From sessions with a domme, I am now CD bottom in my real sex life

It started as a lark, about 2 years ago at 19 I was in New York and out of curiosity I went to a domme. I am small, thin, and not the most manly type of guy. I have no body hair except on my head and my pubes. I have a somewhat feminine body, indented at the waist and have always had small, sort of puffy pecs. Guys have teased me about having small tits. She made me crossdress for her, dance around even had me serving drinks and snacks to the other dommes, and some male and m/f couples in as customers. I couldn't take more than two fingers in my ass, or my pussy as i was to call it with her. So she made me lay down on a bed she pulled up my dress, my panties down below my butt and got on top of me. Her pussy hair was rubbing against my butt up and down like she was fucking me. She did that and rubbed on me till she got herself off. Then she rolled me over and laid on me, kissing me, sucking on my tits as she pulled down each side of my bra and again began humping me. I got hard and she got angry. "We'll see how much you like being a bitch now" she hissed at me. She pulled some cuffs out and my hands were at the headboard, and my legs pulled up towards my head, spread out and also cuffed to the head board. Then she got the paddle and gave me 20 very hard hits making my ass turn bright red. She shoved two fingers in my pussy and as she was fucking me with them, she leaned in and sucking on my tits, kissing my lips, telling me what a tight, virgin fuck I was.

She got up and opened the door. Another mistress came in. This one had tiny tits, small body like mine, and had a 9 inch long strapon dildo. My mistress smeared some white stuff on my ass and pushed some in me. The other mistress was greasing her cock. It was a surge of burning pain as I grunted and screamed with it penetrating my virgin pussy/ass. My mistress told me it was OK to scream there were no customers there now, it was only about 4 mistresses getting ready to leave and me. The others came into the room watching my tears as the little mistress was rapidly, revenge fucking my newly initiated ass/pussy. "What are you slut?" my mistress asked as she pinched my nipples so hard I thought she was going to pull them off my tits. "I'm your sub mistress" she pinched even harder twisting and twisting to maximum pain. "Are you a man or a woman?" she asked me. "think before you answer, you may have a clit there, but you're being fucked, your legs are spread out, what are you?" she asked again. "I'm a woman, I'm your woman to do as you please, I'm no longer a virgin, I'm a fucked woman" I answered still in pain from the rapid revenge fuck being delivered to me. "Do you know the name of the person fucking you?" she asked. "No maam" I answered. "So, what kind of woman lets someone fuck her without even knowing their name?" I was asked. I thought then answered "A slut, mistress, I'm a slut and a whore". With that the one stopped fucking me, keeping the dildo 9, thick inches into my now slut pussy, and she and all the others applauded. The dildo was pulled out the small mistress took it off revealing a very pretty, tiny, hairy pussy. All the mistresses whose pussies weren't already exposed, took off panties or whatever in order to bare their pussies. Together they trimmed my pussy hair, then took me to the bathroom. Lying in the empty tub, open in the middle of the room, mistresses all gathered around me and pissed on me.

After my shower I came out nude in front of them all, some of them felt my cock which they called a "pretty nice clit" and others stuck fingers in my mouth or my ass. The little one finger fucked me then stuck the finger in my mouth. "suck it clean slut" I was told. I booked the next day, and got more of the same. After about 8 sessions the mistress told me there was a way I could serve them without paying, and still get the treatment I wanted. I was intrigued. She didn't explain, but I was tied face down on the bed, legs spread. In a bra, panties, stockings and garter, wig, and make up. I was gagged and blindfolded. I knew though it was a man getting on top of me, I tried to make noise and was smacked and told to shut the fuck up. Soon what must have been about a 7 inch cock was up my ass and fucking me. After he came and left, I heard him pay the mistress, she took off my blindfold and my gag. "So, not you're a real whore, a prostitute, your pussy has been sold for money, and that is what will happen now. Today I'm going to untie you, you will sit her all pretty and our clients are all tested and clean. So you will suck cocks, take loads in your mouth (SMACK on my face) and you'd better swallow, and you will get fucked. Now you can do it this way, or I can tie you again" she asked me which I preferred. I told her I'd like to be untied.

I took on 4 other men that night, and was forced to walk back to my apartment in my girls clothes. I was to come back the next night at 8pm. I "worked" until 2am and sucked 8 cocks, and got fucked by those 8 cocks. Of them 4 also came in my mouth as well as all 8 in my pussy. After the week I had agreed to I was let go and given all the girls clothes, underwear, heels, stockings, and lingerie and told that I could come back as i wanted. I confess I did go back a few times for 4 to 8 days at a time. But I've tried to go back to fucking women and I can't get it up anymore. I wanted men, I wanted cock.

So now I know, I am a crossdressing, fucked bottom boy for other men. I have a nice man who is 45 and wealthy, he treats me wonderfully. He is married though, and likes me to lick his cock after he's fucked his wife and make me taste her pussy off his cock. It's two years later now and in total I had 34 cocks at the domme brothel, and in my personal life I've fucked over 20 more, and sucked I don't know how many. I've been turned totally.