Chubby, alone and tired of it. I let boys do whatever

I'm now 34, still not the greatest looking woman on the planet by any means. I'm chubby, well I guess fat, I do have very large EE tits. It was a curse, I developed early and by 12 had full on D cups. Boys, even men would make sure they could brush up against me, feel me anything. I was very shy though and didn't use it to my advantage. I knew what boys wanted and my mom told me to wait till I was married. I did wait. . . till I was 17, legal in my state. Though I hadn't thought about that I met Dave who was 26 and handsome with a chiseled body. He showed interest in me, took me out and it was in his backseat with my skirt up to my waist, my panties off, my bra off, my then EE cups being sucked on, his finger getting me wetter and wetter that I knew i would let him fuck me. I would let him be my first. He asked over and over what i'd done with guys and I told him nothing, I'd not even been asked on a date. I was the plain, chubby girl, the one that stayed at home the night of the school dances. I thought he'd want me on my back but he rolled me over, he took a little time, which at the time I wasn't aware, he was rubbing lotion on his 7 inch long and very thick cock. I'd not seen another cock so I didn't know if it was big or not. Then he put it at my butt. I said nothing, wondering what was in store and not looking forward to it. This was not the type of losing my virginity I'd imagined. He made me suck him early in the evening at his place, my first taste of sperm in my mouth. Now I arched up as he pushed about 3 or 4 inches into my butthole. He got it all in and asked if I was OK. I just nodded. He started fucking me. My time getting fucked and it was in my ass. After he finished he pushed my head to his cock again "clean me up " he said and like a bitch I did it. About 20 minutes later he had me on my back and I was getting my hymen broken, and my pussy virginity was gone too. In one evening I'd lost it all to Dave.

As time went on, I became more and more in love and did anything he wanted. He was constantly stretching my pussy. I got to where i could take a 4 inch thick dildo in my pussy and his cock in my ass at the same time. Then the fisting. Within a year he lost his job, I had none and he started taking naked pictures of me, getting fucked, buttfucked, sucking cock, and getting fist fucked. We needed more and I agreed that I'd sell my body for sex. He told the agency, a low end one, that I'd do women, men, couples, I did fisting, anal and oral to completion. I think that and my big tits were the only reason they took me. My first call was to a 55 year old woman. She spanked me, finger fucked my ass and fist fucked my pussy while nursing on my tits. I had to eat her pussy out which was a first for me, and at the end, she pissed in my mouth and all over me. She wouldn't let me shower to leave. I had piss all over me walking down the street, I wreaked of the smell. I gave all the money to Dave. Even after he got a job he insisted I still sell myself. Soon he said that since my "holes" were being used by too many he needed something special to stay interested in me. I couldn't figure out what it was.

He started with pushing a finger at the opening of my peehole. Usually while he was licking me and it felt incredible. Then one q-tip, lubed inserted it was scary and hot. Fucking me with the q-tip in my peehole I came. Soon it was 3, then 4, then 5 eventually 10 q-tips fucking in and out of my peehole. I was cumming like crazy. He stuck a magic marker in my peehole and a big thick buttplug in my ass and fucked my pussy. "Yeah hon, that's it, that's the old pussy I used to fuck, feels good" he said. I kept my mouth shut as it was quite uncomfortable but I wanted him to enjoy my body, my pussy. Another month and he finally pushed that thick cock of his into my peehole and fucked me. 6 months of that and he called the agency in front of me, and told them that I could not take getting fucked in my peehole. He said it out loud, "She's a 4 hole whore". I got a lot of money from doing that, guys, women, couples didn't mind my looks or chubby body knowing that I could get fucked in my peehole. Women were guiding their husbands into my secret hole, amazed at how I could take it. I pretended to cum always and they tipped more.

I left that life, left Dave and stayed away from men sexually for 3 years. I did go with two women during that time, for several months each. Then I met Sam, my husband. I have given him 2 children, and he takes me in my mouth, my pussy and my butt and loves me doing it all for him. He is so good, I want to tell him to put it in my peehole but then how do I explain that I can do that. I want to reward him but don't know how to explain that I can do that. I'm an old, used up, 4 hole whore. He doesn't want that for a wife.