottle of wine and two glasses. She says you’ve tried to spy on me and catch me naked so many times so here it is and takes off her robe and smiles at me telling me to get a good look. When we’re home alone she occasionally lets me drink a glass of wine with her. She poor us both a glass hands me one and climbs into the tub in front of me leaning back against me. I guess I sort of froze not sure of what to do, I really want to grab my moms boobs but she’s my mom I’m not sure of anything after the night I had,. She lays her head back on my shoulder and kisses my cheek. She asked me what I was fantasizing about when I stole her panties. She sits her glass down and takes my arm and wraps it around her body. She says so Robert I guess I didn’t know how to have that awkward conversation about the birds and the bees with you so let’s do it now. Tonight will be your sex education class, she giggles and has a mother drink of her wine. I told her about a dream I keep having of her teaching me to dance and as the lesson goes on we dance closer and hold each other closer and then I let my hand slide lower until I’m holding your but in my hand and squeezing it while you moan softly in my ear. I turn you around and in holding your but against me while I grind against you kissing your neck and squeezing your boobs and pinching your nipples. I slide one hand down and slide it under the short dress your wearing and I rub your pussy until you explode! Then you turn facing me and start kissing me until you drop to your knees and undo my pants letting them drop. Then you give me an amazing blowjob until I’m ready to blow my load. Moms breathing heave and says tell me what happens next and I tell her that’s when I wake up every time. She tells me she’s got a confession to make. She tells me she’s an adult woman who hasn’t had sex in several years and it never bothered me, sure I think about it once in a while but never did anything about it but tonight when I saw your huge penis it all came back to me, all the sex I used to have with your dad and that where you got that huge penis from. As she’s telling me this she must feel me getting hard against her butt and I get a little bhraver and start fondling my moms boobs, she seems to enjoy that and now I’m kissing the back of her neck and nibbling her ears and I tell her i love her and she the best mom anyone could have. She takes my hand and moves it down to her pussy and with her hand over mine teaches me how to make her cum. Then she leans forward kind of on her knees and says Robert I want you to give me your cherry, I want to be to the one, your first. I want you to put that big cock in me mow Robert, now! I get behind her and start rubbing my cock on her pussy until she she reaches behind and takes my cock in her hand and guides me to her entrance telling me to push, I push but it Won’t go in so I keep trying and my moms grinding back against me until she screams a little and I’m in but just the tip. She slowly pushes back again and again until I’m about half way in and starts telling me me harder Robert harder, make it fit, fuck me son! I’ve never heard my mom swear until now. I start pulling out until just the tip is still inside and slam it hard until I’m all the in and my moms moaning and sounds like she’s in pain but she keeps telling me harder damnit harder she reaching under herself squeezing my balls and running her nails over my cock as it pumps in and out until she startscumming for what seems like a long time. After we both settle down a little she tells to sit on the edge of the tub and I’ll finish that dream you keep having. She wraps her hand around it but her finger don’t touch as she jacks me off a little before starting to kiss all over my cock and playing with my balls. Finally after a couple tries she get the mushroom tip in her mouth and runs her tongue on the underside. After a minute she starts trying to take more of my cock in her mouth. She pull off my cock drooling and spit on it and goes back down on me taking even more in her mouth. I can’t help myself and I start trying to fuck her face shoving my cock even deeper down her throat. Finally I tell her I’m about to cum and she tries to got deeper and I hold her head as I pump load after load down her throat having no choice but to swallow while I’m the one yelling now. I hold her head until I finish and I let go but my mom keeps sucking me cleaning me up . Finally she comes up for air with cum coming out of her nose and drool with cum mixed in it all over her face and she says I love you son and kisses me with her drool and cum covering her face but I don’t care! This has been the greatest night of my life!
We clean each other up while we’re in the tub and we get out. I am more confused now than i was when I came home. She smiles at me and kisses me again but this time it’s not fast and furious like before, it’s soft and gentle and she takes my hand and leads me to her room telling me your a man now, my man and from now on you sleep in here with me. We get in bed and I spoon her from behind. We talk all night with she’s telling me about my dad and how when he left she felt so alone except for me and the reason she never dated was because I was the most important guy in her life and sometimes she had to work a second job because my dad just disappeared and left her with nothing so she was pretty pissed at men in general and she never really missed the sex that much until she saw me today and memories of how great the sex was with my dad. She doesn’t want to stop having sex with me and she doesn’t care what others think. We make slow passionate love twice more that night. She’s mine now.