Petite, tiny 21f, looks like tween. Making $ as an escort

I had two boyfriends who dumped me, I was 19 once and 20 the second time. They loved me having sex, they both said I was incredible, tight, and really into it. I am into it, I love sex. However; they dumped me because they couldn't take their friends, guys and girls teasing them about my looks. I am very thin, only 4ft. 11 tall, I have tiny boobs, less than an A cup I never need a bra. In summer I wear a small bikini at pools or beach. I don't have much leg hair, though I do remove what I have. Underarms again, very little hair there too, but I shave it off. My pussy only has a small patch, that goes from on my lips up about 2 inches above on my lower belly. The hair is very thin and sparse, I just never developed much anywhere except on my head. Without makeup, in bikini I admit I do look like a tween. I could easily pass for 11 or 12 years old. I have tried going out and just getting guys for sex, and I do get some but mostly they are interested in making sex hurt, like I'm a little girl virgin or something. So I went to an escort agency. Well, actually to four of them. I live in NYC and found one that took my passport, birth certificate, drivers license and student ID from the university as proof that I was indeed 21 years old. I had to let from the four agencies 6 different guys fuck me or I had to suck them or both.

The one that hired me, told me they advertise that all models (we're non-sexual escorts, or models) are over 18 years of age. YEAH, sure! They said that if they took pictures properly I could get a lot of work. They asked me if I'd do it with other women, I agreed. I was drunk on my ass once and licked another girl at a strip club. I actually liked the taste of another woman. I would do men, women, couples, even gangbangs and groups. I have done anal, oral, vag, and dp. They sent me to a special woman. She removed some of the hair on my pussy and dyed some blonde. I honestly looked like I did when I probably only had hair for a few months down there. She taught me how to do my make up not to look older, or sexier, but rather to look younger. They took my pictures in a pink room, on a single girls bed, with stuffed animals and me holding a doll. Then for those more interested they took some of my little boobs showing with an opened very thin white shirt in a small white (wet) bikini bottom. I showed my little ass and turned around pulling down the front enough to see the wisps of hair, and just the top of my slit. The woman warned me that it would be mostly men, mostly older men and older women who wanted me and to just go along with whatever they wanted.

I can't tell you how many times I explained that I'd only had my cousin that forced me down and pulled over my panties to fuck me, and that only one time. I'd "never" had one in my behind !!!! They all believed it. I'd wince in pain with every pump in my butt. I winced when they first put it in my little, almost virgin pussy, then begged them to take it slow for me. I gagged when I would go down too far in my little throat on a big hairy cock. I sometimes even cried, shaking when seeing a cock, knowing where they wanted to put "that big thing". I would be warned sometimes with older men, and an older couple, to beg the man not to shoot it in me, I was too new and my mom wouldn't get me on birth control or anything. The couple always added an extra $150 after so I could have my older sister buy me a plan B. Several men have it set up this way. I go with a woman in her late 20s or early 30s, who is a single mom, knocked up when they were only teens. They call and say they can come if I can just watch tv or a movie or something. I've watched the men fuck her, and she directs their attention to her, but they keep looking at me. "do you want her too?" she asks. Then she demands, I'm crying and don't want to, that I strip and show the man my body. She gets fucked, I get fucked, sometimes I have to lick her or she licks me to "get me in the mood" to let a man fuck me.

I am in that life now for 8 months and I've already cleared $80,000. I did that only working Fridays, Saturdays, Wednesdays. I'm going to start working more days soon. I did get a boyfriend, but he too will leave, he sees me made up as an adult, a sexy woman, but with a girls body and voice. I don't enjoy sex where I get paid. It's more like an acting lesson.