My change of life

I was castrated some time ago and I'm very happy

I was very nervous when I went into the doctor's waiting room and sat down to wait. I had come there to be castrated. I had already started estrogen, and my small breasts were quite tender.
A smiling and pleasant nurse came and picked me up.
You just have to take off all your clothes and lie down on the operating table.
She gave me a syringe of sedative, and after a while she shaved my crotch.
Do you want to save your sperm before you are castrated, she asked. I said that would be nice. Then she brought a test tube and jerked off my stiff cock. It wasn't long before I squirted a lot of sperm into the tube.
Now you will have anesthesia in your testicles and you have now had your last erection. When we are finished, your cock will always be flaccid, and after a while it will be considerably smaller than it is now.
I lay there for a while while the anesthesia took effect. The doctor came in and they put a green sheet with holes just for my cock and balls. The nurse had already washed the area with sterile fluid.
I tried to relax when I saw the doctor take out the scalpel and start cutting open and get to my testicles. First on the left side, he grabbed the testicle and pulled it out as far as possible, then connected the blood vessels and the spermatic cord and cut the testicle off. After a little while it was the turn of the right one. Then it was done, I was castrated.
You will be given a proper dose of estrogen that will last until you come for a check-up. Your cock will shrink even more, but your breasts will grow.
The surgical wound was stitched up and the nurse bandaged me. They brought me some painkillers that I could use if necessary.
The next few days my scrotum was quite swollen, I felt a little pain sometimes and took the pills, but I felt fine.
When I came back for a check-up. I met the same kind nurse. She asked how I felt, and I replied that it was a bit strange, but that I was glad it was done.
Oh, it had gotten small now she said, have you had an erection after the operation. No, I haven't. I can try to jerk you off she said and took the cock between two fingers and started to jerk off, but nothing happened. Then she took it in her mouth and sucked it, and after a while I had a wonderful orgasm, a type of orgasm I have never felt before, wonderful.
You have to come back in a month and you will get another depot dose of estrogen and your breasts will grow even more. You will feel that they will feel tender, but only because they are growing.
Time passed and I got another depot dose. I had now started wearing women's clothes and wearing a bra. The beard growth was more or less gone and my sister helped me put on my make-up. She said I looked sexy.
One night I was out, I noticed a man looking at me a lot and he started flirting. He must have noticed that I was interested and came up to me and started talking. He must have noticed that I was getting horny and touched my breasts.
Do you want to come home with me he asked. Yes, I said yes.
We went to his house and he started touching my breasts again. I told him that I still had a cock, but was castrated. Wow, let me see, come to the bedroom, he said. He quickly took my clothes off. Kissed and sucked my breasts, I got really horny, but didn't get an erection.
Then he took my cock which was no bigger than it was before puberty.
The cutest cock I've ever seen he said and took it in his mouth and sucked me. After a while I felt the same orgasm as when the nurse sucked me. You're so beautiful he said and turned me over on my stomach and took lube in my ass. Oh my god, how wonderful it was when I felt that big cock penetrate me, all the way in. I felt his balls slap against my ass when he fucked. After a while I felt him start to tremble and then he squirted his entire load of semen inside me. I screamed in orgasm when I felt the stream of semen.
We lay there cuddling for a while before falling asleep, but the next morning I woke up to him playing with my tits and then he drove his cock into my ass which was still wet from the night before. Right then and there I decided to contact the doctor and have the surgery done so that I would have a vagina.
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