I was at my cousin's wedding and this guy was talking to me

I ended up going outside with him and let's just say he got what he wanted and I did as well

I was embarrassed about everything about me especially my appearance my looks in general I was depressed about it,

Being twenty two years old and never been kissed never mind anything else, I was always hiding away from everyone,

Let's tell you why I had flat chest my boobs were tiny, I always wore baggy clothes trying to hide the fact, my hair is bright ginger, I've got lots of acne all over my face and forehead,

It just looked horrendous on my face I hated it, I've tried everything to get rid of it but nothing seems to have worked, it was even on my neck and chest,

I hated my life, especially when you seen all your so called friends having fun with guys and as usual nobody wants anything to do with you,

I stopped going out with them I felt like they were just using me to get with guys so they looked nicer than they were with me,

Ok I've only touched myself up it was the only sex I was getting, and I actually enjoyed it especially when I was giving myself orgasm's,
My mum was always asking me why I was going through so many towels,

If I was being honest I was desperate for attention from a guy, oh well it actually happened when I was out at my cousin's wedding,

I had put loads of makeup on hiding all the acne on my face, you could hardly see it, which felt so good I actually felt good,

I was wearing this nice dress, as usual a padded bra trying to make my boobs bigger than they actually were,

I'm sitting at this table with different people I didn't really know, this guy was sitting next to me and he's been talking to me most of the night,

He's showing me so much attention I felt great I was enjoying it lapping it up, it felt so good having a guy talking to you treating you great,

I don't care I have already made my mind up that I was going to let him shag me I was desperate to feel what it was like having sex,

Hours went past and he's still there talking to me, we are both drunk now and it was a posh hotel that the wedding was getting held in,

He's actually asked me if I was wanting to go outside for some fresh air, I agreed instantly standing up and walking away with him outside,

We were walking around the grounds in this hotel, just walking talking, then when we were out of sight he's pulled me up close to him his arms around on my waist,

His face coming down to mine and his lips were against mine and we were kissing his tongue going around inside my mouth I'm putting my tongue against his,

It felt so good being with him like this, it was more than I expected this kiss , his lips feel good against mine, his hands on my waist I could actually feel something hard pressed against me down there on my inner thigh as he's holding me tight against him,

I wasn't sure what it was since his hands were on my waist, then after a while I guessed what it was it was his dick it felt so hard pressed against me,

I was enjoying the feeling of having him being with me and he's actually taken an erection with me kissing him,

We stopped kissing and we were just standing there looking at each other then he's stepped back from me and he's looking around then he's got his hand down and he's pulling his zip down putting his hand inside and he's pulling his dick out,

It's fully erected it looks big I've never seen a guy's dick before it was the first time I've been up close and personal with a guy's dick,

He's got my hand and he's actually putting it on his dick I'm standing there holding it tight in my grasp it felt so warm hard it felt like it was pulsating throbbing against my hand,

I'm just looking down at my hand with his dick in it and I'm moving my hand slowly on it watching his foreskin going backwards and forwards away from the tip as I'm moving my hand on it,

I was fascinated with it looking at the hole on the tip of it, my hand going up and down on it then I'm putting my finger across on the tip of it over the hole it felt so soft the skin it felt so nice,

As I'm looking at it he's actually asked me if I was wanting to get closer to it as he's pushing me down towards it his hands on my head pushing me down,

I'm looking at it getting closer and closer to my face the tip was pressed against my lips as he's pushing my head again as he's pushing I've opened my mouth and it was going inside it,

I've opened my mouth wide it felt like I had dislocated my jaw his dick was almost down my throat I'm gagging on it, then he's basically just pushing my head up and down on it

I don't know what happened but all off a sudden this warm stuff was shooting into my mouth it's disgusting it's all lumpy gooey tastes revolting,

But he's still pushing my head up and down on it as it's pouring into my mouth, eventually he's stopped he's just holding me there for a while,

Then he's pulled my head away I'm standing up with my mouth full of his come, it's absolutely vile revolting disgusting,

I wasn't sure what to do with it after he had came into my mouth not to offend him I've actually swallowed it,

The taste was horrible then texture of it was disgusting I wasn't sure if I was going to be giving any guy a blow job again, I really don't like the taste of it,

Then he's pulled my dress up and he's actually got his hand inside my knickers and he's fingering me oh god what a feeling I'm just standing there with my legs opened wide as he's sliding them backwards and forwards up deeper every time into my wet moist pussy

I was enjoying this just holding him around on his waist as he's fingering me I was literally soaking wet now that's when he was pushing me down onto the ground and he's pulling my knickers down and he's got himself on top of me,

His dick going up between my pussy lips it felt like he was stretching them wide open as he was pushing himself up deeper into me

I'm just lying there under him holding him enjoying it as he's starting to fuck me the sensation was unbelievable having it going up inside me it felt amazing it started off being sore but it wasn't now,

I'm enjoying lying there with him holding him having his dick up inside me the feeling of it going backwards and forwards,

And it's not a dildo, the actual feeling of having his body on top of mine pressed against mine felt so good, having his breath hitting against my face listening to him moaning groaning as he was fucking me it just felt so good being with him like this,

I didn't want it to end I'm lying there moaning and groaning myself now holding him tight against me as the feeling of his dick sliding backwards and forwards I didn't want it to end

This feeling off feeling wanted with someone like this just felt so good and he's making me feel so good, this feeling was sensational I was enjoying it so much,

Then he's stopped and he's just holding me then he's got himself off me and he's helping me back up I've pulled my knickers back on
I gathered the warm feeling of this stuff running out of me down there was his come,

We went back inside the hotel and once we were I went back to sit down at the table he's away sitting down at this other table talking to this other girl I couldn't help but feel used with him, he didn't even talk to me again or even look at me,

But I suppose that's what happens when you have a one night stand ,