The Confession

Annika reveals a secret she has been keeping for over ten years

Annika sat across from her three best friends. She had known two of them since high school, Becca and Madison, and the third was a work colleague. Ashia was in fact way more than a colleague. She was her best friend. They had become very close when Ashia had been diagnosed with breast cancer and Annika attended hospital appointments with her. She had been with Ashia when she rang the bell to signify her cancer had gone into remission. They had created a bond which they hoped would never be broken. Annika hoped more than ever that that bond would remain intact after tonight. She had invited her friends over to tell them a secret. Something that had been burning inside her ages. They all accepted her invitation gladly. A girl’s night and some juicy gossip were right up Becca and Madison’s street. Aisha was there for support. They had been sitting around four an hour, had a few nibbles that Annika put out and sipped on some good red wine. The chat had been innocuous enough and just having a friendly catch up with life. Everyone was very relaxed. Everyone bun Annika who had been on edge all day and her anxiety was rising.

“I need something stronger.” Remarking as she stood up and crossed to a glass cabinet. She swung open one of the doors and removed a half-empty bottle of malt whisky and some whisky tumblers. “Who’s joining me?” Becca and Madison nodded.
“I’ll stick with the wine” Ashia replied, pouring the remnants of the bottle into her glass. Annika generously approximated three double measures of Glenfiddich and passed the tumblers to the other women.
“So?” Madison prompted. “What’s this big confession. Did you murder Todd?” The other girls laughed while Annika could barely manage a grin. Todd was her ex-husband and there were certainly times when she felt like murdering him. But instead, they both agreed on a divorce. The final papers came through a week ago and it was that which really prompted Annika to come clean. Not that she couldn’t have done so earlier. Or held onto the secret forever. But she needed to let it out. A catharsis.

She took a gulp of the whisky. This was not a time for sipping.
“You all know John?” The women smiled and nodded. He was Annika’s brother and popular within their circle. He was a former baseball player and had a promising career until an ACL injury ended that dream. He took a degree in sports psychology and now was working in the schools’ program as a coach. He was very athletic and was attractive both physically and personality wise. Maybe his only physical flaw was a rapidly receding hairline. It was the thing he disliked about himself the most and so he had began shaving his head completely when he was in hi smid twenties. He was now thirty-one and most people knew him with the fully shaved head. Some would say it made him more attractive. “Well,” Annika started after a long pause, “since I was a sophomore in college, we have been sleeping together.” There was an audible gasp from the women and Aisha even had to spit her mouthful of wine back into her glass.
“What the hell!” Exclaimed one or all of them women. Annika was unsure who said what, but a barrage of questions followed.

The three women, each and every one, were shocked. Not surprisingly. But none of them were judgemental.
“I would have too.” Madison affirmed with a glint in here eye. “But how did it come about? I can’t imagine.”
“It happened at New Year’s. I was home from college for the holiday. John was 18 and still living there at the time. As you all know, I had a boyfriend, Tim, for the whole of my freshman year but when I got back after that summer, he dumped me and dropped out of college. I was devastated. I mean I was upset but what I really struggled with was I missed the sex. I was so horny in my late teens and early twenties. I couldn’t wait to get back to college after that summer, mainly so I could get fucked on a regular basis. And there I was at Christmas, celibate for six months. I can’t tell you how frustrated and sad that left me. So, that was me. Horny and frustrated and there John was. Handsome and single. I wouldn’t say it was inevitable, but it didn’t take much for things to happen.” Annika drained her glass of whisky and poured herself another generous shot.
“But? Details?” Becca urged with a salacious tone.

“Details. Hmm.” Annika could see the women had their eyes firmly fixed on her. “So New Years Day. I’d been out partying the night before.
“Yeah with us!” Screamed Becca and Madison in unison.
“That’s right. Well, I got in around 6am. Crashed for an hour or two and woke up needing to pee. John and I shared a bathroom. I staggered from my room, still half drunk, and crashed into the bathroom. John was just stepping out of the shower at the time and he was naked. That’s when I first saw his penis. I mean I must have seen it when I was younger but don’t remember. I certainly remember what it looked like then. I only saw him for a few seconds, he stood startled at first, but I couldn’t take my eyes off it.”
“Was it nice?” Aisha joined the conversation.
“It was perfect. To me anyway. Tim’s was about average length with an odd kink. John’s was at least two inches longer and a perfect shape. He’s not circumcised either and I found that very sexy. I still do. I think that because it was only the third cock I had ever seen and the first one for six months, it was bound to look good. But I have seen it plenty of times since and it still fills me with wonder every time.”

Annika glanced at her friends. Before the night had begun, she had expected them to be disgusted by her confession. In actual fact, they were licking their lips at it. If not physically, then metaphorically. Becca was eager to hear more.
“Did you do it right there?”
“No. We were both embarrassed. I apologised and backed out sharpish. I went back to my room, forgetting that I still needed to pee, and lay down on my bed again. I dozed off thinking about his cock. His wonderful uncut cock.
“So when?” Becca said pouring her and Madison more whisky. “Get to the juicy part.” The other two girls gave her an awkward look, but she just shrugged and stared across at me.
“I’m getting to it. This isn’t easy for me you know. Well, I was fast asleep when I was woken by a soft tapping on the door. I looked up and John was peering in, fully dressed now. He asked if he could come in and I agreed. I was still blurry eyed and maybe a lot hungover. I crashed back on the bed, and he came lay next to me. We chatted for ages, and it was so good to be back home with him. He gave me a big hug. And then it happened. It was a combination of things. Feeling so comfortable with him was a big part. The warmth of his hug. The smell of him freshly showered. The way he lay against me with his delicious cock against my leg. Not deliberate and it wasn’t erect. He was really trying to comfort me. It was the happiest I had been for a long while.”

Annika reached forward and picked up a packet of cigarettes from the table in front of her. She drew one out and offered the pack around the table. Becca took one and the other two waved the pack away. She took her lighter and lit Becca’s cigarette before doing the same to hers. She inhaled deeply and let out a cloud of nicotine filled smoke. She leant back and took another sip from her tumbler.
“I kissed him. I don’t know why. It was just an instinct. I can’t explain it. I never had the feeling before. It could have just been the circumstances but the urge to kiss him was overwhelming. He just lay there and looked at me weirdly. I thought to myself ‘fuck! What have I just done?’ In that moment I thought I had lost him. Thought that John was going to tell mom and dad. I’d be kicked out. Shunned.”
“What kind of kiss was it?” Asked Aisha.
“What?”
“I mean there are different types of kisses. Hadn’t you kissed him before?”
“Of course I had. But not like this. It was full on the lips and for some time.”
“Didn’t he try to stop you? Push you away?” Madison followed up.
“That’s the thing. The big thing. He didn’t. He lay there and just stared back into my eyes. So invitingly that I went in for another one. This time he did respond. By pushing his tongue into my mouth. I don’t think I could have been more surprised. He reached his arms around me, held me tightly and rolled me onto my back. There he kissed me passionately for ages. His hands wandered too, onto my thighs and legs. I was gasping for air as he kissed my neck. ‘I’ve wanted to kiss you for so long’ he told me. Well, that came as a surprise to me. But a very pleasant one.”

Annika crushed out her cigarette into a silver tray on the table.
“He was a good kisser too. His kisses made the hair stand up on my neck and my tummy tingle. My god, he made me feel like a dizzy schoolgirl again. I wondered what else he had been thinking about other than kissing. Feeling intoxicated by his kisses and the remnants of the previous night’s tequila I asked him. I asked him if he had wanted to fuck me. ‘Of course I do. You’re so fucking hot. But you’re my sister. We can’t’. My hopes were both raised and dashed in the same instance. But I was so fucking horny and wanted to touch that cock so badly that I took matters into my own hands. I reached my hand down between his legs and felt his packet. He was about to pull away when I whispered to him ’If we can’t fuck, let me at least do something for you’ and I moved down the bed, so my head was level with his crotch. I undid his button and zipper and pulled at his jeans. He lifted his bum, and I removed the jeans completely. I was left staring at the bulge in his boxers. I licked my lips in anticipation and with my index finger traced the length of his bulge through the cotton material. It twitched slightly so I repeated it. The twitching changed to stiffening and I had to see more of my little brother’s cock. So, I guided my fingers stealthily into the slit in the boxers and pulled out his semi stiff penis.”

Annika paused. She looked across at the three friends. She had brought them here tonight for a confession. An admittance of sin. Expecting disapproval, maybe even disgust. But instead, Becca, Madison and Aisha sat transfixed by Annika’s lurid description of events. Open mouthed at the detail and on the edge of their seats with anticipation.
“Oh my god.” Becca exclaimed. “I really need the bathroom. Can you wait until I get back. I don’t want to miss you sucking his cock.”
“Me too said Aisha. Let’s call a bathroom break.” It was agreed. The two girls did their thing whilst Madison topped up glasses. Quickly everyone got back to their seats and Annika continued.
“Where was I? Oh yeah, I had just guided John’s cock out his boxers. I got a real good look at it now. Must have been 8 inches and still wasn’t fully erect. The foreskin was still partially covering the head. I couldn’t resist licking it. I found out quickly that his foreskin was very sensitive and he loved having it played with. So that’s what I did. I flicked my tongue around the foreskin and took it into my mouth. I nibbled on it and it nearly drove him wild. The whole thing become rock hard in less than a minute. I pulled back the skin and saw the head in all its glory. It was glistening. I gave it a gentle suck and it tasted delicious. My tongue swirled around, giving him more pleasure.”

“I will be honest, I had him there writhing about for about fifteen minutes. Doing this made me so hot. Not that it took much but I could feel the wetness between my legs. I wanted to taste his cum. I began stroking the shaft and as I did so, the skin came all the way below the head so I could suck on it properly. I knew what I was doing and made nice steady movements with both my hand and mouth. He took a while before he got near climax. I could hardly wait. As He got closer I realised I was rubbing my pussy up against his leg and I was as close to coming as he was. But he beat me too it. The head turned purple and, as I squeezed his balls, he called out. I’ve never seen so much cum. It shot straight up in the air and I tried to get as much in my mouth as possible. What I couldn’t catch ended up on my face. I looked up at and licked my lips. I never knew cum could taste so good. He just lay there looking so content. A spent Adonis.”.
“Wow. Then what happened?” Becca prompted.
“I went and cleaned up. Back to my room. We didn’t speak much. I just left him there with a content look on his face and cum on mine. And that’s when the guilt and remorse set it. It was my damn brother. I must be sick in the head. A million and one thoughts went through my brain and I collapsed onto my bed crying. I sobbed myself to sleep. When I woke up everything seemed….so distant. Like it was a dream, but I knew it was real. And at some stage I would have to go out there and face John. And my parents.”

Aisha had been fairly quiet up until this point. She was the most reserved of her friends. but she felt she needed to say something. She cleared her throat.
“Annika, I have known you for a few years now. You have always seemed to me to be clear minded and sensible. What you have told us tonight is incredible. But I doubt you are the first to have had feelings for a sibling or indeed acted upon them. You won’t be the last. I personally see nothing wrong with what happened.”
“But you haven’t heard everything.”
“I don’t need to. It’s past midnight and I need to be getting home. Maybe, over time, we can discuss it further. But that’s up to you. Just know, that I will always be here to listen. And I’ll always be your friend.” And with that, she stood up and gave Annika a huge hug. She collected her belongings together, called an Uber, said goodbye to the others and left them for the evening.
“I’m with Aisha. I don’t care what you did. It’s not a crime in my eyes to love someone and lust after them too. It’s almost natural. I will always be your friend. And actually, I’m a bit jealous.” Lauren said her piece.
“Yeah. What Maddie said. But unlike Aisha, I do want to hear more. Everything. So dish. I’m here all night.” Becca being as up front as ever.

The girls shared a laugh together. They were more relaxed now that Aisha had left. Three schoolfriends chatting about boys.
“When did you start fucking him then Annie?”
“It was a few days later. Things seemed to have settled down and nobody had said anything, so I assumed he was keeping it to himself. But it wasn’t over for me. I was like a bitch on heat. My eyes followed him wherever he went and mostly they were trained on his groin. I was desperate for another go with his cock. So one morning followed him into the bathroom. He was carrying a towel so ready to take a shower. He tried to object but I didn’t give him much of a chance. I locked the door behind us and pushed him back against the sink vanity. We kissed and he held me tightly, his arms on my back. There was no protesting. I dropped to me knees, yanked down his pyjamas and took his flaccid cock in my mouth. I played with, nibbled and licked his foreskin and within a short time he was all mine. I got as much as I could in my mouth and gave him the best blowjob I could manage. He was moaning constantly so I knew he was enjoying it. When he was on the edge and ready to explode, I paused. Told him he had to fuck me. I was coming to his room that night and I wanted us to consummate our relationship. I waited for his to agree before finishing him off. This time I swallowed the lot.”

“That night I went to his room. I showered first and was only wearing a towel when I entered. He was in bed waiting for me. I dropped my towel and climbed in with him. We kissed a lot. I played with his cock until it got hard. He reached between my legs but I was already soaking wet in anticipation so didn’t need foreplay. I just wanted him inside me. He climbed on top and slid that thing inside me.” Madison licked her lips.
“And did it feel as good as you expected?” She asked.
“It sure did. Maybe even better. It was a bit of a push to get it all in and I was still quite tight at that point. But he filled be up beautifully. I wanted to hold him there forever. Like in a tantric way. But neither of us could control the urge to fuck. I had no idea how experienced he was. We hadn’t spoken about it, but I knew he wasn’t a virgin. His rhythm was unbelievable. So slow and steady. It drove me wild, and I had an orgasm very quickly. He just kept going for another fifteen minutes. It was the best sex I had forever. Then when he got close, he went hard and fast. He told me he was going to cum and I think he was going to pull out but I said I wanted in inside me. He did come inside me. So much. I lost count of how many orgasms I had. Mostly due to him but also that it had been so long since I had been fucked.”

The three women sat in silence for a while. Becca crossed her legs.
“I think I just orgasmed during that story. I so fucking wet down there.” Maddison nodded.
“Yep. And you’ve been doing it ever since? For what ten or twelve years?”
“On and off yes. A lot at first but when we both moved out and got partners it slowed a lot. But there was always an opportunity, and we always took it.”
“I’m sure you have lots more stories to tell.”
“Yeah. So many.” She replied to Madison.
“I have one question.” Becca interjected. “He’s single now, right?”
“Yes. Currently.”
“You need to hook me up with him. I want to see this cock.”
“Are you serious?”
“Deadly.” Annika picked up her phone and opened her messages. John’s name was at the top. She typed to him quickly and put the phone down. Barely had it left her hand than it vibrated with a reply.
“He says yes. But only if I’m there too.”
“That’s a deal!”