M18 butt got used and I liked it

I, drunk and high, stayed overnight at a friends house. I'm 18 he is 32, we get along well. We've even paired up fucking a slutty girl or two. My girlfriend is very hot and I love sex with her and once when very young let another boy suck on me. That was till I stayed that night at Johns. I was really out, and he fucked me while I was passed out. I woke up in bed with him, and I went to bed clothed and now was naked. I woke him up and asked and saw that he was naked too. He got out of bed to go pee, and to tell the truth I had never seen such a large cock. It was soft and still hanging about 9 inches and was really thick too. "You might want to wipe your backside up a bit. We did it twice last night, and I'm a big cummer. " It was then that I noticed a strange feeling in my backdoor. It was loose, yet it felt really crammed into me for some reason, I was sore back there, and I put my hand and there was cum. Cum was on the bed beneath me, it was all over my hole, and down under me to my balls. "What did you do?" I asked, thinking that the only thing that would make me hurt like that in that place was his cock. "Oh don't act like you didn't enjoy it honey" he said. "Besides baby, you were so damn loving and so fucking good".

I told him I'd never do anything like that, and asked him again. "We fucked man, get over it, we fucked a couple times, no big deal". he yelled back. I started to get upset, and started yelling I told him he forced me, I didn't know it. "Hey baby, you knew it all, you liked it, hell you asked me to do it again that second time". I started in yelling again, calling him what he was he forced sex on me when I was out of it, he raped me. He came out of the bathroom, calling me a bitch and told me since I wanted to act like I was raped he'd do it. "you think you were raped? Now you will know you will be" he growled. He pulled off the covers, I tried to get away but he held me down, got between my legs and jammed that monster back into my ass again. He pumped me so fast and hard every stroke made me grunt and groan. It hurt for a while, I got quiet. "There's my baby from last night" he whispered in my ear as I was moaning with his fucking. "That's a good girl, just take some more cum from daddy" and with that he jammed into me and shot cum again up my ass.

I went to the toilet emptied out as best i could. I felt like I was so full, but way up inside me, I think he jammed everything up there with his big cock. I got dressed and left, and went home. I didn't tell my parents anything, but I had to swipe one of my moms kotex to put in my shorts, his cum leaked out for days. I haven't seen my girl in 4 days, and to tell the truth, I feel very very empty in my ass. A feeling I never had before, my ass feels empty. I want to feel it full again.