I wish she would've abort it

My wife and me did some swinging but of vacation we went to far.

We had not gone anywhere in 5 years so 2 weeks on being on the beach in the middle of winter was what I thought we would be doing. Jamaica filled to bill plus the beaches were clothing optional, so I could show off my wife who if you ask me is so fucking hot.
We got there and within an hour we were on the beach with my wife wearing her bikini bottoms as she was just finishing her monthly. I guess I should give a bit of back ground. See I work for my father in-law as a body man and my wife works parttime at a nursing home. Anyway we did some wife swapping with some friends but the guys always wanted to not wear a condom and wanted to creampie her. See we thought we would have kids later in life but she can't take birth control pills and hates having to put in her diaphragm so it was condoms for me most the time.
We noticed a bunch of young black men on the beach and they seemed to be helping single women mostly but they didn't work for the resort but seemed to be known by the workers. I guess it was our 4th day when we found out what the deal is with these guys and how women leave their husbands at home and come here to be fucked by these men. I know my wife had never been with a black man and I started asking her if she wanted to try one to much she said she didn't know.
On our 7th day when I went in to get our sunscreen I came out to see a black man maybe around 22 or so rubbing sunscreen on her backs of her legs and as I watched he got very close to her ass and being naked she didn't stop him by let him rub much longer then needed on her firm ass. Being naked I had to stand behind a plant due to me getting a hardon watching his black hands on my white wife.
We talked that night after one hell night of fucking about what I saw and how I found it a huge turn on. It took sometime before she said that his hands were strong and how she was getting turned on knowing a black stranger was touching her body. It was our 12th day and that night my wife went to the club on her own at first with me going a hour later. She had a guy about maybe 20 sitting with her and as black as midnight. I walked in and he didn't seemed to be surprised that she was married even thou she doesn't wear a wedding ring.
Around 11 we decided to go back to our room all 3 of us. Once there we said that my wife would like to see why women would leave their husbands at home and come here to have sex with black guys. He asked if I would be in the room or if I would be leaving them alone. I told him I would love to watch cause I love seeing my wife come on a strange cock. He started kissing my wife who was returning his kisses just as hard. My wife starting undressing him first and when his pants hit the floor I thought there was no way that would go in her.
My wife got on her knees making love to his cock with her mouth and hands. He stopped pulling her up undressing her to her garter belt and hosiery. That's all she had on was her black dress. I spoke up and told him he would have to wear a condom. He laughed saying he never wears them, So I stepped up saying condom or no pussy. He then said he could pull out and my wife said how about he fucks my pussy but finishes in my ass.
Well that was ok with me as long as he didn't cum in her pussy cause I thought she should've been ovulating as of yesterday. He went down on my wife's waxed pussy eating her to a orgasm before moving between her open legs and even with how wet she was it took 10 minutes for him to give her all she could handle which looked to be maybe 10 inches with still more left over. As he fucked my wife she started going from one orgasm right into the next orgasm.
I could see tears of joy sliding out of her eyes but when I saw his balls starting to tighten I told him it was time to ass fuck my wife. Once again he wasn't able to just push into her but he had her on all 4s doing her doggy style with his hand around her playing with her clit as he fucked her ass. He had turned her around so I couldn't see him going in her just her face which was showing pure lust. She came twice which she never does from getting ass fucked.
He jammed himself in then pulled back before pushing in deep shooting his cum deep in my wife's ass or so I thought at the time. He stayed deep in my wife a good 5 minutes before he started without pulling out to fuck her again. This time he pushed my wife flat on the bed as he fucked her for a good 45 minutes and with my wife saying 'cum cum in me please cum I can't take much more'. But it was maybe 4 maybe 5 more minutes before he pushed in as deep as he could go jerking as he shot in her ass or so I thought.
My wife was sore the next day and said she would love to maybe find a black couple back home that we could swap with. We flew home and she never said a word about what he had pulled off. It was the 3 weeks before Christmas that we went on our holiday. I noticed that my wife had only a slip of her wine at diner. Then on new years she never touched any booze at all.
The next month she missed her period but didn't tell me. She had been not feeling the greatest and had been throwing up mostly in the mornings but I didn't think much about it. Come Feb. she missed her period once again and still didn't tell me and if I paid more attention I would've noticed that she hadn't used any tampons but what guy really notices that until their horny with a wife who is on the rag.
Today after I asked my wife if she had noticed that she was getting a tiny bit of a pot belly that she broke down and told me that she's pregnant and she's sure it happened that night in Jamaica. The room had started to spin as I all most passed out from the shock. She told me how she was having the biggest orgasm of her life when he pulled out and pushed himself back in her pussy as he came. And then when he never got more then semi soft and he began fucking her again she thought that she may as well enjoy it. So it was after he had pumped her full of cum in her very fertile pussy the second time that he pulled out dressed and left. Ya I notice my wife jumping up and running to the bathroom but I thought she had to pee real bad and that is wasn't to try to wipe off his cum from her pussy. It's to late now to get an abortion so she's going to give birth in about 6 months to a black baby. I'm thinking about packing my bags and leaving but I do love my wife. Maybe that overpass over the highway, just wait for a truck to come along and jump right in front of it. But I have a few months to decide what to do but until I decide I'm going to treat her as if she was a cheap hooker. I will make her do dirty ATM's and maybe force her to drink my piss. I think I need a lawyer but not just yet.