I loved fucking my small pony.
A pony, I loved very much, seduced me at 18.
When I was relatively young, my parents bought a small pony. She was far too small to ride but was very sweet. I was far too heavy for her. She was far too small for me to ride. I have absolutely no idea why my parents bought her, and I will never ask but she became a best friend to me, from an early age.
She was adorable. She was very nice, she got along with the other animals. I was consigned to take care of her, feed her - comb her out. It takes a lot of work to have an animal. A horse or a pony is a ton of work. Work I enjoyed. I was the very rare case of a child that was a decent animal owner, but I did need help here and there.
I used to pet her, hang out with her. My parents must have known I loved her. Such a wonderful animal. I adored her. I doted on her, they must have known I just adored her. I spent a lot of time with her. I remember at 15 just hanging out with her, going over text books, just to be near her. I used to read science fiction novels in the barn, just to be near her although the lighting wasn't always great.
One day, when I was a bit older, she "presented" to me. She was in heat. It must have happened before, I just never noticed it, but I was older at this point, and I certainly noticed it. I was old enough to know what this meant. There were no stallions around, and I'm no stallion, but I was fairly knowledgeable and willing to please her. She was exactly at my hip's height. I was very afraid. I was extremely nervous and fearful, but I slipped two fingers into her cunt, and her tail immediately went up, flipping over. Her tail flipping over was absolutely intoxicating.
I stroked her a little bit, and she bent back, and I immediately got an erection. I had taken care of her, nurtured her years, we were great friends. I wanted to go further if she would allow it, and she did.
She was literally hot. They are a bit warmer than we are. I was so hard it was nearly painful. I never considered having sex with an animal before, but she clearly wanted and regardless of what my brain was saying, so did I. I continued to stroke her pussy, brought her to what was one orgasm, pretty certain of that - she spurted a little bit. She actually spurted, and it wasn't urine, it was cum. That broke me down quickly. I was secluded in the barn, nobody ever went out to see me, so I decided to try to make love to her. Nobody would see us I figured, and nobody did.
I stripped myself of pants, and I edged my cock into her. I'm telling you, they are warmer than we are. It was intoxicating and I tried to go slow but as soon as I felt her heat radiating into my dick, I thrust into her. As soon as I was fully in she started to flex. They are enormously strong animals. I almost came then, but I didn't, by some miracle. They are very warm. I already brought her to one orgasm, I wanted to make her orgasm again and I would be lying if I didn't say I didn't want to cum, but also, I wanted to make it last as well. I was terrified of being caught, but nobody came in, she was quite silent, I knew I was breaking rules.
I had seen horses, ponies, and cows mate before. It's pretty short, maybe even a bit violent. I was in good shape, but I'm no stallion. I pushed into her pussy hard, and she flexed around my cock.
I pushed into her, she was very warm, and very moist. She was calm. She was in heat and wanted to be fucked. I was no stallion but I was kind, she had known me for years, and I shoved my cock into her. She couldn't have NOT enjoyed it, because she constantly flexed around my cock. I've seen stallions having sex with horses, and they are "vigorous", to say the least, so I fucked her hard, she didn't mind. She was so much larger than I was was, I doubt I could have harmed her.
She wasn't restricted, much less hobbled. If she wanted to get away, she could have. I wanted consent. She may have been a pony but she both outweighed me and was more muscular than I was. I didn't want to orgasm right away, although I could feel she was cumming so I rested in her for a bit trying to calm down, and then he shifted her weight. To feel her strength as she moved was incredible.
She wasn't particular tight, but her muscles made up for that. I stroked into her a few more times, not many times, and blew my load right into her. When she experienced this, she convulsed around my dick. She made me cum again. I remember how she bent down, that accentuated it. I fucked her several (that's an understatement) times, and I learned to able to withhold in time. I loved to make her hit orgasm. She always tried to draw me to immediate orgasm, I wanted to make her hit a height.
I only had sex with her when she was in heat, but the sex was awesome. When she had an orgasm, it was incredible. I almost had to hold her up as she bent down. Most times she would orgasm before I did and when she orgasmed, it was bliss, and I did nearly have to hold her up to finish, but this was rare. Her orgasm almost always caused mine.
And it wasn't just sex either. I used to hang out with her in the pasture. It's a myth that horses don't lie down, this pony did. I just liked to pet her when she was lying down. If you saw me at that age with her, you'd see it as complete innocence, and really it was. I loved her very much. I miss her. I will always miss her.
She was playful, mischievous, probably she was seductive. She seduced me, that's for certain.
I got better at pleasuring her over time. I would stroke her tits as I was fucking her, and they would engorge. I got entirely over her back and would pet her tits as I thrusted into her hot warm moist cunt, and her pussy was flexing around my cock. I wanted to give her the height of pleasure. You cannot be rough in that sensitive area, it was LIGHTLY stroking her. If I ever pissed her off, I knew she could pretty easily break my ribs with a single kick. Probably could have broken a femur.
When I was a kid going through "religious training", I was told in no uncertain terms animals do not possess a soul. That's total bullshit. If they don't have a soul, we don't either. Maybe this existence is all we have. Make the best time of it.
I may be a pervert, but I'm a very kind one. Life can be hard enough without heaping problems on top of it. My best memories of her are NOT the sex, although that was incredible, it was combing her out and just interacting with her. She was a wonderful friend, and a wonderful lover. I knew her for most of my life until she had to be put down. I won't go into it, but it was mercy. That was the first time I actually experienced despair. It was agony. I was with her when she died. I owed her that. Every animal I've been forced to euthanize, I have been with then as they died.
I've done a lot of work in... without getting specific, animal ownership. That pony was the only one that seduced me into sex. Funny what you will do when you are young and experimenting. The absolute worst thing about having a pet of any sort, is euthanasia. It seems so selfish, but I've seen debilitating cancers, organ malfunctions causing pain you know can't be fixed, extreme old age. I've had to put down more animals than I want to remember. It's love and tragedy that sticks with you. I know what bittersweet is, directly.
It's almost a cruelty we live so long. I have to live with both painful and wonderful memories for another 30 years. It's baggage and it weighs me down. I know people with parrots and other exotic birds who inherited their animals from friends and parents. I wouldn't want that either, I don't trust any other person with my pets.
I'm doing long term dog sitting now. You know what my morning is like? When I wake up, the dog comes to me and I'll call them up to the bed with me, and we cuddle for a few minutes. They (I'm not going to specify the sex), always wakes up before me. I convinced my friend to adopt this dog, as it was in a very bad situation. Part of the deal is I have to train and pacify, I needed to make certain this dog wasn't dangerous and then, encourage the dog to be affectionate and loving. Mission complete. The beast is a giant teddy bear now. My friend has little kids, I hope they aren't selfish with the dog. I take this dog everywhere with me, every now and then a parent will point out the dog, and I will invite the kid to pet it. This dogs LOVES children. Very gentle. A few kids just gave the dog a hug and that tail goes wild. I've had a few dogs naturally like this, now I can create them - but maybe that's delusion, maybe he's just naturally like this. I can't know.
That's the great thing about animals. They are very open and honest. Animals can be guarded with you, but they are never dishonest. They don't play mind games, they don't mess with you at all. They are very direct, and very logical. People... they are all messed up. People will create "drama" just because they are bored. There is too much insanity in our species and I'm sick of it. I am tired of people.
The best part is affection in life. I may be a dirty filthy pony fucker, and I cannot deny it, but I'm gentle and kind. My absolutely best memories is gaining trust, fixing damage that FUCKING humans have done, and being kind.
I do not think I ever abused my pony either. When she orgasmed, she almost always made me orgasm. I never restricted her, never constrained her in any way. If she wanted to get away, she could. When I had sex with her, stroking her tits, she would sometimes shove back on me. We'd get a rhythm going. Two short strokes in, and she would flex around me.
I kind of wish I never fucked her. I have a tendency to overthink things, I loved her - I hope she never thought I was simply using her. She was so nice just to hang out with. I guess she was my first love, and maybe I poisoned it with sex.
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Tom: ❤️ IT!
Reply↴ • uid:1cufkn0l8z7wCharlie: Never inserted pony cock yet but sure have sucked it till it exploded
Reply↴ • uid:19hm3q3onm0aAstrid: Fvcking an animal like a pony or, in my case, a dog, is a victimless crime.
Reply↴ • uid:e0v3cephlILoveAnimals: I don't know about that - a dog is much smaller than you. I cannot stop you, but be kind and careful. I beg you to be kind. I have a dog now. but he's just a bed warmer and a teddy bear. I do not have sex with him. If you are going to fuck your dog, do it only when she is in heat. You will risk pyrometria otherwise.I spayed all my dogs, I did dog rescue for decades. If you are going to fuck your animal, you need to be a better animal owner than most. Not to be the worst, be the best.I do not regret my sex with my pony, much. Hard to describe, I regret in some ways I did it, but I admit I totally enjoyed it. It it is both enjoyable, embarrassing, lovely, kind Haha, I can finally feel mixed emotions. If you have a dog, love it. Mine got to 16. If yours doesn't get to that, you failed. I'm challenging you. It is your responsibility to give them a long and happy life. They are no things. 16 minimum.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: @Astrid You have 1- 4 years left, max. Love that animal all you can. I'm male. I very much feel love. I used to do dog foster and rescue. I adopted the unadoptable - dogs that were too damaged to be adopted out, but I could deal with. It just takes time, but barriers break down. I could have adopted them in the end, but I spent months with them. Pretty hard to give them up after that length of time. Sorry I just assumed you were a man. :) I had an assumption you were male because I also assume men are just more pervy. I am really telling you though, time is short. I got my dogs to 16, and it it was terribly hard to do this. The pony was the only one I fucked though, but I do love animals. I only had teddy bears(dogs) after that pony, that "evilly seduced" me :) - she really was a sweetheart, and I love her today. You really have a short time left with you labrador. It's not just about sex. He's got 4 years max left to his life. Make the most of it. When my dogs had to be put down, I sobbed like a baby, I was 43 and 45. I'm done owning animals, too painful to see them die. It's good I think you let him fuck you :) I have a male dog now, I'm just happy to cuddle him. I think he is satisfied with that :) I'm only dog sitting. Making certain this dog is good with people, he's 100% but I do enjoy having a dog again. If I have to go through a full life cycle with another animal though, it will kill me. I've put down 5 animals. Every time it pulled out of a piece of my soul - I don't think I have anything left. I can't do it again. Make the best time with your lab. Time is precious and short.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: @Astrid This site never posted my comment. I cannot see this in any context as abusive since you are female, I don't see how a male dog could be harmed fucking a woman - I'm wary of men, but I want to warm you, he's 13. You have 1 to possibly 5 years left. Make the most of it. You are not going to miss the sex, you're going to miss the affection as time goes. I had dogs as well. When I got my first one, I was 30 and he was 2 years old - it seemed forever then. I have no shame in stating I cried like a child when I put him down at 43. I'm in my early 50's now. I was in sort of a special relationship with him, I did dog rescue, pulled him from an awful situation, I grew extremely attached. I like to sleep with mine, but just sleep. I am condemned to have a horrific memory, remembering everything. I remember sleeping with a teddy bear as a kid, dog is much better but you do have to adjust to them if they are uncomfortable :) You have a few years left with yours. Don't waste it. For me, the best thing was waking up with my dogs in my arms still. I loved to sleep with mine. If you haven't done this, I recommend you try it. He may get too hot though.If he wants to get down, let him go. You cannot be greedy or selfish. Kindness is our best trait we can exhibit. Have you ever gone through a pet's death before? When my first died, I called out his name to take him for a walk, only to realize a moment later, I euthanized him the previous day. I had forgotten in just 24 hours he was dead, and in shame, I burst into tears. Maybe I'm overly emotional, but I like it. I'd rather be an emotional wreck than a piece of wood.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1Astrid: I've had to put down 2 cats before, so yeah, I've lost pets before. It took a couple years before I wanted a new one. It wasn't the same though, going from cats to dog. You're never quite the same after losing the one(s) you've bonded with. Also... I notice they took down my comment AGAIN. Mine and AstridsBrother comments keep getting taken down.
• uid:e0v3cephmILoveAnimals: It is frustrating, I can see your comments being deleted myself. I know loss too.When I was young, I wanted to live forever, but at this age, no. I have so many dead behind me. At best your dog will live for a few years more. Spend your time judiciously. I have had many dogs, and one now. I like to sleep with mine, when he allows it. Nothing better than having a dog snoring on my right arm as I hold him. I'm extremely affectionate. He has a tendency to lie on his back when we go to bed. I stroke his belly and chest until he is sleepy and I am. I really enjoy affection and showing it. It does have to be cold enough though! I love the simplicity and logic of them. I cannot understand a person fully, but I can sure understand an animal if I study them well enough - I am simple and obvious this way too, I'm not deceptive. I can give them a nearly perfect life. I can't do that with a person. All my animals were very obvious about what they wanted, and all I wanted to do was please. I have little to no regret. I loved the honesty of my animals. Only ones I could completely trust. Totally honest.
• uid:1cnczb3o8b50Hardcock69: Pony pussy is the same as human pussy ,I feed & takec of animals for people who travel, One of them has a Mini toy pony Mares There ass is 16 inches off the flour, I fuck her on my knees My cock 7" girth about the same as stud puny but he is 8" I'm 11" long,I go slow until I'm balls deep I pull half way out and slam the cock to her, She gets her nut and I cum 3 to 4 times before my erection, I get her pussy every 2 weeks, I get naked on my knees she puts her ass on it I give it to her,
Reply↴ • uid:1ep26f425lh5ILoveAnimals: I never had such a small pony. Be kind, I want to stress that. I loved my pony, I have nothing but kindness for my animals.I don't care what you do, as long as you don't harm - I hope you cause pleasure. Making my pony cum was an intense pleasure to me. I hope you will make your ponies cum hard :) It's not just about you. Give then an orgasm, at least one. I always did! But I was young then. I would like to fuck a pony again, to be honest. I loved my mare, but I don't deny I had lust for her. I almost exploded into her when I first shoved my cock into her. The first time I dared to shove my dick in her, I very nearly shot a load. Be kind and gentle. Remember they are just as alive as you are. I have a terrible fear of sadistic people. Enjoy fucking the pony, but be kind. I loved getting her worked up. Make her cum. Nothing gets me worked up more than than getting them worked up. You make you pony cum? I loved to make mine orgasm. I want at least mutual interaction - at least - I am wiling to be the loser in the interaction. Be gentle and kind with the ponies you have. Do not hurt.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: Read my last comment. She was the only animal I fucked. I did love her. I kind of envy you. She was my first love, and I miss her. I cannot help myself from having affection, but I still retain lust. When I fucked my pony I always made her hit orgasm. I tried to draw it out, but she was pretty quick about it, and I wasn't too short after. When she clenched around my cock, it was insane. The first time I blew a load into her, but in time I got more gradual.The fist time, I blew my load, after that I was I guess "more guarded?" I was prepared. I wanted not only my pleasure but hers as well. I love causing pleasure. I guess I just love ponies. I'm totally satisfied with just petting them. I love ever animal, expect human beings. I do not trust them.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: I envy you.I wouldn't want to fuck a pony without some sort of affection, but I would like to fuck a pony again, I think, with some trepidation. I honestly don't know, I do not know if I would have sex with an animal that didn't show affection to me, they aren't whores.I had affection with mine, and she knew it. And I do not find pony cunt similar to humans. I have never fucked a minimare. I only fucked a small pony. I loved her. Making her hit orgasm was bliss.I love to cause pleasure, I'm the diametric opposite of a sadist. If you are still fucking mini horses, be kind and nice. I loved when mine orgasmed around my cock. Our kindness is our greatest gift.Don't just take, show love.Exhibit your affection. You liked fucking this mini mares? Don't you feel affection for her her? I hope you gave her an orgasm. - least you can do! They are wonderfully easy to drive to an orgasm. as you know, if you have done this. You have to think about that. I don't have many regrets with mine other than the couldn't live to my age. I'm not a god, I could not prevent her death. I miss her. I would like to fuck a pony again, but I won't. I do miss the experience.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: Haha. I have to reply again. I loved my pony but I cannot deny my lust. Blowing my load into her cunt was great. I was always buried into as a blew a load, several loads in fact. I loved to fuck her, and I am quite certain she enjoyed it as well. Mine wasn't as small as yours is. Mine was hip level. I fucked her standing up, didn't even have to get low. It could never happen, but I had a fantasy of fucking her when she was on her back, pounding into her. I was satisfied enough to get her orgasm around me. I always got her to orgasm! Once I felt her relief, I blew loads into her tight horsey pussy cunt. I am being very base. I do want to stress I loved my darling pony, and she was a my sweetheart but I had great lust for her as well. Our fuck sessions were exquisite, but I did like just hanging out with her. She wasn't just a fuck toy to me, she was a good friend. If you are going to do what a did, be a best friend. I was devastated when we had to euthanize her, but I don't regret the time I had with her - I loved her. I still visit her grave now and then. I really loved you little one, easily able to trample me to death :) I keep coming back to this memory. I am curious what a tiny horse is like to fuck, but I'd need to develop a relationship to be honest. I can imagine it, but I would need to develop trust and care to do it. I am very guarded with sex.When it comes to sex, I don't want anybody or anything to be fearful of me. I don't know if your mini experienced this, I just terribly fear it for myself. I do not want to harm. I am concerned in that any animal I've ever fucked could have killed me. I knew I had consent. Be gentle. I'd be tempted too, but I suggest you withhold.
• uid:1e43iigu27g170 limpdick: Lol
Reply↴ • uid:1cxtlnb46q0nILoveAnimals: I don't care what you think, I loved her. It was a relationship that went well beyond verbal communication. I like to please, and if I could get something out of that, so much for the better. Kindness and gentleness are my best experiences, but I won't deny I enjoyed lust as well. It was a next level, I knew her for years before I did anything like this. I had tears streaming down my face when we put her down. It is a tragedy we live so long. Poor you, you cannot get through that wall of affection. I broke through it. You can laugh at me, go ahead, but you've never experienced this have you? I now can feel affection for every living thing. She was the only animal I ever had sex with. When we had to put her down, I didn't want to do that again. I was crushed emotionally. When you are young, you expect things to last forever, it was devastating to me to have to put her down. It's you that is the mindless animal to me. You cannot connect.I can, but it may be for my detriment. It's been over a decade, I still miss her. As I age, I see animals, and people I have been with die. I no longer worry or fear my own death. Making a connection is at first a wonderful thing, but once that is severed - it really is painful. Her death really hurt me and I was part of that death. Barbiturate overdose. It's been over a decade, I just loved her went beyond that. I miss her still, I will never get over my experience, and I'm not going to replace it. She wasn't a "thing". So laugh out loud. You don't know what it's like to connect.I doubt you can do this within our own species, human to human, I am able to do this across species. My best emotion is kindness - or best act. I cannot describe how this feels. Compassion? I don't have much regret.
• uid:1dahqyxr41ILoveAnimals: @ILoveAnimals - you don't know. I view people as violent, animals are not violent. I kind of hate people. You are mostly detestable. This is a difficult subject to discuss as well. You cannot appreciate even that. Lets make this mechanical, so you can understand. I had an exchange.I don't think either of us was worse for it. I never hurt her never harmed her but I remember bursting a stream of my cum into her, and I remember squeezing around my cock as I did. The first orgasm was amazing. I pulsed and pulsed into her. I loved her well beyond the sex. Was probably a mistake. I don't deny I enjoyed the sex, but I kind of regret it. She invited me. One she did that, I was entirely addicted. You just don't know. If you get this opportunity, be nice, be kind. I was never forceful, I never restricted her, and if she wanted me to stop, she was far larger and stronger than I was, I had to stop. I loved her very much. These are living thinking creatures, do not be abusive. I loved her, was as kind as I could be. I only had sex with her when she would consent. I do miss her.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1Donovan: I fucked pony mares when I was a teen, 16 to 21. I’m 70 now. Wish I had a friend like you there then !
Reply↴ • uid:42p6q620bILoveAnimals: I wish I knew you then although you would have been 20 years my senior. I had no idea people did what we did at my age. I thought I was alone. I felt very alone in what I had done at that time. I later became terrified I had abused her. Did you have grief when your pony(s) had to be put down? I did. I carry that with me today. I will forever miss her. I cannot have sex with anybody or anything without having some part of love being left behind, and I loved her greatly. It wasn't just about the sex either. She was only in heat for like a week, but like once a month from spring to fall. When she wasn't in heat, she didn't want any nonsense in her hindquarters but we could do other things - I liked petting her, combing her out, bringing her to places. I've been kicked by a horse ONCE, I didn't want that again and I didn't want to piss her off anyhow. I loved her. I liked to just hang out with her. She was my first, best love, in many ways. I have a lot of fear that I abused her, exploited her, but I have to remember, she could have easily trampled me to death, and I never restricted her and she was quite openly stubborn in situations, defying me. My fear for DECADES is that this was perhaps somehow not mutual. I'm very afraid of that. I'm frankly terrified of it. I've done extensive work in animal rehabilitation - I started out as a degenerate. I am a degenerate. I just adore them. She is the only one I had sex with - but I would be lying if I said I don't remember the sex as being amazing. She wasn't very tight, but she could sure clench around my cock. I need to rewrite what I wrote as well. It was repetitive. I want to express my emotions with her better.
• uid:1cnczb3o8b50Rustyas1: My pony experience was similar and I too wished I could have shared it with someone. The first few times I felt guilty but then as I gained confidence and experience it was truly wonderful.
• uid:frcs5ab0jILoveAnimals: @Rustyas1 I felt guilt too. I never restricted her though. She could have moved, she was entirely unrestricted. I am quite certain it was voluntary, certainly from my side, and pretty certain she was accepting as well. But I did feel guilt - at first. First time I was just gushing into her, as time went on we got a rhythm going. I'd shove my cock into her twice and she would squeeze. I never lasted more than 5 minutes with her I think. I shouldn't have done it. I was happy enough just to be around her. I should have just been platonic. I loved her in every way. I didn't need to take it to this level, but she did invite me.. When she made herself obviously available to me, I just couldn't resist, and I loved to fuck her. I won't deny that. First time was kind of sloppy, but after multiple times, we did match up, got a sort or routine going, one we both enjoyed I think. Maybe a routine she programmed me with! I really don't think I could last for more than 5 minutes in my pony's pussy. She did her best to make me cum, and hard, and she was very good at it! I remember blowing loads into her, and she would squeeze it out and I would clean it up. I kind of regret it. I'm not saying I didn't enjoy it, it just clouds my more innocent memories of her. I did a lot with her beyond sex. Just petting her, combing her out, was wonderful. I shouldn't have gone as far as I did. I needed a friend, not a lover, but she became my lover. Whatever.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: @Rustyas1 "My pony experience was similar and I too wished I could have shared it with someone." You can share it now, here. Quite an experience isn't it? Mine totally seduced me. She died when I was in my 30's. That was 20 years ago. It's not because I had sex with her, I had deep connection with her for most of my early life. When I was under 10, I became her primary care giver. I did need help here and there though, but I got experience. They are herd animals, not the only one I took care of, but the one I became really attached to, most attracted to. She was so nice, so affectionate. How could I not love that? I find the more I'm connected, the more loss I experience when they leave, or die. Her death was one of the most painful things I ever experienced. First time I really felt emotional loss. Maybe you look down on me to have such affection for "just an animal". I could look right through their thinking. My best feature, I think, is kindness. Out of all my emotions, I value my sympathy, and compassion, most - although it does harm me! I'm a bit of a sucker I admit. If I find a stray dog, I will always take it in. I miss my pony a lot. Tell people about your experience with your pony. Did she seduce you, invite sex like mine did? I was so turned on. When I put two fingers into her cunt and started stroking her, and she squirted, I was hooked then. I want people to know I loved her, I miss her, but damned if I didn't enjoy fucking her as well and I don't think she had any objection to me fucking her. You can fuck a pony pretty hard can't you? I was never violent, I don't think I was strong enough to be. I had some incredible orgasms in her, she had quite a few too. It wasn't often, but I could sometimes make her squirt. :) Haha.I still experience even after all this time a mix of love and lust. I shouldn't have had sex with her. Love is a better experience than lust, but she started it. I have very fond memories of her.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1Poppa John: Not only are you kind and sensitive, you are also highly intuitive and intelligent. Point taken on unconditional love, it was clear to me that it was totally consensual on both parts and you were sensitive and sensing her need even as it stimulated yours. I guess what I meant to say is that, an animal loves without judgement and is accepting of your desires as well. Just my opinion. Thank you for responding to my comment.
Reply↴ • uid:pa204ikoicILoveAnimals: I appreciate people exist that wouldn't consider me a monster. I feared I was for over a decade. I'm going to rewrite this tomorrow. I will explain the first time better, and the 2nd time that happened the next day. She hooked me the first day. The next day I came back, I was ready to fuck her, and she was ready to be fucked again, probably more eager. I know I am using gross terms, but that is what it was. Once I did it, I wanted to do it again. I'm grateful for a reply. When she wasn't receptive, I would jerk off just thinking of fucking her again. Haha: Winter was a long time. Waiting a few weeks, I could easily deal with but months - that is hard. It's a mix of love and lust. Even when she wanted nothing in her behind, I was OK with that even when I wanted it even if I was rock hard. I knew eventually she would allow sex again. SHE determined what I was allowed to do, I'm pretty certain. They are enormously powerful animals too. Don't piss them off. You shouldn't piss off any animal, come to agreement.
• uid:1cnczb3o8b50Rustyas1: Nice words and I agree
• uid:frcs5ab0jILoveAnimals: *I* had unconditional love for her.I loved her very much. It has been decades, but I can still cry over her death. I don't think most people can understand just what I experienced. As I age, and remember, memories pop up.I don't feel too much regret about fucking her. I would miss her horribly regardless. It wasn't just about the sex, that is NOT how I connected to her but it was the so called cherry on the top when she invited sex. She was my sweetheart. I loved HER unconditionally. I want to be around her again, just once, if only for a moment. I get too emotionally connected to people and animals. As I age, I just build up loss. She really hooked me. I shouldn't have ever had intercourse with her, but I loved her - even if I had never done "it". She was wonderful, nice, affectionate, appreciative. I miss her terribly. People can be blasé about this. I was a kid then. I loved her. I really miss her. I hope there is an afterlife, even if I'm destined for hell. I love you, little one. I will always love you. Sleep well little one. With some luck, I will see you again in less than 30 years if only for a moment.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1Poppa John: You seem like a genuinely kind and loving soul. It took great courage for you to share your story, I do believe that there can be love shared by two beings, even different species, to be loved by an animal is unconditional love.
Reply↴ • uid:pa204ikoicILoveAnimals: I have gone through great lengths to preserve my anonymity. It didn't take any courage. This is a RELIEF to get off my chest. I used to feel pretty damned guilty that I would have sex with a pony, but she enjoyed it, I enjoyed it, maybe I shouldn't feel badly. I hope I'm a good person. When I got into college, part of my technical training required, was psychology. There I learned about Stolkholm Syndrome, and it really scared me to think MAYBE she was just cooperating with me, because I was a sort of captor but we knew each other to nearly both of our entire lives. She would approach me. That was a bad time for me, but I had to remember when she didn't want to do something, she wouldn't and that wasn't a damned thing I could do about it. I didn't even like to put her in a halter, but you have to once you get outside of a fenced area just for safety. I used to like to take her on just walks, figuring she was getting bored with just the area she was in. She wasn't trapped in a particularly tiny area, but I grew up in the sticks, a river was only a mile away with a clearing. When I had the time, I just liked to hang out with her in different spots like that. There were paths all over in the woods in the area I grew up. She DID start it, at least in my mind.She was clearly in heat, she was flexing her vagina. No animal did that to me before, or since. It's extremely pleasurable just to cause pleasure. When she gave out that little spurt, I was entirely erect. I didn't have to do anything (other than maybe masturbate) more, and I was cautious, if she withdrew from me even a little bit I would have stopped. I think overall, we had a pretty good relationship. I would disagree about the concept of "unconditional love". I want it conditional. If I'm screwing up with a person or an animal, I want to be corrected. I like to cause pleasure. I am the diametric opposite of a sadist. I used to get erections just petting my dog but she was the only animal did that with.
• uid:7a70xkant8tGh: This was absolutely shit. You just repeat yourself over and over and over again just rewording it. Either you have zero writing skills or this was done by AI
Reply↴ • uid:1d0646exzz9yILoveAnimals: This is not constructive criticism I admit I idealize the past. I was with her when she died. I have done extensive work in animal rehabilitation. You are told you are saving a life. You only I extend life. The only two I really saved were the animals I adopted. Regard your words. Tell me you aren't fundamentally violent. As I age I become more and more disgusted by the human species. It's a choice.
• uid:1cl21ebbvh21ILoveAnimals: Well... I will try to rewrite my experience better either tonight, or possibly tomorrow. I will continue to stress my emotions with her. Sex was the cherry on top, so to say. Our relationship wasn't dominance and submission. I adored here LONG before I started having sex with her. Sex was just another level, the final one. I really am the diametric opposite of a sadist, and it kind of scares me there is no word for that. Causing her pleasure, was my pleasure. I talked to another zoophiliac about that fact, he just said that the opposite of a sadist, is "normal". I hope it is. I've been involved with animal rehabilitation, NOT to exploit them. That pony was the only animal I was weak enough to have sex with. I have seen the horrific results of abuse. It has driven me away and alienated me from the human species. There is no reason to be cruel. Abuse and cruelty is abhorrent to me. Animals are far far more resilient than people are. Take in an abused animal, treat it will, put up with their anger and fear until they get over it, and you'll always end up with a kind, loving, trusting soul. Do not betray that trust though. Some people see animals as "property" - they are legally property, but they aren't property. They are living, thinking souls. They have different awareness than we do, they see the world in a different way, they don't have spoken language, but they have language. You can't teach a pony calculus, but you can certainly connect with one. I think in many ways, they are superior to us in their awareness. I have had dogs that would seek out unhappy people to delight them. They have better emotional insight than I do.
• uid:1cnczb3o8b50ILoveAnimals: You have never read Edward Bernays works have you? I nudge people away from the abyss. Bernays was a an evil man, but you can learn from evil.
• uid:1e43iigu27g1ILoveAnimals: I want people reading this to know I wasn't ever cruel. I really loved her and she must have loved me. It certainly seemed that way. In hindsight I do kind of regret fucking her, but she presented, she wanted sex -. I was just too young, and too stupid to resist.She was quite forward about what she wanted and I was young, and very horny. The first time I fucked her, I was rather sloppy and stupid about it, as time went on, I learned to really please her. She was adorable. When I figured out I could simulate her by lightly rubbing her tits, that was a new turn on.I love to please. Feeling her nipples tightening, that was another incredible turn on - over the flexing of her cunt as I was pounding into her. As I said, I'm no stallion, but I did my best. I always got her to orgasm and she did the same to me. On occasion, I would put her in a halter and bring her to a little river near our home. When I was fortunate she would lie down, but that wasn't often. I don't like halters at all, I prefer every interaction to be voluntary but I did have to protect her. To this day, I do not enjoy exhibiting any force. When she had to be put down, and I knew the medical diagnosis. and I'm supposedly smart, I knew the inevitable. The first time I felt real emotional pain. When you are young, you think things will last forever.I was wirh her when she died. I am glad I pleasured her, I'm glad I was a great friend to her. I am even glad I feel pain over her death. The threat of love, is pain when it's stripped away. I didn't know that at 18, or even 20. I regret nothing. I spoke of a "religious authority" telling me as a child animals don't have souls. If they don't, send me to oblivion as well.I would do just about anything just to have a quiet time with her laying down with me in the pasture again. She was so nice, so pleasant. She was very affectionate/.I really will miss her for the rest of my life.
Reply↴ • uid:eke1v4lbhzRustyas1: I enjoyed your story. I too have been seduced by horse pussy. I fucked the same pony for 4 years and just understood each other. It was a wonderful sexual experince
• uid:frcs5ab0jILoveAnimals: @Rustyas1- interesting to know another isn't it? I loved mine intensely. I hoped you loved yours as well. I miss mine terribly, I hope you miss yours. It's been decades now, I still miss her. She took my virginity, glad to give it! I never had a better lover than her. Her scent, how she reacted, how she clenched on my cock, it was all perfect. I adjusted to her just fine. She was a sort of guide. I loved to make her hit orgasm, I think. When she clenched around my cock, I considered that an orgasm. I got her to spurt a few times. When I finally lost it, with my dick buried into her, she would clench over and over again. She was small enough I could touch her belly, her tits, as I fucked her. I was very gentle there. I enjoyed it when I was blowing my loads into her as she clenched around my cock, and could softly stroke her hard tits, which I made hard. I've had many animals since. She was a painful loss. She was the only one I had sex with, but I don't think that is why its such a painful loss. I was very very connected with her. I have two others I deeply miss, but they are dogs, not ponies or horses. Never did anything sexual with them, but I miss them almost as deeply. I'm just built differently. God fucked up with me possibly. I've given many dozens of animals a happy enjoyable life - so be it. One got me to fuck her, multiple times. It was exquisite sex. The first time I drained my balls in her, I thought I might have been cumming blood :) That first ejaculation was nearly painful. She was clever in pleasing me, I hope I pleased her. I am thankful and grateful to her. I was always kind and gentle to her, but I wish I showed her more appreciation. That is my only regret, regret with every animal when I think about it. I need to show more affection. I have infinite amounts.
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