Crossdresser and bi married group

I am a bi married crossdresser. It is a secret that I've had now for several years. As a teen I was quite small for a guy and was taken into m2m sex basically for money. I was offered cash for a BJ, then eventually to give his friends BJs and I got to know one of them and would blow him at his house, sometimes in front of his wife. Once when his wife was out of town for a week he took me naked into their bedroom. He pulled his hard cock out of my mouth and started rubbing lotion on it, he very roughly turned me over, face down. Then once he was on top of me I couldn't move. He was slow but it still hurt as he eased over 6 inches of cock into my rear hole. Afterward he apologized and gave me an extra $300. That was a lot for me at the time. I continued selling sex to men, usually married to women and in their late 30s or 40s. But I got to like it. I was fucking women also at the time too.

Now we have a group, about 8 of us that meet once a week. All are tested negative regularly. Wives think it's sports oriented. There are 6 of us that crossdress and it's a free for all sex fest. I really like getting fucked and sucking cock. Throughout a late afternoon into the night I usually get about 7 loads of cum in my mouth and up my crossdressed manpussy. I love having a used manpussy that so many men have satisfied themselves in. Every once in a while it's gangbang night. There are three of us who will be the receivers on those nights, but it's one of us at a time. We are crossdressed and basically use our bodies and holes to satisfy the other 7 guys. I usually get about 3 times a year to get gangbanged. All the cum for the 7 guys, everyone goes twice, some 3 times, and I get it all on gangbang nights.

Everyone fucks everyone else, no cock, no mouth, no manpussy is left unused by the end of the night. Then we go home to our wives and and I know in my case, I fuck the shit out of mine. My wife has a great mouth, pussy, and tight, tight ass. But she doesn't have a cock. She does peg me sometimes, as she's kinda domme. She loves when I come home after "sports" nights.