You can call me a whore you can call me a slut but most of all I'm happy

My name is Lisa I'm 20 years old. I come from Bali Indonesia now living in the US. When I was 18 years old my Indonesian boyfriend and I lost our cherry together. All of my friends and all of the stories I have read I have said it's a painful experience for the female. I believe that may be the case with many was absolutely not the case for me. I started masturbating probably first or second year of high school but it consisted of only massaging my clit until I hit the finish line. I like many girls I think learned about this in the shower with that stream of water hitting you just right between the legs and then you realize hey I can do this myself I don't need to shower.

We have been boyfriend and girlfriend for a few years but had never went the distance. He would rub me off in return I would Jack him off and actually we never really expressed interest to go further. We knew that we went out on a date he was going to be able to get off and I knew he was going to take care of me going further into full sex just didn't interest us at that point so to speak.

Couple of weeks after I turned 18 we had sat down talked about the future agreed despite our young age we felt it marriage was good and we were going to get married. That night we decided to have our first sex. It started off like it normally did when we would masturbate each other except when he was standing rock hard and attention he laid me back and pulled my skirt up over my knees I close my eyes expecting good and bad. I had friends that told me that they bled so bad and it hurts so bad they never wanted to do it again. Here I was about to find out he stood before me spread my knees wide I was at the edge of the bed his cock was already dripping I guess prelube he eased it over parted the lips of my pussy and back and forth he eased the head of his cock up and down my by this point in time very wet pussy. It felt fantastic there was no rush we weren't going to be surprised we were in no hurry this went on for probably 5 to 6 minutes. At which point I was soaking he put the head of his cock right at my opening and pushed ever so slowly. I was waiting for the pain but it never came the feeling that came over me as he entered me can't be explained. Slowly just ahead of his prick two or three inches at a time he reached up and pinched my nipples twisted them hard which gave me unexpected pleasure ask me if I was okay I just told him please go slow as he stroked back and forth two or three inches three or four minutes into it he buried his cock balls deep in my love hole it was amazing I felt his big cock swell up in my cunt. I didn't want it to stop a slow steady fuck while he massaged my swollen exposed clitoris with his thumb I couldn't hold back I bucked told him I was cumming and as I did he started a much more rapid pace banging away at my hot wet pussy. I had heard that boys when they have their first sex are very quick to shoot. This wasn't the case or else he was trying his best to hold back at this point the pace picked up I lifted my ass so I could get him very deep I heard him grown and grunt he removed his cock jacked himself the rest of the way off all over my stomach and tits I had jerked him off many times and I had never seen a load of this quantity. He collapsed on top of me.

This is where the problem began this first time not only didn't hurt it was great fantastic unbelievable. And I was hungry I realized I was going to be a cock whore I just knew it. From that day on I had sex with anybody I wanted that I could get their attention and let them know. Three office workers had me in one week. When my boyfriend was out with his family or away I would go hunting in bars at night okay I'm a whore and I'm a slut but I also wanted to get that feeling back. Each time I allowed myself to get fucked by a stranger or someone I knew casually I was never able to get the exact feeling of when my boyfriend fucked me the first time. But I kept trying.

I turned tinder into my very own black Rolodex. One week I hooked up with nine different guys from tinder. I liked tinder because I could lay down the ground rules. That were always pretty much the same I would meet them at a hotel or their place I needed a good hard fuck the trouble was one fuck was never enough. A whore a slut a nymphomaniac I don't know what I am don't know what I was I just know I need a steady stream of cock. An advertising executive that I met on tinder we talked for a while I was unsure if he was going to be a good choice 64 years old but unbelievably handsome non-pushy. He was going to be in my suburb for sales meetings couple of days and said if I was interested no pressure from him we could meet. I thought about it I wasn't sure it was a good idea the age difference was tremendous but hard cock is hard cock and he talked a pretty good game so I figured what the fuck let's do this. He was staying at the Mayfair Marriott gave me his room number but told me he would happily meet me in the lobby if I wanted. I told him it's better that I come up to the room it wouldn't look so awkward our age difference was huge.

We had a drink and talked about our interests what we expected from each other and what we would like to have from each other. It seems he was married two kids and the wife just stopped laying back for him. He told me in all honesty if she would service him he wouldn't be out looking on tinder I tended to believe him he just seemed to be that kind of guy. He said he wasn't looking for anything crazy just good head and a good fuck slow and easy nothing crazy. I told him that basically I just needed to cum once or twice and I'd be happy. I explained to him that I honestly did think I was a nymphomaniac based on my sexual habits and the needs I laid back on the bed he scooted me forward pulled off my g-string and went down on me my only thoughts were where the fuck have you been all my life what a talented tongue the way he looked and sucked my clit and then slid it deep in my hole over and over again about 5 minutes of that was all I could take I had a resounding orgasm. After which he pulled up next to me massage my belly and my tits while I relaxed. I asked him if he wanted some head he said to do whatever made me happy. I'm not a big oral person but returning the favor was only fair when I got him out of his shorts I was a little disappointed he wasn't huge actually he was about average five or six inches but it was thick about 2 and 1/2 in in diameter so I figured that would make up for it. I started the lick his nuts would seem to be kind of small and is he got hot and started to get an erection they disappeared up into his sack I massage his sack it was big I thought to myself doesn't need to be this big for those little nuts haha. It didn't matter I was going to get fucked that's what I needed That's what mattered I blew him for 5 minutes or so went down and licked underneath his nuts almost to his asshole he groaned animal-like and for 64-year-old man his cock got very hard. He asked me what position I preferred I told him I didn't care what position as long as I had that inside me. He told me to Mount him I was wet he was wet from the blowjob I was able to ease down his cock all the way to its balls because of his size not being tremendous. But it filled me and it felt very nice I bounced up and down while he played with my tits for what seemed to be 5 or 6 minutes rolled me over put my legs on his shoulders and pile drive me fast and hard. He diddled my clit while doing this which got me going again my goal was to come as he was getting his nut. He asked if he could come inside me I told him my boyfriend and I use the pull out method he said he had a plan b that he carried around with him for emergencies so I told him fuck it let's do this he banged me so hard and fast I came again he grunted like a wild animal his whole body shook I could feel his cock swell up inside me and then shrink inside me he left it in until it started to slip out on its own and after he uncoupled my pussy oozed unbelievable amount of love juice all down my thighs it just kept coming. He collapsed I went and got cleaned up came back with a towel for him into the shower he went and while he was in the shower I got dressed told him I was on my way out there was no exchange of numbers I told him I preferred new cock each time. He told me if I ever change my mind to contact him through tinder again. To this day I don't understand how my boyfriend didn't realize all the sex I was getting of course I was hiding it from him but there are always clues but he either never caught on or he didn't want to. We ended up breaking up and it was probably for the best between 18 and 20 years old I can honestly say all bullshit aside I have fucked and sucked between 30 and 50 guys. And I'm always looking for new cock always I have friends recommend friends I use tinder I have met a few in Starbucks having coffee and in the mall. So I'm a whore I'm a slut but I'm happy as long as I get my share of cock I'll always remain happy. I guess most women when they get hot they get out the vibrator and they take care of business. I have to do that every so often but when I get hot I get on tinder and try to get fucked right away. I prefer real cock to a rubber one but I have one should I need it. My boyfriend and I drifted apart but it was mutual and it was probably best for him I don't think I'll ever be able to marry or have another boyfriend but I can assure you I won't stop being a slut or a whore why should I be we all live one life it's getting as much cock as I can makes me happy why should I change for anybody and anybody that doesn't agree with it can go fuck themselves