The day I fell in love with one of my cousins

This is a story about my cousin Lily who I fell in love with and how I corrupted her into doing what I said was good.

It started in 2016, yeah an awkward year I was just getting out of highschool aged 18. I would usually live somewhere outside of SD, but my mom wanted me to stick around her but I had other plans, I figured I wanted to be around my uncle's house because my cousin Lily was there. Lily was small but hella different than most girls her age (14) when I met her for the first time. It was love at first sight God she had such energy I'd never expected from a little girl. I honestly thought at first I shouldn't have feelings for her but yet she captivated my heart, and desires for her little pussy! It started when she was dropped off at my Mom's place, Lily comes in the house into my room and says "hey you what's up cousin"? I said nothing, yet what I noticed was the curves of her hips and the fact that her wearing those leggings were a death trap for my dick, I was trying to cover it so I coughed into my hand, and hid as I put my dick into the top of my pants, you know keeping it in belt-line. She asked "Do you think these are cute.or do you think I should wear shorts?" I said "Lily the leggings or shorts is fine with me you always look good no matter what." She looked so sexy that day and Lord knows I wanted to fuck her so badly but I knew we'd have to be somewhere where none of my family knew where'd we go. Lucky for me she was already getting corrupted slowly, turns out she wanted to start smoking cigarettes like I do, I gave her one and she puffed while coughing and asked me "T, these are good how do you get them"? Of course I shrugged it off and said, "Well Mom gets em for me since they're only for people 21 and up." She said to me "But you're not 21", and smiled, that's when I kissed her on the cheek and wow I had the rush right there and then. She blushed a lot and said that she loved me, we go back inside the house and get some coffee and, as I'm sipping my coffee my dick was soft enough where I started to fall out the belt like but still hard enough for her to notice. She asked me "(T), your pp is showing." Her saying that really had me feeling so good so, I said to her "Do you wanna see it?" She said "No hehe not yet, I'm just saying but I do wanna sit on the couch." As we go to sit on the couch Lily decided to get on my lap her little frame felt so good, that she could feel how hard I was getting and said "Your pp feels so good do you like this "? Of course I did my heart was burning with desire to fuck her, but I knew I'd have to play it cool to not scare her. So instead I kissed her on the lips, she didn't know how to frenchkiss but she definitely knew how to make so horny for her. Her saliva inside my mouth hitting my tongue was so good, plus her tongue was so sweet. After we kissed she tells me "I wanna see your pp," so I do that and she asked, "why is it so hard, why does it look like spit is on it"? I showed her how it feels for me to jerk off, so I did jerk off in front of her then she said "(T) can I try playing with your pp and kiss you?" I didn't mind although her small hand couldn't do it like me it felt so good to the point I came over her hand, she was wondering why my dick 'spit on her hand' but, I guided her to lick her hand and she loved it! "Mmm, it's salty but good (T) can we do this again"?
That's it for part 1 of this 3 part series I'll write the next part next week