My confession

Just my confession nothing excited......

my name is abigail and i'm 22 years old soon my parents stop supporting me for money it was hard because i was in college and needed cash for everything first i started doing deliveries riding my bike around the city dropping packages to people it was tiring work under the hot sun or rain but it paid a little then i got a part time job at a cafe serving coffee and cleaning tables my feet hurt every day and i barely slept but i kept going i wanted to prove i could handle it without them

but the money wasn't enough bills piled up and i couldn't pay rent anymore that's when i heard about girls making quick cash through prostitution at first i was scared it felt wrong but i needed to survive so i joined a group they showed me how to meet clients safely and i started i met men in hotels or their places doing what they wanted it was rough sometimes they were rough too but the pay was good way better than deliveries or waiting tables i saved every penny feeling dirty but free

after months of that i earned enough to buy my own small apartment it's nothing fancy just one bedroom in a quiet building but it's mine no one can take it away i decorated it with cheap things from thrift stores and for the first time i felt proud like i built something real

now just when things are good my parents come back to my life they show up at my door acting like nothing happened hugging me and saying they miss me but i see through it they want me to marry a guy i've never met some rich friend's son they say it's for my future to settle down and be secure i laugh inside because they stopped helping when i needed it most now they push this stranger on me like i'm a prize do they really care about me or are they getting something like money or status from this deal i don't trust them anymore i've fought too hard to be free and i won't let them control my life again maybe i'll tell them no and close the door for good,or should I marry