Bad habits

Need an outlet to share all the degenerate things ive been doing

Bad habits

Hi! Im Kelsey and i just turned 19 about two weeks ago. I have some issues and dont really have anyone to talk to about it. My parents are very very religious and i dont know what they would do if they found out about the issues im having, so i keep it secret from everyone in my life.

I was looking online to see if i could find a place where other girls might post stories similar to mine, and i found this site. I guess this will have to do as far as getting to tell someone... anyone.... about the things i do.

I would like to call it a bad habit, but i suspect its more than likely probably an addiction by now, with how extreme it is...

So basically.. My parents and my siblings and everyone i know, assumes that im 100% a virgin, waiting till marriage, like people do when they are highly religious like my parents.. But the truth is that im not like them.. At all.. Actually, im quite the opposite. I might as well just go ahead and say it.

For about the last 4 years or so, ive been having an extreme amount of sex with an extreme amount of different men. It started midway through highschool and after that first one.. I kinda just... Went crazy with it.... And the other part of it that makes it even worse, is that all the sex ive had was unprotected. In the 4 years ive been sexually active, i have never once had protected sex.

I think ive had sex with somewhere around 80 or 90 different guys so far and not one of them ever used a condom. I mean.. Some of them tried to... But i kinda talked them out of it by telling them that im on birth control. And the truth is that ive never been on birth control.

Ive been straight up lying to every single one, telling them im on birth control so they wont use a condom and I always ask them to cum inside me. Its not that i want to get pregnant or anything, its just that the super high risk sex turns me on so so much and feels so much better. Ive even made a habit out of specifically seeking out new guys to fuck when i know im ovulating.

Basically im addicted to having random strangers cum inside me without being on birth control. Its extremely excessive too... like for example. Yesterday i had unprotected sex with two different guys a couple of hours apart from eachother. One was a guy a see semi-regularly. But the other one a few hours later was just some random guy i met at starbucks. We started talking in line and he asked me if i wanted to drink our coffee together and about an hour later, i was in the back seat of his truck, lying to him to get him to cum inside me, even though i already had some other guy cum in me about 3 or 4 hours before that.

I know its wrong and risky but i dont really want to stop my behaviors. I truly enjoy being a slut. I truly enjoy having unprotected sex with lots of random strangers all the time. I enjoy knowing that im not on birth control while they are cuming inside me. And i plan on continuing to do this..

Actually i find that im regularly increasing the amount of guys i have sex with every week. I find that im lowering my standards on a regular basis and pretty much flirting with any guy who looks interested. The guy at starbucks was probably 60 years old and obviously had a wedding ring on, but i didnt care. Im pretty much willing to open my legs for anything that has a dick.

And i hear that alot of permiscuous women dont kiss all the guys they sleep with, but i do. I absolutely love kissing them. Lots of tongue. And i always always always cum so so hard when they finally finish inside of me.

Most of the guys give me their number afterwards, but i rarely call the randoms for another go... I enjoy having sex with strangers mostly. I have one or two regulars i keep around from time to time, but the vast majority of guys i have sex with are guys i have just met, have sex with once and never see again.

And i love finding more than one stranger in a single day. My record is 4 randoms in one 24 hour day. And they werent like, doing me at the same time or anything. 4 separate encounters and they all came inside me and i didnt even like, clean myself up between any of them. Its just so gratifying walking around with 4 different random strangers cum inside me. I just absolutely love being a cum slut for anyone at all who wants to cum inside me.

Something else i do alot is ill kinda randomly stick my hand down my panties and stick a finger inside myself and coat it with whoevers cum is in there, then ill stick my finger in my mouth and lick the cum off and swallow it. I do this in public alot. While im driving or in the isles of grocery stores. Its just become a habit of mine to get a taste of it to remind me that its inside me.

So i recently started picking up my nephew from his Wednesday afternoon church group and i have to sit in a long car line with all people picking up kids and for some reason ive started masturbating while in line waiting to pick him up in the church parking lot. At first i was just putting my hand down my shorts and rubbing my clit till I came, but after a few times, i changed it up. Now, when i pull into the car line, i immediately pull my shorts and panties all the way down and slip them off my feet and into the floorboard, then i spread my legs wide and finger myself hard while everyone walks around my car. Theres been once or twice when one of the church people has come up to my window to chat with me and ill sit there and discretely finger myself while im talking to them. Then ill put my bottoms back on when i finally get close to the pick up area.

Im also guilty of fucking guys that i probably shouldn't be fucking... my best friend's father... my best friend's brother... My sisters boyfriend... my sisters boyfriend's brother... my sister's boyfriend's father.

Yeah, do see now what i mean when i say its extreme... its pretty much any willing dick will go inside me and blow their load. And i absolutely love it. Im sure ill eventually get caught.. but oh well.