Insatiable

You're never satisfied. You are just too insatiable for sex. I don't know how it's possible to please you. You make my cock so hard but you want sex from me all the time, yada, yada. It took me a while to let his words sync in. Honestly, I was just being me.

I wore out all of my boyfriends. Every single one of them.

We had great sex. The best sex of my life with each one. But somehow or another, I left them. Perhaps I am too insatiable and never satisfied. I've never amounted to anything but a sexy little love doll. At least, that's how I feel inside.

For me, sex makes me insanely happy.

Sometimes when they came home from work or from golfing, they were too tired to fuck me. Even if it was just for a few minutes or foreplay. Literally, watch TV and conk out in bed. Whereas, I'm left horny, alone, and play with myself most of the time.

I've always had a thirst, and I never hid it from any of them.

I thought they always wanted a love doll. Someone they could have sex with whenever they want. It wasn't the case actually. Most of the time they are married to their work and have little time left to cum. So what are the alternatives, I thought?

One boyfriend used to fuck me every day and every night. He ate my pussy and really loved it. He'd eat my cunt then kiss me with my juices still on his lips. He liked to fuck me at his work office when all the other people went home at night.

He would bend me over his office desk and fuck me like crazy.

We fucked a lot in the shower too before going to work in the morning. Had a lot of travel fucking as well. Unfortunately, he became too possessive of me in a bad way. Took a while to break free but I did. He fucked me really good but he was too insecure.

Another boyfriend loved his work more than me.

We travelled the world and lived in fancy hotels. I basically lived like a princess and went to the spa, swimming in the hotel pools all day. He didn't get back to our hotel until later. By then, he was too tired to fuck me. "I'm too tired," is what he would always say.

Couldn't count how many times I begged him for sex. He was unable to fulfill it.

I used to ask him all the time to fuck my pussy. When he did it was so good. He had the biggest cock, I've ever been with. But time was limited, and everything was centered around his work, travel, and high-powered meetings. I really loved that guy but had to leave him too. Turns out he was fucking his co-worker late at night, so my bad.

Had an older boyfriend who took Viagra. He had a big, girthy cock. It hurt me afterwards because my pussy was too tight. We had fun too. He would tip the valet guys at the restaurants we frequent with Viagra pills, and they loved it. We wined, dined, and fucked.

This boyfriend would fuck me on his bed that had Versace bedsheets and pillows. I'd spread my legs open while he fucked me for hours. There was a mirror on the ceiling above his bed. I spent many times getting fucked, watching him fuck me in the mirror.

He was a sex machine and older than most of my boyfriends.

Perhaps that Viagra really did work. He used to tell me that when I grew up, I would be such a bitch. Surprisingly, he was right. He wanted my baby. I wasn't ready so I left him. He ended up marrying a Playboy Playmate with big tits and a nice ass, having a kid with her.

One time, I had a boyfriend who was a modern Orthodox Jew. Always paranoid and a bit neurotic. He had a huge penis, also, and fucked me good too. Due to our religious backgrounds, one which I personally do not have or follow would have never worked.

Also, he found out I was a big slut so that made him even more paranoid. He basically said he could never be with me because of all the men I have been with.

He used to fuck me in the shower too. Strangely, he liked to bend me over on his bed and fuck me or turn me over, fuck me missionary but with a cover over my head. Sex was good, so I really didn't mind having a cover on me. Still never knew why he did it.

Left that guy too, kinda upgraded to what I thought was a better man at that time.

And another boyfriend came along. I wanted sex from him all the time too. He politely replied that he doesn't have that drive as I do. Threw me off a bit, and I wondered why. I've always been ravenous for him. The sex was the best I've ever had.

This boyfriend liked to talk dirty to me which made my pussy so wet.

He liked to talk in general and say what was always on his mind. A bit annoying but I'll take it because he gave me great sex. Unfortunately, all his talk turned out to be bullshit and never fulfilled his promises. So, I left this boyfriend behind as well.

It never struck me how insatiable I probably am toward sex. It stuck out to me at times when I was single again. When I am not committed, I tend to enjoy anything sexually, whether it is appropriate to do or not. Don't really care at this point.

For a long time and with all my past boyfriends, I felt like I had to be a good girl and answer to society. It wasn't until after I began embracing my hidden fantasies as a single woman that I let my truth out. It had nothing to do with them.

It was my own doing. I allowed my boyfriends, society, and others to shape how I felt sexually and about myself. Now I love my thirst and hunger for sex. I love the arousal.

So then, call me insatiable.

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