Curious M finally got the courage up and did it

I love women, love women's bodies. I love pussy, eating it, fingering it, fucking it, and I love to fuck women in their asses too. I'm currently 20, smooth body, firm but not muscled up or anything. My cock is 6 inches, not too thick but good for pussy, and thin enough that I can get women talked into giving up their back hole. I've never done anything with another guy, but I wanted to. It dawned on me after a few years, and after watching gay and bi porn that I wanted to feel what it is like to be the one being buttfucked. I had no interest in fucking a guys ass, or sucking cock. I realized that like most encounters I probably would have to suck someone though before he fucked me.

I went to the adult store and bought a nice, 8 inch vibrating dildo. It was about an inch and a half thick. I bought lube and after watching porn in the back room of men and women getting buttfucked, I was ready. As I came out, slowly walking through the hall there were two of the booths that had people in them but the doors wide open. In one was a very small guy on his knees sucking a small cock on a really big guy. The guy was holding the others head from behind and pumping in and out of his mouth. The next open door there was a guy bent over with his hands on the wall. His pants and what looked like womens panties were at his ankles, and he was wearing stockings. He had a man behind him, the view was from the side, so I saw 6 inches of really thick cock sawing in and out of this guys asshole. I could only imagine that it was probably 9 or more inches long since he was still inside that hole with 6 or more inches pulled out before he slammed it back in. The guy getting fucked was grunting loudly with every inward thrust, moaning when pulling out, then another grunt as it slammed all the way back in. I saw his face and he turned with a look of both pleasure and pain I saw what looked like a young guy, younger than me, probably 16 maybe. I stood and watched then the older man fucking him grunted and pushed it so hard and so much that the boy had to lift his head and upper body to take it all. The man behind grabbed the hips and pulled them to him grunting in short bursts, I'm sure timed to his shots of cum in the boys hole. The man immediately pulled out and zipped up and left. The boy was half bent over and half standing in a daze. He motioned me over. "If you want to go next you can" he said, adding "just give me a minute to recover, that guy was really big and was really going hard and fast". I answered, "yeah I saw, did it hurt?". He said it did but it was a good hurt. I explained that I wasn't really interested in fucking another guy he asked if I ever had and I said I had not. His smooth body, his young face and his cute butt with tan lines made me pull down my pants when he said I should try it "just to see what it's like, you'll like it". I had earlier explained that I've fucked women in the butt he added "it feels the same as a womans ass, just a place to pump and cum man". I didn't have a condom and he had no more, but told me he always used them but since I only fucked women I could go uncovered. I fucked him probably for 10 minutes and he started whispering to me about how good I feel to him, how his ass feels so good. I was rubbing up and down on his stockinged legs and I shot off. I had closed the door, and after we both sat with our pants still down and I talked to him. I wanted to try what he was doing, and he recommended I find someone I was willing to do it with, but start with someone with a small cock. Get used to it, then build to it.

On the way out I picked up a set of stockings and a sheer black nightgown. At home I went to the bathroom, I remembered the boy in the booth, looking at my cock it was growing hard again. I don't know why, but I shaved my legs and my underarms. Then I put on the stockings and garter, with the nightgown. I could see my nipples through the gown and see my cock and pubes. Taking it off I shaved my pubes, trimming all around my balls, around my cock, and up the sides will I had a two inch wide strip going up from my cock. Nightgown on, I lubed up my backside and the 8 inch dildo. I went to my bed and put on porn of an old woman getting buttfucked for her first time by a teen boy. Then I pushed the dildo to my hole and pushed. Nothing would go in. I pushed and pushed, my hole wouldn't even open up to let the head in. Then I pushed my finger in, stretching as much as I could, and the dildo popped in about 2 inches and I was screaming. I immediately pulled it out. It was just too much. Two days later I was in the shop again, late night, after a date and a fuck with a girl, and bought a very thin vibe, not even an inch thick. On the way out I also bought one that was a bit thicker. The woman behind the counter said "It's best to go with the thin ones till you get used to it, then you can go bigger. Most guys try with big ones first, don't do that". She knew I was getting them for me, I was embarrassed but I looked at her and said "I found that out".

After two weeks of vibrator fucking myself twice a day, leaving it in me for a minimum of 30 minutes each time, I could take the thick 8 incher. I had learned about my prostate and would work the vibe on that. I was actually leaking precum getting fucked. It was on a social site that I saw the picture of this guy with a small 4 inch cock, not thick at all. His public hair was in full growth, and I sent him some nude pix not showing face. After another week I sent him pictures of me in the stockings. In our chats I had told him I was a virgin and wanted to see what it was like to get fucked, to have a real cock fuck me and shoot into me. A cock to take my virginity. He was good with it all, and I showed up at his place on a Friday night. We had a drink, he was just in a robe, naked under. I'd gotten several glances at his cock under the robe. I excused myself to go put on panties and garter and stockings. I came back and he was naked, I sat next to him. He put my hand on my cock, then pushed my head down. "it will make me last longer inside you, if I do it this way first" he said. I had never done this and told him so, then sucked his cock. he was pushing up into my mouth and in about 10 minutes he shot his load in my mouth. I held my mouth and took it all, then looking at him I swallowed. I went back to his cock and licked his pee slit to get the last remnants. He held my head and told me I did it really well, he was very pleased that a mouth virgin could suck so good. Then off to his bedroom. More sucking to get him hard, then he lubed himself and my and rolled me onto my stomach. I was spreading my legs like women did for me, but he told me to close them. He got on top of my his little hard cock against the crack of my ass and his pubes pushing into my ass. His legs outside of mine, he pulled up a bit then put it at my hole. "you ready?" he asked and I was. It took him about 25 minutes or so to finish. I got filled with another big load of his cum. For a little cock he came more than I ever had. I never pumped out that much sperm. I stayed and he fucked me again.

The next night I went back and let him fuck me three times and I sucked him once. He would make me suck his cock after he came in my butt, that was how he liked to be cleaned off. I got used to it. It was after about 15 fucks from him that I men Chad. Chad had a cock my size, not too thick but 7 inches and thicker than the little guys. I sucked, got a normal sized load in my mouth and swallowed. He was different. He wanted me on my back, legs spread and pulled up over his waist as he fucked me missionary. I liked that a lot better, and his sucking and pinching my nipples made it all the better. Chad and I fucked many times a week, in the third week he had a friend over who had broken up with a girlfriend. He told me the guy was really hung and bi, he needed a weekend of good sex. So my third cock was 9 inches and two inches thick and I was loving it.

I still fuck and buttfuck women, still shoot in their mouths, still eat pussy, but several times a week I get fucked by all three of my guys, though I have to say that first little 4 incher I can barely feel.

I like getting fucked.