Some reminiscing and some slutty things I did this week

I love being an online whore and I love showing off my body in public

I was about nineteen when my depraved urges led me to lesbian chat rooms on AOL instant messenger and I quickly found other like-minded females who wanted a submissive online slut to play with.

That was me.

The online slut.

I’ve honestly chatted with hundreds of women over the years.

I had a Mistress that used me for years that made me abuse my tits and give them bruises while I mooed and called myself names, telling her I was a fat dumb cow and a worthless milkslut because my udders don’t have milk.

She made me chant dirty things while I slapped my tits and pussy and rubbed or used a vibrator on my clit while she watched or listened over the phone. Things like:

‘Pain is pleasure from my Goddess’

‘I’m your fat painslut’

‘I deserve to be abused’

I’m thirty-six now, and I still enjoy being a whore online. I’ve found many women and men who’ve encouraged my depraved fantasies and made them worse.

For the last week , I’ve been spending early mornings chatting with a man a few years older than me on the tumblr messenger while naked in bed rubbing myself while he told me what he and another woman would do to use and fuck me. He had me send pics of my fat tits and cunt, then get on all fours and hump and rub my cunt while I begged to be raped and forced to be a lesbian sex slave. (I’m on my back rubbing my cunt and yanking my tits right now while he calls me a fat pigslut while I call myself a stupid fatty.)

I have a casual relationship with my mistress. We are both busy and she encourages me to chat with strangers and show my body off as often as possible, and tell her about it later. We’ve known each other for about 16-17 years. She’s very good at degrading me and encouraging my depraved fantasies. She makes me rub myself and tell her all the filthy things I like and then she rubs herself while I tell her what a nasty slut I am.

Pleasing her makes my fat cunt so wet.

She’s so good at degrading me. It makes me so wet and horny. Sometimes she makes me edge, but mostly she makes me see how many times a day her slut can cum and I make videos for her rubbing and want vibrator while I degrade myself and say nasty things for her.

I rub or use my toy moaning dirty things like:

‘Fat girls want to be raped.’

‘This piggy bitch wants to carry a rape baby for her mistress!’

‘I want my neighbors to hear me fucking myself and break into my house to fuck me against my will.’

I want mistress to let all her friends fuck her sex pig.’

‘Make me pregnant so you can milk my tits.’

She doesn’t let me stop rubbing and edging when my clit hurts. She makes me keep going and tell her how much I love how it hurts and makes me feel like an abused girl. She tells me how she wants to use me while I force myself to cum again, over and over. She tells me how much she loves what a submissive bitch I am for her and that she wants to step on my cunt and make me hump like an animal. She tells me I’m a dumb fat pig who should show my body off to strangers as often as possible.

Sometimes she makes me play with myself in a full parking lot with my panties down and my udders out. Other times, I go online and spread my cunt open for men and let them tell me how much they want to use me and breed me like a dumb bitch in heat. I love when men and women compliment my fat bald cunt and say dirty things to me about it.

This weekend I also masturbated while chatting with a man online who was making me rub my cunt while apologizing for not letting strange men impregnate me…

Just in case you wondered how my week was going.

I came 6 times yesterday and twice this morning so far.