Taking advantage of my pregnancy

As soon as I found out I was pregnant, I start fucking anyone and as much as I can.

I was force into an arrange marriage when I was 11 and he was 30. He been married and divorced twice already.

He pay a good amount of money to my parents and uncles
I remember the first night just like it was yesterday.
Arriving to hes house,he's parents greet me with a warm smile, hug me and lead me to the living room.
I was scare, lost. Tears in my eyes, I keep myself quiet.

I didn't eat much at dinner even tho they cooked my favorite meal. After dinner and sat on the sofa, scare and lost,didn't know what to do, what to say or where imma sleep.
Tong ( my husband) walk to me and say" come on, let's go to bed ,is late"
I didn't move. He grap my hands and pull me up, drag me to the bedroom,Tell me to fo shower.
I sat on the bed curling up knees up to my chest, wonder what he's gonna do to me that night. Back in my head I wanted to experience sex tho. I want to feel a man's touch, feel their dick inside me but I'm was only 11 so I was scare.

He sat next to me and broke the silence by saying " are you scare?"

" yes!!!"

" well don't be, I know we have a huge age gap and you still very young. I will do what you allow me to do only, if at anytime you feel uncomfortable or pain, just tell me ok"

I just look at him with a sign of relief. He put one arm around me and pull me down. Laying there with my pj on, I turn to the side.
He turn down the light and spoon me. I close my eyes and try to sleep but I feel a hand touching me trying to get under my pj, I didn't move, try to hold my breath in. He slowly turn me on my back, got on top of me and start kissing me, when I feelt he's lips, I frozen of fear but I didn't move.
He took off my pj. Explore my small body. He make he's way to my hairless pussy, open my legs, with he's finger spread my pussy lips, rub my cilto.

" you like thi" He ask

" yes, it feels good" i replied

He squeeze one finger in my thigh pussy hole. Fingering me for a bit, pull it out and ask me to stroke he's dick but I refuse because I was scare.
He got between my legs and start to rub the head on my pussy, I close my legs but couldn't so I let him play with my pussy, he try to squeeze the head in, as he push it little by little, I feel a pinch of pain.

" oucch!!!" I scream in pain. He pull back
Caress me more, finger me more then he try again.
As he push he dick back in, this time it hurt too but I try not to scream or move.

" take a big deep breath, imma push my dick in deeper"

I do as he say and holding in my breath. He push it in slowly. Haft way in, he stop and start to trusted inside me in and out. With each pump he push a little deeper . I feel my pussy spread wider as he enter deeper and deeper.
It was painful and pleasurable at the same time.
That night he fucked me 5 times.

As I grew older, I'm wonder how it feel to fuck orther guys beside my husband.
My husband's birthday come around and we invite a few of he's friends, we had fun drinkings, dancing.
My husband got very drunk, I ask for one of he's friends to help me put my husband to bed. Arriving in the bedroom, we lay him down,as Sam walk out, I hold he's hands and ask him if he would fuck me because I have never had any orther dick beside my husband.

" really!!! You haven't had any orther dicks?"

"No. I married my husband when I was 11 so I didn't have time to meet any guys"

"Oh.. 11 that so young, but i would love to get you that experienced, I will show you that we fuck differentlyand we have different size of dicks"

He kiss me and as we kiss we take off our clothes, lay next to my drunk husband. I open my legs. He got between it and start to lick my pussy, fingering me.
I reach for he's dick stroke it.

" please, put it in my pussy, I want to feel it inside "

I open my legs wider and puh up my butt a little bit then he inserted he's dick slowly. I moan softly, the deeper it goes in the louder I maon.
Ohhh.. shit my husband move, he stop trusting.
laying on top of me, we stay still.

" let go on the floor so we won't shake the bed"

We both got on the floor next to the bed and he start to trusted inside me hard and fast until he come.i enjoy feeling he's cum claiming inside my pussy and oozing out.
After that experienced I know that men are different.
Since I was still young it was easy for me to find men to fuck but I was very scare of getting pregnant because I don't only fucked my kind of people.

When I got pregnant of my second baby, plus my husband was leaving for 2 weeks for business trip too, it was the opportunity for me to fuck.
During thoes 2 weeks I fucked over 15 men and let them dump all their cum inside me.

The lastnight before my husband came home, I had 3 men fuck me (4some).

Now, I'm in the late 30s, give birth to 6 kids. I enjoy each pregnancy because I didn't have to worry about who dump their cum inside me. Not even sure if the last 4 child belong to my husband tho.

I fucked even more now because I fix myself and my husband pass away.