I had an orgasm while being raped

I was sent on a run and came home with cum running down my legs

He woke me up shoving his cock in my ass. He hadn't fucked my pussy in months. He was on his phone, telling me I needed to go downstairs. I was going to meet "the guy", it would only take a few minutes, and then of course we had the rest of the day to enjoy what he was bringing. He pounded in to me, with me still rubbing my eyes awake. I kept telling him to stop, give me a minute, but he didn't stop until he came, thank God quickly, pulled out and bounced off in to the bathroom.

It was usually him who went, got in the car, went around a few blocks, and returned. I wasn't happy about it, but, it made sense. To send a different person every so often, whatever. I pulled on a sundress and went down...

We drove to a park that was empty. I thought it was strange but it didn't really register. We had to kill time to not look suspicious I guess.

He asked if I wanted to smoke a little, and I of course said yes. He reached over, I thought he was opening the window or something, but he grabbed my legs and pulled. I went sideways, yanked on to the bench seat on to my back. My head hit the door and I was confused, I actually called out to him for help. I didn't really know what was happening at first.

I wasn't wearing panties, I was already wet... He slipped right in. I was saying stop, don't do this, begging... But I had to look away, I knew he could feel me contracting. I was trying so hard to hide it. He came quickly, thrusting deep. My pussy tried to milk him, like my own body was betraying me. I hated myself for how good it felt. How much I wanted to wrap myself around him and not let go for hours.

He pulled out and pushed me back onto my own side of the seat. I huddled against the door for the drive home. As I was getting out, he grabbed my arm and said he felt it, that I came and he knew it, I was a whore who cums while being raped, I was trash.

I just walked up the stairs, my boyfriend yelled at me for taking so long, took the stuff from me, and made me suck his cock while he smoked. While his dealers cum dribbled down my legs out of my pussy that he had just ripped open.