I waited too long 42 F virgin
As a teen and into my 20s I had a very nice body everyone told me. Everyone called me pretty, boyfriends told me I was beautiful. I was 20 and in college before I let a guy feel my tits. I let him do it under my shirt and without my bra. Eventually I even opened my blouse and would let him feel them while we kissed. Then out of nowhere he just stopped dating me. I tried to get him back again but to no avail. The next guy was at my first job. I wouldn't date anyone I worked with so it was someone I met through a friend. We dated for a few months and I did let him see and feel and suck my boobs, he was the first one whose penis I saw and touched. I rubbed a couple through their pants, but his I saw and started using my hand on him so he could have some relief. He liked to cum on my boobs, which are pretty large, I was a 34DD at the time. He wanted me to lick it off my boobs and I just couldn't do it. His threats to leave me made me do it. To tell the truth it was arousing, I masturbated at home after, but the taste left something to be desired.
He kept wanting to feel me between the legs, and I wouldn't let him, then finally let him under my skirt but wouldn't take my panties off. He did put his hand through the leg hole of my panties to rub me down there. He felt all my hair down that and started chuckling. "I didn't think anyone keeps a hairy cunt anymore" he said "I've got to see it" he added. I told him no, but he pushed me over in the car seat and lifted my skirt anyway. I was trying to push it down as he grabbed the top of my panties. He pulled them down in front so he could see. "Holy shit that's a lot of hair, haven't you ever trimmed it or shaved it?". I slapped him and got out of the car headed in to my house. He tried to follow me, turning me around on the walkway to my door. "If you don't stop I'm going to yell RAPE" I told him. He immediately turned around calling me a fridged, fucking cunt on his way to his car.
So, through my late 20s I was alone only with girlfriends, nothing lesbian or anything. I gradually put on weight, and don't feel I'm too appealing anymore. I realize that I missed out on so much. I'm a 37 year old, very chubby virgin. I did some online attempts through apps, 3 of the men I was interested in stopped everything, wouldn't even chat with me because I told them I was a virgin. I had 6 others who all of a sudden started only talking about fucking, and having sex. Telling me they could take me to new heights and every other euphemism possible.
I am used to not having a love relationship, I can do without that, but I want to know what sex is like. To tell the truth I'm scared shitless of that first thrust into me. I just don't know how much it will hurt. My hymen is intact and I am afraid of the pain. Also men all seem to want blowjobs, and I remember I didn't like licking that guys sperm off my boobs.
I'm thinking about going on a vacation on my own, telling no one, and maybe hiring a nice, older escort or something to do the deed and stay with me for a few days having sex.
I really feel left out. When girlfriends talk about sex, I just go along and pretend with them. It's weird I don't think I want a relationship, but don't want to be a slut either. But either way I have to get through this first. I'm scared and hate that I have to resort to maybe paying an escort to romance me into sex.
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🤬 Hank: You knew what you where doing putting this story out on here if you didnt that's crazy but you are got to get so many offers to fuck that you could make up for all the years you must out on it . Every body here is going to want to help a girl out now that can't find s friendly man around that you feel comfortable with that you can take you to the other side that you know .But all these strangers are all willing to save you some on a professional and think they can get you through this and get you on your way with a one time lesson that will give that fuckablety to a different place in your life is what they want you to think anyway . in reality they all just want to fuck 37 yr old unexpired lady I the real goal they say to help out really they are all pervs that would fuck a dead body as long as it is warm . Your going to get more offers then you can count . What you should do is make a Fortune out of the situation and action it off to the highest bidder you are setting on a gold mine . This one girl told and sold her first time to a bunch of pervs with a lot of cash . I don't really think there is anyone here that can afford you if it goes up on auction there will be one or two that will win the bid no matter the cost. The girl that did it twenty year ago made a million off of it I'm thiy you will make over double that . Because it something you can only once . After that your just a hooker. Take this serious . Most times I'm joky here but you can make something more special of this then just a weekend experience your going to get a date with the lucky guy that absi gives a Fortune for the one opportunity of a lifetime.
Reply↴ • uid:1db7hjwjmgtiTaquitoRancho: Hey Original Poster, just my opinion - At this point, just stay the course and remain an intact virgin. People are fine being Asexual, Aromantic, and they live normal lives. You sound a lot like my mom, she hates sex and only believes it's for procreation. She didn't want more kids and so she quit having sex with her husband without telling him. You'll be disappointed no matter what. There's no reason to make some guy's night worse by having to teach you how to have sex at your age. Romance is not a requirement to have sex and you're not gonna find an escort to go away with you for multiple nights with that being one of your requirements unless you pay an arm and a leg. Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman is not how escorts work.
Reply↴ • uid:4bn02xs8d9aTaquitoRancho: Yow, damn girl, I am up to be your Huckleberry. I'll sell you my Mangina and take your cherry, my rate's only $20 a pop. Oooh, baby, you say you wanna be romanced into sex? Honey, that's easily another $3.50. But as long as you got the money, honey, I got the dick.
Reply↴ • uid:4bn02xs8d9aOP: The poster here. To NymphDadd. I don't know how to use those numbers and letters??? what are they? to Hank: I don't think I was a bitch, I was genuinely very very shy
Reply↴ • uid:y5hk1aaghwj🤬Hank: I apologize to you for saying that about you I really thought it was just another made up storiy . I usually not such aprick either . I hope things work out for you . The reason I couldn't believe it is you are a still intact virgin at your age . Though surly that just masterbating or a toy you play with would have broken through at this point . You didn't touch it yourself and never let anyone else . . Any good luck with your journey and finding an escort to fill that order . You are sure going to hate all that you miss from being so shy . I'd like to hear how that turns out for you . And your thoughts of if it was worth waiting so long or wish you would have started having sex years ago . Again I apologize for my bad behavior .
• uid:1dm7qey1fq1m🤬 Hank: I don't know what you heard about sex to think the first time is going to be a horrible experience you want to have but don't want it to hurt you it's not going to be that bad I've taken the virginity of a couple of girls as a team and the pain last ni time before it starts being all pleasure I've had girls say they were more sore from having sex for hours of hard banging then doing it for the first time you need to relax with a guy you trust and let it happen . But you must be a real bitch to guys that probably thought ywas sexy and acted like a cunt to them . You get treated like you treat them and this guy laughed at your hairy bush on your pussy and you wanted him in trouble for rape . You spend your internet live being a bitch and turniyguys down and now your older and fat unattractive and want to fuck. Most women are sexy if they are friendly and dress nice and smell good and talk to a guy with a little confidence. Most guys like that far better a mad at to world younger version of yourself. Wanting holler rape because a man laughed lady that's a series offence that would haunt that guy the rest of his life because you are afraid of cock . I'm sure you've been like this all your life and if you don't get a different attitude you are going to be old unattractive woman that no one wants with a big hairy pussy that people think looks funny. But if nobody else sees it except you then you have nothing to laughabout
Reply↴ • uid:1ekq4ax54hklLarry combs: Hope you find a slow man that will caresses you. An slow make love to you . Wish you luck
Reply↴ • uid:1egyy0lwb7keNymphDadd: If you need to talk about it
Reply↴ • uid:645fdgyzrjMtMan: if you are interested I would be willing to help out. Not an escort but patient and experienced. In montana if you want to travel. let me know in a reply if you are interested.
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