Sissy White Boy

Pussy is for black kings. I am pussy-free

As a pussy-free white boy I have given up on ever having sex with women. I have lost all interest in pussy and the only time that I view it is watching internet while having white boi sex. I love seeing big hard black cocks thrusting inside white girls' pussies and mouths, and I spend hours in my bedroom masturbating as I view black on white porn. I know that being white means that I am not allowed to even think about pussy, so I sometimes find videos of huge black cocks spurting cum and I jack off to those vids. If I make white boy cummies, then I must punish my white boy balls to make amends. Cumming to bbc porn means that I must suffer in humiliation. Most often I smack my white ballsack with a ruler until my balls turn purple. Sometimes I tie them off with rubber bands and then smack them with a stick. Another punishment for my pitiful white balls is to drip hot melting wax on them. One time I squeezed them in a vise so hard that I could barely walk and had to miss two days of work. As a white boy, I know my place. It is in front of the computer screen while I rub my disgustingly small white boy clitoris. I can go on for hours viewing manly black dicks pleasuring white women of all ages, and I try my best not to make cummies, because if I do then I know that the balls that produced that sperm must suffer punishment for doing so. Maybe one day I will be brave enough to offer my boi-pussy to some handsome black stud and have him fuck me like a girl. Until them, I am content to pleasure myself in the privacy of my bedroom as I fantasize what it would be like to be a real girl and sexually please big black cocks. I would love to wear frilly bras and panties and wigs and stockings and perhaps even get hormone injections and grow breasts. I sometimes crossdress while I am masturbating and I pretend that I am a girl and rub and twist my nipples and slap my girly ass and then rub my throbbing little clit. I desperately need someone who can train me about the ins and outs of being transexual so that I can muster the courage to try dressing up and going out in public.