Learning to deal with the world

I guess it was my 8th grade that it got real bad for a guy like me, but I had to learn how to use mind over matter. Now I use what I learned to make a living.

In grade 8 I was the little kid in school. I just stalled at 4 foot 8 inches, so I wasn't really being beat up, I just seemed to be pushed around a lot. Guys a couple grades up from me locked me in my locker not once, but 7 times with once late on a Friday. If not for the janitor hearing me, I could've been there all weekend. It was after that I looked into how to use your mind to not control others, but maybe curve their way of thinking. I guess is the best way to put it.

I studied everything I could get my hands on, which wasn't much in the school library, so I started trying the city library finding a lot more, but most was from like 50 years ago. So I tried this old book store with this older guy running it. He seemed to know what I wanted right off. I mean I walked in, and as soon as I started looking around he walked up saying " I think this is what you are looking for, it's what got me to understand the mind." He walked away, as I looked at the price which read $75.00 but if returned in 3 weeks you get a $70.00 dollar refund. I read it 5 times not understanding how this could be, and why the book looked like it was from the 1800s. I thought for 5 bucks as long as I return it, what's the harm. At the counter the guy said " You made a very good choice on reading material."

I went home with this book under my arm, going to my room hearing my older sister with her music so loud it was hard to even think, but as soon as I opened that book all sounds went away. It was like the book turned off even sound around me. I read it 3 times before mom called for dinner. I heard nothing until my dad touched me with all the sounds of the city coming flooding back to me. I knocked the book to the floor with the shock of everything coming back to me, like that. Dad said " I have heard of day dreaming, but you took it farther then I have ever seen, Wash up, dinner's on the table."

I sat down at the table with my sister looking at me like I was a piece of shit. I remembered what I read in that book, and started using it by repeating in my mind, that my sister should tell us she's sorry for having her music turned up so loud. After like 3 minutes of running it thought my mind, my hand touch hers. She took in a breath then said " I guess, I had my music turned up way to much, and I'm sorry. I will keep it turned down from now on." I was shocked. I mean did I transfer my thoughts into her mind. No it had to be dad, he's always after her about the music she plays, and yes it's rap that she plays.

The next morning I thought maybe I would try something with mom. Dad was at work and my sister was still sleeping, so I thought ' your very hot, and undoing the tie our robe will feel much better.' I repeated it over and over standing next to mom. I then touched her hand with mom saying " Oh god it's hot." And undid the tie, right there in front of me. All she was wearing was her panties, no bra with her fairly large tits, there for me to see. OK, yes she's my mom, but I got hard anyway. Mom left to get dressed not saying anything to me about her tits hanging out for me to see.

I read that book up and down, and sideways maybe a 100 times, before I went back to the book store with the sale slip handing the book and slip to the same old man. He took the book looking at it checking for marks or missing pages. He said " I knew you would be in today, so I pulled this book off the shelf, waiting for you. With this book you will go to the next step in your learning, but please be very careful how you use your knowledge that both these books have in them. The price is the same for this book as well, so you can take it, and if you return it in 3 weeks or less I will refund the 70.00 dollars to you." I looked at the other book and something in my mind said ' take the book.' So I took it thanking him, as I left for home.

At home my sister had he rap crap turned up once again, so I thought over and over again that she hates loud rap music. Nothing happened, so I went to her door knocking with her opening the door, with her music almost breaking my ear drums, as I touched her hand she said " Oh I'm sorry about the music, I will turn it way down." I thanked her, saying that she look really good with the top she had on, before turning going to my room to read this new book.

It was about how to read peoples thoughts through their eyes. I guess it was two days later, I was talking to dad about something I have no memory what it was, but as I looked straight into his eyes I heard in my head
' I wish he would leave me alone, he such a weird kid. I wonder if he's been peeping on that sexy sister of his, or maybe on his mom.' Then he thought,' I hope he goes away soon.' So I said " I got some homework, I'll see you later dad. Once in my room, I was a little bit scared, that his thoughts came through so clear.

Mom called us to dinner, and mom had some stuff on the chair I sit on most nights, so I had to sit across from my sister. She give me a kick under the table, and as I looked at her she was thinking ' I wonder if mom fucked the mailman to get pregnant with him, he sure doesn't look like me, or dad. Well maybe a bit like great grandpa in that picture on the wall.' My thought was she's a bitch. Later that night we all were watching a dumb movie, and my sister was looking at me, as she was thinking ' Gary sure made me cum with his fingers last time we had some time alone. I wish he would get some condoms for next time, so I don't end up sucking him off again. His cum tasted like rotten eggs.' I broke eye contact with her, not wanting to know anymore about her sex life, the bitch. I wish I had a girl friend but who wants someone who looks like me. Short, with buck teeth and a over bite, and a bit of a belly that just won't go away.

I returned the book, with the old guy not looking straight at me. I thanked him for my refund, and as I walked away he said " Use what you have learned wisely. Think before using what you know." I turned to look at him, and he was gone. Not only weird but it scared me. I tried not to look at people in their eyes, but teachers were a problem at times, like Mrs. Johns. I had to stay after class for something I didn't do, but she wanted to talk before I left. She asked me " So why did you throw that apple in class? You know someone could've got hurt right?" I told her for the 100th time it wasn't me. As in her thoughts she was thinking hit me, as I looked at her eyes ' Rick threw at this dumb kid, but Rick is so sexy ,with those blue eyes that gets my motor running every time I see them.'

Now it was 4 years later and my last month of school. Mom wants to have a party for my 18th birthday, but I still have no friends to speak of, so what my sister maybe, and some of my aunts and uncles with their brats all of which are half my age. So I had to use my ability on mom to stop her wanting to have a party for me. Mom give me what she always gives me, clothes that don't help in not making me look like a dork. She had a cake, and she put candles on it using those big numbered ones like you would use on a kids cake. Later that night mom and dad had gone to bed, when my sister came in from a date. She came in and dropped on the other end of the couch, looking very pissed off. I asked her what the problem was, with her looking at me, but not my face as she said " I'm not cute enough for him! He wanted for us to have a 3some. Wait why I'm I telling you, you haven't even had a date let alone a girlfriend." She got up going up stairs.

I turned the TV off going up to my room, and after maybe a minute I could hear her crying, so I went to her door asking if I could come in. She asked " What the fuck for?" I said " Just to talk, that's all." She let me in and as we sat on her bed I put my arm around her saying " Listen sis, your way above his league, so forget about him there's lots of guys who would kill for a chance to date you." She turned looking into my eyes, as her thoughts flooded my mind. She was thinking ' fuck if my brother was only more my type, I could really go for him, he's so understanding and caring that.' She broke eye contact to put her head on my shoulder, as I as my arm was around her the prettiest girl I have ever seen, and she has to be my sister.

I started thinking real hard ' my brother is so understanding, I should love him with my whole body.' I thought that over and over for a good 5 minutes, before she turned to me asking " Have you ever kissed a girl?" I said no, and before I could think, my sister was kissing me, and not on my cheek, but my lips hard, and with tongue as well. I was in shock at what she was doing, not that I was fighting her. We fell back on her bed with her partway on top of me. Well if I was shocked at the kiss she was giving, that that was nothing to where her hand was trying to go. Her fingers were going under my belt, as she slid her hand in wrapping her fingers around my quickly hardening cock. She broke the kiss saying " My, my little brother is all grown up isn't he?"

She began kissing me again, as I thought is my own sister going to be my first? She pulled her hand away, as she undid my belt before my pants, as she was slowly began giving me my first hand job, that wasn't my own hand that is. She lifted her face away from mine, as I said " If you keep that up, I'm going to make a mess." She slid down taking me in her mouth, as I almost came just from that, but in maybe 20 seconds I warned her, but she didn't pull away as I shot over and over again in her mouth. I never wanted it to stop, but I could only cum so much. She lifted her head looking at me, as she give a big swallow drinking down my cum.

She stood as I thought well that's it I guess, but she pulled her top over her head standing there naked from her shorts up. Her breasts stood straight out with reddest nipples on both of them. She then wiggled her hips. as she pushed her shorts and if she was wearing panties as well down her legs, standing in front of me totally naked. My god, but she is so perfect right down to what I have read about, having a landing strip above her vagina. She then grabbed my pants and boxers pulling them off me, before pulling me up to pull my t-shirt off. I just couldn't stop drinking in my sister's body, as my cock started to get hard all over again.

She got on the bed on top of me, placing one of her nipples to my lips, as I sucked it in running my teeth across it as it grew in my mouth, I moved to her other nipple doing the same to it, with that nipple growing just like the first one. She pulled her breasts out of my reach, as she moved up with her vagina just above my face, as she said " It's your turn to make me cum, lick me brother, make me cum in your mouth." I licked and tongue fucked her hole, before she moved down until there was this small lump just at what I would call the top of her lips, but when I licked that lump she went nuts on my tongue, that's when I clued in that it was her clit. I licked it as I giving it tiny bites. My hands came up and cupped her firm ass, as she was pulling on her own nipples, as I was able to push my thumbs in her very wet vagina opening, as she came on my face. She sat back on my chest as, she said " Oh bro that was crazy, you made me cum so fucking hard."

She slid down my body kissing me, then licking her whatever off my face, as I felt her vagina touch my supper hard cock. She took hold of me, and in a second I became a man, and no longer a virgin boy any longer. God I loved her riding me like she was bouncing on the horses she loves to ride. She kissed me before saying " I love the feeling of you inside of me, we should've done this long ago." Her movements were getting faster and more urgent as was her need. She was saying " Oh fuck, oh FUCK." as she came on me slamming herself down on me hard a few times, then just stayed down on me hard. " Oh bro that was great, but I want you on top on me." We turned over with me staying inside of her. I give her long smooth pumps, as I once again grabbed her ass cheeks pulling her up to meet my pumps. " Oh god that's so good, just keep doing that, and I'm going to cum on your wonderful cock again. Yes that's it, faster bro. your making me cum. Yes harder, oh FFFUUUUCCCKKKKKKK." as she went nuts humping back up at me, with her vagina grabbing at me I came right along with her, grunting like a bear in the woods does.

She stayed right where she was holding me tightly, as she kissed my ear before saying " So, was it what you thought it would be?" I had just caught my breath, when I said " It was so much better then I could've ever imagined it could be. I loved that it was with the prettiest girl on the planet." She pushed me up, kissing me so hard that I was worried about bruised lips. She broke our kiss asking " Are you going to sleep here with me tonight?" I kissed her before saying " Only if we can do this again."

We didn't get much sleep that night, but missing homeroom was worth it. Oh and by the way now that I'm 18 and no longer a virgin, I've grown in the last couple years as well. I'm now 6 foot so I'm not that under size kid anymore, but I may've got more, then the crush on my sister now.